An Illusion
Screaming inside A tormented soul Cries out in Anguish Unleashed fury and Uncontrolled pain Endless guilt I know what I want I want you But he is in the way I cannot care so Deeply And stop completely and instantly I say that I am over him But somewhere Deep in my heart In the back of my mind His presence still remains I don't know why I know that My feelings were given to An illusion But that doesn't make the feelings Less real. I want you In my heart In my mind To share my soul with But he refuses to Go away.