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This is the testimony of Michael D
Higginbotham
My Christian experience begins
when I only about 6 years old. My family and I attended church for many years,
but without the Spirit guiding us. We stopped attending church before I finished
grade school, and I didn't really miss it all that much.
Throughout my teen-age years, I avoided most temptations. I was basically
clean-cut, with no drugs, alcohol, sex, etc... I avoided most of the common
pitfalls of youth. Overall I was honest and a "good person", and I
thought I was going to Heaven. I learned the truth, later.
My senior year in high school I met the girl of my dreams. I knew, instantly,
that we would marry. I had only to convince her. She was a born into the Church,
Christian, solid in faith. This didn't bother me, I was open and tolerant. I
even started attending her church. As our relationship grew, a gulf was apparent
between us. This gulf didn't grow out of nothing, it was always there,
invisible. One evening, my girlfriend called "enough!!" She was tired
of the gulf, and drew a line. I must either fill the gulf, or leave. She loved
me, I had no doubts, but she loved another more. Jesus was her first love, and
she asked if he would be mine also, I had heard many sermons preached concerning
accepting Christ, and usually left comfortable in my "goodness". That
evening, the Spirit flowed forth from that young lady and touched me. I then
knew the gulf was real, not imaginary. I also came to realize that the gulf
wasn't a piece of ground, but rather an open space in my soul, my heart.
At times prior to this, I had prayed and spoken with God. (He does speak to the
unsaved.) This time, however, I prayed as I had never prayed before. I was
praying for my life. I may not have had my physical life threatened, but my soul
was at stake, with my physical self sure to follow.
Simply stated, I found God that night. I know now, that there is no other way to
heaven, except through Jesus Christ's shedding of blood. He wasn't lost, I was.
He brought light into a dark life, and my eyes opened to things I never knew
existed.
What followed was a roller coaster. I initially reached a pure high, uncluttered
with life and world experiences. There is no experience comparable to a new life
in Christ. Unfortunately, I didn't remain this pure. At times I let the world
get to me. I struggled with temptations in college, and early married life.
Mostly I followed the path Christ set forth, but sometimes I fell, hard. At
these times of despair, however, Christ held onto me. I always had someone to
lean on and to take me back. We all need His help to carry our burdens.
Today, my wife and daughter are the dearest things in the world to me. First,
however, I love Jesus Christ. I seek council of him in all things, and have
learned to listen to what he says. I present this testimony, because He wants me
to tell people. I felt this was a way to reach those I know, and some I will
never meet. To all of you, I pray you take this message to heart. Pray to God,
and listen to what He says.
God Bless you all.
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