This site is arranged much like my life to give you examples of what it like being in the skin I am in.

You are walking along and suddenly you are confronted by something totally unexpected and inexplicable.

What is it?........What does this mean?.......

Why am I here?........How did I get here?

Why me?

The more you try to dig into it the deeper you get and the less you know.

But you are taught that with determination you can get to the bottom of all mysteries but the truth is

the only way out is to go back.