Well, decided to use this place to express my thoughts for the time being. Take it how you will.

"Deep and Drained"

Deeper and deeper
I drown in a pool of black.
I struggle without a sound
Wishing to be pulled back.
All of my signals go unnoticed
I dare not speak aloud.
I remain stuck in a state
Shading away from the crowd.
I really want someone to help,
I want to be made loose.
Everyone does their thing,
While I play in the noose.
I am afraid to call a plea
And I don’t want to bore.
Keep living your dreams,
While I suffer no more.
All I wanted was a voice,
Someone to go my way.
But I seem to cause frustration,
I may not see night turn to day.
Go on with your life,
Mine is no longer a thought.
It used to be something I’d give,
Before putting it to a halt.
Now that I am out of the way,
I’ll no longer be a joke.
Forget that I ever existed,
Name no longer spoke.
I hope you have your dream,
And live it very well.
By now I’m already gone,
To where I’ll never tell.



Dont read it and think that its a plea for help. It is just me doing something constructive.