Feelings

Anger pent up
Turns to hurt
Protections turn
To absurdity
Love turns to
Hate
For it has to

No memories of good times
Pictures flash through
My mind
No-one good
More fear and terror
half memories

by stinkrbl ©1996
copyright all rights reserved

THE GHOST OF THE PERP:

I am cold, I shiver with fear
from inside out although he's not near
I feel his hands on me prodding and poking
and the long fingers roughly stroking...

Ghost of the Perp
Coming back to Prey
Only he can't hurt me
But I whisper a Prayer

He makes me remember
Since the beginning of September
Although he's alive his soul is not
I know too well, his days are running out

The Ghost of the perp
Coming back to Prey
Only he can't hurt me
But I whisper a Prayer

The slimy feel of his wetness
over my body it rushes
To my horrified feeling my mind it leaves
My soul is gone and then comes the eve

Ghost of the Perp
Coming back to Prey
Only he cant hurt me
But I whisper a prayer

His gaze at me were cold
But my hatred is becoming old
He bid me adieu, but not before saying
If you tell, there will be some Slaying

Ghost of the Perp
Coming back to Prey
Only he cant hurt me
But I whisper a Prayer.

written by Bev aka Ibedeaf
This day on Dec 9, 1998
©copyright all rights reserved

Answers

Answer Yes
And there will be more
soft touches

Answer No
And there will be no
Kind words
No love
No daddy

So what's the answer
Yes or No?

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