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How To Be a Genius: the greatest secret in the world This is my story. It could have happened to anyone but it happened to me and I feel obligated to share it with everyone. It began a few months after my 23rd birthday. I lived in an old beat up motorhome driving to the different state parks and campgrounds near my parents' home; and for a time in my van. I couldn't afford rent and couldn't keep a job. I reached a point where I "had to know" if there was a reason to go on living. I was not successful in any area of my life- socially, financially, mentally, spiritually- you name it. I was overcome with fantasies of suicide on a daily basis. The suicide demons were after me. So I sat down one day and I said, "God I want you to help me or give me a purpose or reason for living. It's just not worth it, my life is a total failure. I'm depressed all the time. I'm overwhelmed with how hard this world is. I always seem to get the short end of the stick. I just have too many problems. I wasn't born rich, or good-looking, or smart. Lord, life isn't worth living like this. Lord if you don't help me or give me a reason to live, I'm going to fast (abstain from food) for as long as I can, try to repent of all my sins, and then shoot myself." I didn't feel or hear anything from the Lord the first couple of days. Towards the third and fourth day of fasting I got my answer- I was filled with an incredible joy and light that moved me to tears and I felt an impression from God, "It's okay I love you my son. just keep plodding along." And then something changed in me as I ended my fast and then continued to fast periodically. I began to receive personal revelation from God and wisdom that would help me to go on with life. Also I did receive tangible help from God. After every time I fasted I was filled with the love of Christ and my mind was quickened so much so that I began to get inspiration more easily and my intelligence level was raised as the Spirit came illuminating into my mind. It would wear off after awhile but every time I needed to "fill up" I went to the Lord in fasting, praying, and reading of the scriptures and my mind was free intellectually and spiritually. There were even times that the inspiration and wisdom (from the Holy Spirit) flowed like milk and honey and it was all I could do to keep up with it. I received inspiration and wisdom on many topics such as where to move, the characteristics of the kind of person I wanted to marry, what to say for job interviews, and the list goes on. I had a minor slurring of the speech problem and major social anxiety when I was out in public and I overcame those problems through inspiration of the Spirit as well as a great deal of my fear of social situations. I had improved thought control enabling me to control my thoughts. This also improves the imagination powers of your brain. Einstein once said that imagination is more important than intelligence. It even improved my hearing and other physical qualities. I even noted a change in my countenance When I looked in the mirror I realized, "A man's wisdom maketh his face to shine, and the boldness of his face shall be changed" as the scripture states. My weaknesses were made strong through what I called "The Spirit Formula" - an x amount of fasting + an x amount of scripture reading + an x amount of prayer= The Holy Spirit, love, joy , inspiration from God. I was no longer a dark cynic but grateful and praising God for continual blessings. My work improved. I experienced more energy and a better attitude. I could go on and on about all the blessings that came from applying this formula and relying on the Lord. I was truly living the scripture- "If thou canst believe. Anything is possible to him that believeth." I had always been taught that you have to pull yourself up and stand on your own two feet. I didn't know the real secret of life for me was to "lean on the Lord". When things started to turn around for me in my life I found God and literally learned to take the Holy Spirit as a guide in my life (D & C 45:57) . I even obeyed God's laws above man's and learned wisdom.This is my story. It's all true.I hope this will benefit or inspire someone else in need of God's help and love. How to be a Genius: the greatest secret in the world- the inspiration for the "Spirit Formula" came from my reading the scripture, "... Behold, I have fasted and prayed many days that I might know these things of myself...", and from the account of Jesus Himself fasting for forty days in the wilderness. Through the Holy Spirit I have learned how to progress spiritually, change my heart and soul, quicken my mind and my intelligence, overcome depression, receive wisdom from God, and start to unlock my spiritual and earthly potential. The formuala is (Fx+Sx+Px)=power of spirit, love, joy, inspiration from God. Now the "Fx" in the formula stands for an x amount of fasting, the "Sx" stands for an x amount of scripture or word of God, and the "Px" stands for an x amount of prayer. So if you apply what I call "The Spirit Formula" and do enough fasting, reading the scriptures, and praying, you will have as a result the Holy Spirit. There are other circumstances and factors that will affect the outcome of this formula; you should eliminate as many distractions as possible while doing this. Reading scriptures while the tv is on and your radio is blaring out noise is not conducive to the Spirt. A great place to read scriptures is in the solitude of nature or somewhere where His presence can be felt if you can. Also when reading the scriptures what I've found to be the only real effective way in getting the Spirit is only reading the commandments or hard sayings (things you need to work on or are inspired by) and skipping over the non-essential story parts of the scriptures. Of course this will entail going through your scriptures initially to mark those important passages for quick later reference. Note: I have found that to receive wisdom from God more abundantly you must first have all the words of life or his commandments in your mind/memory, so learning to quickly thumb through and read your referenced scriptures is a key to receiving increased wisdom and Spirit. Repenting of your sins or at least trying to confess and forsake them is another requirement.You don't need to be perfect to have the Holy Spirit, this formula is specifically designed for the weak, but there must be a genuine sorrow and prayerful effort to confess and forsake your sins before God as this formula is partly a purging or purifying process.That's why its great to read passages of scriptures that are hard for you to accept or live as well as picturing or visualizing in your mind an example of you applying the commandment. Another note on repentance: Don't think your efforts towards repenting go unnoticed by God. A common misconception is that God's not watching or is distant, but he's constantly rewarding or punishing you according to your actions. If you pay the price through continually applying the formula you will know Him and receive of his love and power. The Holy Spirit will bear witness of scripture truths through a joyful burning in your heart and soul that will sometimes bring you to tears. Now, to apply "The Spirit Formula" I recommend taking a couple of days or so and fasting throughout this time. I've found that drinking water while abstaining only from food works the best in this case. It's a good idea to talk to a doctor before fasting for long periods of time.Towards the end, or perhaps throughout this time, read your marked scriptures as described above; skipping through the main story lines and concentrating on the important truths and praying as you feel inclined. I highly recommend reading marked passages from Proverbs as that book is primarily concerned with wisdom. I skim through my marked passages in proverbs once every week at least. The results I have gotten from applying this formula are truly amazing. May a grievous curse be upon me if I'm lying. Don't expect to be a spiritual giant overnight, but if you continue to apply the Spirit Formula you will draw closer to God and receive of the Holy Spirit on a regular basis. Don't put off the rewards of the Spirit or drawing closer to God. Take a vacation if you have to but find time to try the formula/experiment and find out for yourself. If all else fails in your life use the "Spirit Formula". Anyone and God is a winner. The above is an excerpt from the author's book- "How To Be a Genius: the greatest secret in the world" Copyright ©2003 SWR/Spirit Wisdom.You can reach the author by emailing spiritwisdom@usa.com If you would like to order the in-depth book (175+ pages, paperback $12.50) call 1-888-519-5121 Still not convinced? Click here for the Table of Contents or About the Book. More info More info Click here for booklet (20+ pages) or Mentoring Package. Links: Buisness information, downloads Think to link: Tell the world about this site. Put a link on your website to this one and I’ll do the same for you. Just email me your website address and what you want your link to say. spiritwisdom@usa.com How to be a Prophet, the step by step guide to being the greatest man who ever lived. Cover- Who am I? Man of greatness is my name. Man of Holiness is my name. My name is Excelsias and my Kingdom hath no end. I am the hero of the underdog. I am the hero of the poor, the disabled mentally or physically. He that thirsteth come unto me and I will quench his thirst. He that hungereth come unto men and I will fill him. I am the God of the meek. The chosen one has risen. Welcome to my house. Jesus is in the house today. Mi casa es su casa. Go get a cup because the wisdom is about to flow like milk and honey. The secrets and formulas I reveal will revolutionize the world. Take up your crosses and follow me. This is the story of how a lowly nerd beat the biggest baddest bully in the universe with half my brain tied behind my back just to make it fair. I am the One. . I live for glory.. the Lion of Judah is here saving souls is my game. The spiritual plane is … Chapters- subjects How to be a God 57 How to be a prophet 36 How to do miracles 20 How to prophecy 22 How to heal 21 How to be a David and kill Goliaths A nerd becomes a God How to beat the hypocrites, Don’t feed the hippos 30 How to be a Genius How to be a Jedi/ read minds 20 How to be a great speaker 21 How to get the spirit of greatness How to master love How to master humility Formula for being President of the U.S. Or anything you want to be or do 35 The part of my life If want to focus on in this book is the year I went to Mexico. The two questions most frequently asked questions I got in Mexico were “Who are you .” and “what are you doing here? So I would like to answer the questions, “Who am I ? and, “What am I doing here” in this book. I have several formulas for counteracting the devil’s weapons or traps. This book talks about them. I’m the one who got away. Like I said in my other book everything is set up to prevent what happened to me from happening- finding God/ Holy Spirit formula, preaching in another country is discouraged, total purity from lust thoughts or actions, etc. etc. etc. Lies of the devil- posters of women, answer to your problems is to have relations with a woman. Places in nature restricted (campgrounds/ parks), homeless restricted from them, oppressed forgotten poor homeless people. Readers and thinkers/dreamers looked down upon discouraged. Don’t worry about spiritual things they say or the welfare of your soul just work says world There’s no way to find out the truth / answer to all your questions, just be normal and follow the herd/ crowd. First chapter. I’m here to give you the wisdom you need to make the changes necessary to overcome and beat the devil. That’s my mission with this in a nutshell. I always find the weak link, the chink in the armor of the system, the glitch in the matrix. I’m like a hacker who’s found the opening in the firewall of the system of the devil, the mouse in the maze who finds the cheese. But God has a system, those who are the best go to the highest level of heaven of joy and love and happiness. Those who aren’t go to other places less than- Why its important to do something, find the truth/ highest path. This book is from a more mature point of view/ perspective I hope. Obviously I’ve changed from the age of 25 to 33 ( age of Christ when died by the way) People often ask me but why is it important to know, why not just be normal and die. We all go to the same place, right? Why do you want to be like Jesus they ask. It’s because I know for a fact that we have to be like Jesus to go to heaven. I ‘m beyond faith or just believing, I know- because of the experiences I talk about. Why would you rather go to a place less than or a bad place where there’s not as much joy, happiness and love and glory? Why wouldn’t you want to follow what I say and teach (really learning to take spirit as a guide, learning God’s will for your life, How to be full of the spirit and do miracles, be a prophet, be a celestial being, become Jesus) What I do is teach average human beings even losers to be winners, prophets, seers, revelators, healers/ miracle workers/ spirit led the whole nine yards. He who feeds or clothes you shall not lose his reward (eli). This book is even better than my first book (the greatest book ever written by the way) because I give even more advanced wisdom power and greatness. Don’t be lazy sleeping don’t walk ask for job etc. I bless all those who have loved me or suffered because of me that they may be blessed 100x or more what the devil has done to them in the name of Jesus, it shall be done. Miscelaneous revelation not particularly critical to the salvation of all mankind. *** Keep this pure (no sex or e or lust thoughts or m) and I will be with you always spirit tells me. Felt presence of spirit and paul newman felt love for him to tears for his giving etc. Teach her about me says spirit- I am pure I don’t like slang language, strong words or dirty talk. Says Holy Spirit- I am love sacrifice and preaching. Teach her about me it says. The spirit loves purity. The spirit hates tv, noise, the radio. I’m sorry all you worldly people, but you have to chanif you want to be spirit-filled and a celestial being and eventually a God. Today I’m going to teach you about the Spirit - Feeling after spirit- its love tender humble. Yearning for spirit love its presence. Rejected like Christ again by family- Frodo/ innocent/love. Its not that I’m bad for being dumb its that I’m good- can’t you understand/ comprehend that? I don’t know if you have a high level of comprehension. ----** I am the only one who can beat the devil. Spirit of prophecy because of purity no lust thoughts m only when have to ( 15 times resist don’t do it/ wet dreams pray). Don’t ge off bus it said (spirit) 2 times, also told me there’s a window to escape across border- ------**why am I the chosen one? Because I’m a prophet the king the only one smart enough to beat him. Would receive prophecy spirit guidance if I were to guide lead armies of Israel against evil. Actually, I have been hired by the chief executive officer (God). 2/11/09- I want you to get excited about your life. I want to teach you how to unleash the potential inside of you. The world wants you to think that you have to have a boring life punching a 9-5 time clock everyday with no hope or a life of poverty. You have to have God behind you, but you can achieve your dreams if they’re in line with God’s will. What’s God’s will?- to give you your desired when you give him his desires What you believe becomes your reality. If you can believe it you can achieve it, but you have to show the faith. This book will tell you how, I’ll explain as I go along. I’m tired of the crap of the world- Oh happiness is a decision, If you wake up one day and decide to be happy you are. If you’re sick, on the wrong path, and ready to lose your soul how can you be happy? You have to learn how to get the Spirit, be on the correct path, and know what your mission for God is. If the dumbest man in the world can do it, don’t you think you can? I actually give people things they can use- spirit formulas I call them. What are spirit formulas? Formulas that if used give the spirit/ blessing/ the anointing/ favor/ preservation and intelligence/ wisdom. They are the opposite of worldly formulas. Worldly formulas bring you down take away the spirit/ decrease the anointing- like watching tv or playing video games or lust or you get the picture- swearing, strong language, lying, etc. etc. Spirit formulas give health, blessings, and prosperity in order to dream your goals and desires into life. God can grant you your desires if you show the faith. But what exactly is faith I’m asked. Good question. I will show you- preaching/ helping service/ share testimony. What I’m doing now everyone is going to be doing in the future. What I’m doing now people will be doing 50-100 years in the future- once they realize why I do it. I’m advanced for my time. I’m cutting edge. I want to show you how to beat the devil in every area of your life. The devil wants you miserable- he’s the enemy. I want to show you how to beat him. One time a man told me that the devil wasn’t his enemy. That he used evil as a friend to help him. He said the devil liked him and helped him. Well, I’ve got news for you, if the devil likes you you’re in a lot of trouble. It might just be coincidence but he was a lawyer. Although what he said about using evil as a friend and tool and to help you in your progrssion is true. Whatever the devil does to us the Lord blesses us 10 times what we suffer. 2/10/09- Felt spirit to tears love for Eli- what she has suffered working all day for me too. I pray give her (Eli) the Spirit, happiness, bless her. Why doesn’t she love me? Why am I weird for crying and feeling the Holy Spirit/ love. Do you love my servants? Love for Thomas S. Monson gave spirit to tears- because you love my servants says spirit. His stories – he looked at a little blonde girl in audience, me with tears, tell my story of a Bishop who was questioning me. I said- I want you to understand me I want you to love me- I’m here in mexico because I love my brothers and sisters. I don’t care that they have brown skin or different race/personality. Why are you preaching they ask . Why not in America- land of the dollar enjoying life relaxing. Why aren’t you pursuing your personal salvation your financial dreams Why? Why are you passing out your testimony to everyone. Why are you preaching the highest path? I proceeded to teach that young bishop the way of the Master. Life’s not about loving rules. Life’s about loving people. Thousands of hypocrites in heck right now because of me. I didn’t know dumb people could be smart they say to me. You’ve changed the way I view think of dumb people. Spirit says your yearning for me brought me. Self-gratification (eating ) drives me away. Self-denial brings me says Spirit – ate and spirit left. I didn’t know nerds could be cool someone says. Eat the fruits of your own labor (a job) says spirit The D. is keeping track of everything you eat. I speak of revelations/ angels, all others talk of of details and recite scriptures. And now we open a new dispensation a new cutting edge. The chosen one is among you. Analyzed Joseph Smith he has a lot of intelligence- all glory to God not him. He was just a chosen vessel. Important mission like me. When I read of Joe Smith I feel suffocating presence and thoughts from the evil one. There are 3 men he hates- where would we be without Joe Smith. Why is life hard- only champions win prize. Joe talked of other worlds of spirits of dimensions, revelations like me. Greatness is a choice I’ve always said. But the chosen one has risen. The chosen one is here. That the scripture might be fulfilled. Your stereotypes, your prejudgements. --Speech--- The Lion of Judah is here. Your wickedness and light mindedness. He lived for glory and died for glory and glory was his name. How many men live for glory? Wake up America there’s a battle going on for the souls of men. Now there is another who has risen. Mighty in word and deed . Greatness is his name. Listen. Those who listen and follow me shall have eternal life and I shall raise them up at the last day. The mighty one is here full of grace and truth . I didn’t know a nerd could be cool. Impossible is my middle name. You better believe it Dorothy there is a Santa Claus. He talked of visions. I was wounded in the house of my friends. Where does your passion come from- rejection all my life. Rumors and stupidities of me being crazy. All men are hypocrites. The rise of the anointed shall not be stopped. I have come to take that which is rightly mine. My right is the right to the throne. Vile men of corrupt minds, hypocrites. They can’t deny I have the Spirit. I have often wondered who has faced more opposition and persecution, me or Prophet Joeseph Smith. Never a man spake as you speak. That’s true you’ll never see another like me. I showed him the way of the Master. Filthy lies- he’s crazy, he’s lazy, he’s a leech, says the devil and his followers Those filthy liars almost cost me my soul- brainwashed in mental hospital with medication lost the spirit / lost my testimony and faith in God and Jesus, forgot purity no sex or masterbation and almost lost my soul because of secret combinations working for dark side/devil to destroy righteous/prophets who have infiltrated the church and high positions and low positions- the police as well . I must be the hero throw the ring into the fire, destroy the kingdom of darkness on my own. No one believes in me,. What happened to we believe in you Peter, You can do it Little Nicky. Despisers of truth of the chosen one. God will take vengence on them 100 fold for what they’ve done to discredit and destroy me. He’s a begger he’s a bum, he’s worthless, he’s a nerd they say . He’s selfish they say. And all the filthy lies of the adversary. He does miracles by the power of beezlebub , he’s a sinner they say. If this secret gets out it will change the world. He’s a dreamer, imagination is more important than intelligence. They esteem me to be a thing of naught stricken and smitten of God and hide their faces from me. Why hate dumb people? I will teach you my little one. Fools scheme and plot to destroy me. All (my survival and wisdom) based on purity no sex with E. resist masterb. It’s the law of greatness- the greater you are the more you suffer. But for your suffering the greater you become. And I sincerely hope you don’t reject my testimony or my words for the everlasting welfare of your souls, for your own sakes. I have a lack of intelligence sometimes not because I’m worse than you, it’s because I’m better than you stupid. He’s a lover of women a sinner they say of the chosen one. He’s afraid of being exposed for the hypocrite he is. He can’t stand that, jealous wicked soul. One of my missions is to testify that we should all be treated fairly and with respect regardless of personality intelligence level and all treated with love. Come on throw a rock, stone me, crucify me hypocrites. Deny me my right to the throne and I will deny you a place in my kingdom. But I perceive ye are of little faith. I would like to talk to you of things of eternity, show you how to do miracles, be prophets, have the spirit of prophecy, but I perceive you are weak. You hypocritical vipers. *Remember love not anger I offended Spirit- Don’t think about anger but love. Why can’t they see what’s gong on- the signs of the times. Why don’t the church leaders know the mind of the Lord and his will and teach what’s most important. Why do they (church leaders) focus on details and things of no substance, forgetting the weightier matters. Why is there so much wickedness and hypocrisy in this church. Why are there so many hypocrites and deceivers in power teaching vain and foolish doctrine? Why are the leaders of this church so stupid. Millions are dying every day and will die and they do nothing about it. They don’t understand what secret combinations are doing etc. etc. and I am just appalled. We need a hero someone who understands to save us. We need a deliverer. I repented of my anger. I just see so much wickedness in the church and want to change it. I am the biggest fan of this church and its biggest critic because I love this church. You better believe there’s some good in me . I’m Jesus Christ. I’m not a hypocritical liar. I genuinely love the poor and those with disabilities or who are different. And they do it in the name of love- destroy gossip showing hate not love. Affected lives –use humor story of Emmy/ laugh. Have I proven my worth yet hypocrites? If I haven’t, I will (prove my potential). The devil appeared to me in the form of a man once and told me men can’t be Gods. I gave him the ye are Gods scripture and he was stumped. Who can defy my wisdom and the ring of power (Holy Spirit Genius). The devil ia a hypocrite. He wants everyone else lowered and miserable. Why does the scripture- ye are Gods in matt. Bother him so much? He wants to be God all powerful and have all the glory and everyone else under him and miserable. I want you to defy Satian today. Say it I am a God. I want you to say right now, “I am a God.” I want you to see the change that comes into your life from saying that. Am I not a son of God? Does it not say in your law ye are Gods. Everything I ask for given is that not a quality of God? Am I not a God in embryo form? If I’m on highest path of being a celestial being am I not a God? If God were to tell me give the command and make him deaf dumb and stupid I could do it. If God told me right now make that mountain into a valley I could do it. If God told me to command the wind and the waves I could do it. This is in direct opposition with what the world thinks. The world thinks we’re only animals or humans and classifies people as nerds, losers, jerks, geeks, etc. etc. to dehumanize/lower. Do you think the world looks at me and says oh a God? Of course not.. I am a God in embryo form. I want everyone to say it- “I am a God.”. Now how does it make you feel- powerful, more confident? Now say I’m a loser; I’m just a human; I’m just an animal with animal desires; Now how does that make you fee? Not good, huh? All of us have same potential. All of us have the potential to be Jesus Christ. All of us have the name of Jesus Christ. Even the dumbest man can be like Jesus Christ. Don’t you get it Emmy? I want you to say it- I am Jesus Christ. Repeat after me- I do miracles, I have the spirit of prophecy. I am healing. I am Godly Love. I am humility. I am the God of the meek. I want you to defy the devil right now. Of all my teachings the devil hates this one the most. That I teach people that they can be like Jesus; Christ, saviors, and Gods. No one can resist the wisdom and power with which I speak. The devil appeared to me in the form of a man one time and argued with me saying no one can be like Jesus- we’re just humans just animals. What did I tell him? Don’t you believe the Bible? Is it not written in your law- Ye are Gods. Didn’t Jesus himself say that? Not even the biggest baddest hombre on the planet can stand against me. There’s a loser and his name is scott ray, and he’s the greatest man in the world today. He heals the sick and the dead he’ll raise. He’s the man I will praise. I tell people I’m the biggest loser and I’m not talkin weight. What I say unto one I say unto all take up your crosses and follow me. Interesting, if its not possible why did I write a book on how to do it? The proof is in the pudding. The truth is he knows its possible- imagine the problems he would have if everyone in the world was like me? He wouldn’t have a kingdom anymore. That would kind of be the pits to be a king without a kingdom? Also, everything I ask for happens when I have the Holy Spirit and am pure (no bad or lustful thoughts/ imaginations), and its according to the will of God. That’s a quality of a God isn’t it. How much more evidence do you need that I’m a God, Son of God, God in embryo form? Why do so many challenge me on that? It’s pride and jealousy. That destroys their whole class system subservient philosophy. They have believed a lie of the devil. If they admitted this truth how would they have to treat their neighbor? With love not hate right? A novel idea, huh? I get a lot of flak for this- for saying my name is Jesus Christ. In the presence of all Israel and the angels of heaven I proclaim my identity. I am not ashamed to bear the name of Jesus Christ. I am Jesus Christ. If you think about it, all of us should have taken upon us the name of Jesus Christ when we were baptized. Aren’t all those who are called by God to preach the gospel given the name of Jesus Christ? If you reject me, you’re not rejecting me, your rejecting Jesus; the very man you say you love and worship. I want each one of you to confess- my name is Jesus Christ. Say it. I want to be frank and clear about this I don’t criticize to lower destroy people but because I love and want to help not to make them look bad but because I love them. I’m sure you have 10 times as many faults its just that you hide them. If they’re anything hypocrites are cowards. That shut him right up. I’m not here to mince words. When I speak God is speaking. I tell it like it is. I don’t take bs and crap from hypocritical bully cowards. I give it right back to them. You have no clue and are very naïve about what’s happening. Hypocrites are a dime a dozen in this church. The evil angry spirit is strong here in States- remember only think love. 10 times more righteous than you. I hurt her pride made her feel less- it’s a selfish desire to want to feel the best. I’m just saying you’re drinking damnation to your soul and you will suffer greatly for treating others bad as less than servants not friends. Not pride or anger but love humble meek. I hate anger/pride- I’m better than you. Anger is killing you. Repel the angry spirit be humble and loving/pure from lust thoughts. I have always loved you kirk. You / we must never criticize or judge but show love. I only criticize when I see wickedness and want to change it. I’m here to break into a thousand pieces and shred to smitherines every stereotype or prejudgement you have of people like me (dumb for verbal ability sometimes). A bishop wanted to destroy my reputation so I couldn’t survive. He loved his position – because he got love and a feeling of importance. He felt threatened by me. This bishop was a hypocrite. I’m doing this because I love you. I’m destroying you because I love you. If you truly love and care for a person then constructive criticism is okay but even then you have to be careful. Even those in whom I have trusted have saught my destruction. I don’t want your two faced gimmicks. I don’t fall for hypocrital gimmicks anymore okay. I never thought I could be the best smartest/ a wife/ hold a job/ but believed and God through the power of God I did it. I never thought I could be the most humble the baest speaker the wisest man in the world, do miracles but I did and how did I do it- through the power of God and belief in my self- the dumbest guy can be the best. I believed I could do it with the power of God. No one believed in me but me and one other person (God). I never thought I could beat the hypocrites in power. My lesson to teach- No one is better than anyone else. The judgemental attitude is of the devil. We all desire to be loved and accepted. The faith of one man can change the world (Jesus/me) – turn the world on its ear. I figured out how to use the power of God to achieve my goals- to become the greatest man who ever lived (Jesus Christ). I’ve found ways to beat it to beat devil/ dumbness ( intelligence taken by him (his minions). You all have heard time and again obey the prophet- and there is some truth to that, but I preach be a prophet. Talk to God yourself. I am very advanced for my time. I’m very cutting edge. The beliefs I have are radical and revolutionary. ---Speech--- I tell it like it is. I teach people how to talk to God, how to have the spirit of prophecy, achieve prophet level, do miracles. How many lives could you affect if you could do miracles, have the wisdom of Solomon. Think about it. Think about it for a minute. How many souls would be saved lives changed. That’s my vision for this church I love. 13 million Jesus Christs all working together for one goal- the salvation of all mankind. When the prophet said we need to raise the bar I raised it further than what even he could reach. There’s a reason why they didn’t want me to succeed. How do you feel when a dumb guy beats you makes you look stupid- like a loser right? They said I couldn’t do it- why try they said I couldn’t go to mexico and survive without money, they said I couldn’t do miracles. They said I couldn’t have the spirit of prophecy. There’s only one prophet they said only one person is good enough to talk to God. You’re nothing you have no potential they said. I have often analyzed – it’s jealousy/ pride their thinking that that would destroy their self-worth/ pride if I succeeded. I wrote a book called How to be a Genius- not to brag but in it I show people how to harness the power of God to transform their lives. I show how to use the spirit to achieve your goals in life. God has a reward system, if you help him he helps you . I teach how to be the smartest man in the world even if you’re the dumbest man. Who can even imagine doing that? I’d like to reveal all the secrets of eternity to you but someone needs to say I know this church is true for the millionth time (in testimony meeting) Okay I get it, we need to obey the prophet. I don’t think we need to be told that anymore, from the age of 2 we’ve had that beat into us. The stage is set for a leadership takeover by the devil and the secret combinations- all hail/ obey the beast- get a 666 tattoo on your hand be obedient. If you think about it wasn’t Jesus a genius – how? By the spirit by God- Joe Smith too. They ask me what can one man do? Why not just lead a normal low impact life and just relax in front of a fan, just worry about your self. I’m not trying to be a Pharasee a hypocrite, I’m trying to be like Jesus. Jesus was one man look at what he did, he did pretty well didn’t he? I don’t think like a hypocrite, I think like God. That’s why he chose me. They say just have sex and watch tv like us. I want to show you the stupidity of this way of thinking. When you give someone a hundred dollars do you want them to go waste it/ blow it on video games or something? No, you want some kind of return on your investment right or something of value dome. God has made me into the greatest man who ever lived. What do you think he’ll say if I just blow everything he’s given me and lead a normal life? Wouldn’t I be condemned? Where much is given much is required. Actually I don’t have a choice, if I don’t go and preach the devil hounds me. How to make a hypocrite look bad- They judge me for my imperfections not seeing my potential they don’t understand me or things of a spiritual nature. In my book I explain how any ordinary person can be a prophet seer or revelator. Isn’t that amazing? Who can do that? But what have they done? They’ve trashed the greatest book ever written saying its not possible to have revelations, visions, be a prophet, know the spirit world, have the spirit of prophesy, do healings and miracles. Do you really think I’m so stupid that I don’t know if I’m receiving inspiration from the devil or from God. Do you think you know the difference between the devil and God? Do you think you’re smarter than me and I’m so dumb I can’t tell the difference? Do you really think I’m so stupid that I don’t know if I’m receiving inspiration from the devil or from God? I’m not stupid- I’m smarter. If you deny the Holy Spirit or deny that I receive inspiration from the Holy Spirit you’ve got a whole passel of trouble coming your way bub. You can bet your bottom dollar on that. I’m the smartest man in the world and even I’m deceived in some ways- everyone is in some way. There’s no one that I know of that has a perfect knowledge of the truth on this planet. I have often wondered why the intense opposition the bitter hatred for me- someone doing good. The reason- I actually do what I preach- I don’t just say every member a missionary I go out and do missionary work. I don’t just say I love the poor I really do love the poor and the different. Why the intense opposition and persecution every where I go from my youth up. I am the real deal. The men of this world are liars and critics. I’ve got the motivation to put that bully six feet under and keep him there because of all I’ve suffered. If he really wanted to beat me he should have left me alone and I would have had no motivation to beat him. You will suffer more than you can imagine for treating people bad/ putting people down. Getting up before 8 to go to work is the stupidest thing a human being has ever come up with – tired / no sleep accidents more frequent, shorter life span, poor production etc. etc. Be very careful how you treat me because everyone will bow the knee to me even Jesus and I will judge everyone. 2-11-09-. I am fighting against a mastermind (the D.) continually prices on food I like always go up or out of stock, people – the whole world is watching me like Truman Show/ analyzing my every move why did he do that- to learn how I did it. I’m the star of the greatest movie of all time- my life movie. Devil taking advantage of me and profiting from it. People sent to me by d. to try to swindle me or lower my spirit level. Girl sent to flirt/ lower my Holy Spirit level in order to decrease my intelligence/favor with people. D. influences a girl to pursue me even though I reject her to destroy me and take away the the ring of power. Devil’s men follow me at every frequent stop street corner or store I visit and tell the people lies and gossip about me to turn them all away from me. D. turns the heart of the people against me all my friends becoming enemies and people not helping me. Some are being told not to talk to me- another tactic of D. Even those closest to me considered friends plotting against me that the scripture might be fulfilled- that the greatest man in the world would be considered a thing of naught. Trying to keep wisdom and friendship from me. I don’t accept gifts from strangers anymore or enemies people that hate me, don’t accept blood money. The rants- All taxi drivers lie and say hotels are all 500 pesos and nothing less knowing full well there are some for 100 pesos. Store clerks always lie saying we have cheapest price. I’ve been short changed in change many times always count the change they give you there are many dishonest there. Often they will doulble the price of a ticket to take advantage of tourists. I could survive dirt cheap if find someone to keep luggage for me a church friend and then sleep on streets shower occasionally just use a store or terminal for bathroom or bathe in lake in warm climate small southern city. Prefer paying 200 pesos, 20 bucks a month in a small southern town to have a place to receive wisdom/ a private place. Although a lake might work. ---***To combat decrease in Spirit or stupidity preach share wisdom or bom (book of mormon) or pamphlets of church (How I raise my intelligence/ spirit/ love now instead of using Spirit Formula). Or talking to, showing love not thinking about selfish concerns or myself but how to help them make them feel good brings smartness. Also love from women talking to them solving problems giving wisdom. Passed out testimony to people to read and got back intelligence talking ability. Or as I’m looking for a hotel or a necessity (groceries) give them to people to read or study (my testimony)-this is efficiency. Or share my feelings on a topic like Lehi’s dream and what has helped me going to church and taking sacrament (bread and water), testify of Christ even though rejected. Helping the missionaries has given me blessings and spirit stronger. Giving money to the beggars gives me spirit/love-spirit often prompts me to do so or to talk with missionaries. To beat devil(beat dumbness). I’m dumb to train me how to be like Christ and learn the way of the Master and the Holy Spirit. I’ve been blessed with dumbness not because God hates me but because he loves me- not because I’m bad but because I’m good. Also it is a chastening tool for sin (I will raise up another Moses and teach him the way of the Spirit) I am another Moses- Spirit must fill my mind to teach me what to speak. So I am trained almost forced to do the will of the Spirit. I am another Christ. Get it? Explaining why I’m half dumb. (it’s in Genesis). Family deceived into thinking I’m crazy, wife from dl. We believe in you Peter. Luke reads minds destroys deathstar with expiacion/ revelations/ healings/ book prophet. Little Nicky – you can do it. Darth Vader (the father) fights against Luke (me) repents at death. All these movies made to inspire glorify me so people would love me. Superman nerd fool clumsy becomes suave smart hero not timid but confident saves people with suit (Spirit) like me. It’s up to the smartest wisest most prophetic greatest minds of my generation to figure out who I am and my mission. I wonder if they ever will. Its because D. takes my intelligence its not my fault, Moses- spirit gives him words to speak. They thought Jesus was crazy too. They believe in evil spirits too just don’t admit- they’re crazy too in the world’s eyes. The world says there are no evil spirits and there is no Holy Spirit that can talk to us. Only with spiritual eyes or purer eyes can they be seen. Level of purity prophet level. Doctors and others ignorant, they don’t understand spiritual things- you feel Holy Spirit and receive inspiration from spirit you must be schizoaffective they say or have mental problems. Enemy tries to destroy me but I’m blessed 10 times what they do to me, show the path- pure ( no lust thoughts or acts) church every Sunday, sacrament, keep commandments, have a ripple affect affect many people, I’ve been blessed with wisdom healings gifts greater mission sacrifice for all for going to mexico to preach. I’m Jesus born anew? Think happy thoughts Peter- miracles Prophet to inspire have spirit raise intelligence, no one expects a nerd to be king/ leader, 100x blessed, formula for being perfect- sell what you have give to poor take up your cross and follow me. What they will do to me- move to can/mex when can? Why?- because the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few (star trek). Frodo didn’t want to go on an adventure but did because he had to. ---Frodo/ JC stuff---Enoch was a seer/ saw spirits and things was he schizoprenic? They get inspiration, why not me? I don’t understand that- its because of pride. I’m the king (JC) . I am Jesus Christ? Darth Vader angry personality my dad convince them its possible. Little Nicky beats him with love and miracles, love for eli and everyone. He wanted to stay in the shire Hobbit (nerd). Take the sword and be king like king aragon is what I got from spirit prophecy to lead gather Israel. I’m the only one who believes. Spirit exaggerates things like when I thought they were out to kill me- they were but in a spiritual sense- I lost my faith and intelligence and health and spirit almost lost my soul. They brainwashed me in hospital. I thought or believed I did have a disability after a year in there. D. scares me to run from police officer- it was all a setup. Then officer lies about choking. They don’t understand spiritual things (ignorance- the doctors etc.) Because of dreams of torment (evil spirits tormenting me) I began to have faith again. Asked for a spiritual confirmation if it was true (book of Mormon) and got one (many confirmations, visions dreams of God, spirit guides- I regained my faith. You think you’re better than me. I can’t talk spiritual things with her. She thinks about world only- work and food and friends. I think about Jesus/miracles/preaching/saving souls/scriptures. I’ve proven all scriptures beyond a doubt-perfect- go and sell all you have follow me. Spirit says that’s why I gave you the greatest mission destroy him because you’re only nerd to beat him overcome dumbness. A nerd who becomes Jesus (Superman) Are you starting to get it? Make the connection yet? You’re being negative and trying to put me down, be positive lift others up. Blessed for helping me (eli) spirit says all those who help me will in nowise lose their reward. I would have given you money or car if asked right person-p g. etc. but its faith not money that determines your success- preaching/ purity no m or s with e. I’m half as smart but twice as wise. Just love her says spirit- Christ’s love. Blessed 10x and greater wisdom. I’ve discovered a formula for being perfect- sell all that you have follow me. Perfection is our goal, right? There are many foolish and vain people who say do what leader says order order the order. I’m more Mexican than American- lazy (no, energy efficient), reserved poor humble. All the great movies were made to give me inspiration to be like Jesus. I’m the most famous man in the world just that nobody knows it. The devil always attacks my seed (my money). If you believe- healing/raise dead/ walk on water/ crucified for sins of the world. Remember how I stated in my last book- imagination is more important than intelligence?- As said Einstein. I have the best imagination in the world with help of spirit. Coincidence that I felt love for her soul, not other. Lost boys follow me Im peter pan and earn your freedom. King aragon enlists lost souls to fight. Spirit greatness love for her soul. Possibilities. Who else knows spirit, spirt of prophecy, reads minds, has revelations etc.? someone else’s wife. I am the king- take the sword. Trailer parks bad- bad spiritual envirionment, apartments are better. In thy name shall all the nations be blessed says spirit. Great scott. There’s so much evidence that I’m the chosen one. I need Someone great/wise/ spiritual the Holy Spirit. They don’t understand spiritual things. I truly believe I’m the greatest man to ever live. Follow spirit- get job not work on book? Just a little while and I might be famous, d. has little time. Things happening quick, p convinced others no. I have speaking ability power and authority all look stupid because of wisdom. They know details- I know God, and the will of God. That’s the difference. I’ve been blessed for affecting lives, the ripple affect. The d. ‘s whole argument is that I’m lazy a leech so a job would be nice. The greatest blessings are not riches. Remember you will be blessed, s to be in charge make me dumb. I’m the most unfamous famous person. The most famous person nobody knows. All Hollywood will bow the knee to me-I am frodo/ king/ superman/ luke skywalker/ the one on matrix. Lead armies of God by prophecy.. These are prophecies of me- Elias best friend of Jesus? I didn’t come to tell jokes, I came to make you wise. He’s going to send an army after me. Bill Gates deceived though he’s a very efficient man- he should have invested in me and he really would be the richest man in the world. The greatest riches are not silver or Gold but blessings from my Father. D. ‘s whole spiel is that I’m lazy, he wants someone else more intelligent to be the chosen one but God chose me. Why God chose me. Who loves the poor more than me? Who understands the poor more than me? Who’s smarter than me? Who’s more righteous? Who’s more loving/ humble/ wiser? They’re desperate to destroy me- everywhere I go he brings in an army- he wants to shut down borders as well. If you want to be JC you can be. If you want to do a sacrifice for all mankind you can. Anything you can imagine you can do with God’s help of course. Talking to p and thinking about star wars/batman (who I am).gave spirit of intelligence greatness inspiration. Why is life so hard- prize goes to winner/ champion- god’s system of rewards. Try all options, try something new like preaching to beat d. There are plenty of people out there who would be more than happy to help the greatest man who ever lived not just Emmy. I have to be preserved whisked to safety/ protection. I came back to be king of my people- the return of the king. Buy water for bladder. I am the Lord’s anointed of my time. It’s not that they’re so evil just dumb/deceived. I turn ordinary average human beings into spiritual giants and prophets and miracle workers. My teachings will transform this world. I will be prophet, lead armies of God. I have come to restore that which was lost. Who am I? Can you guess? Riddle me this, riddle me that. . 2/8/09- Closing down borders because of me and others like me. Less businesses. I’m an expert at finding formulas in the scriptures- The take up your cross formula or young rich man formula If you wil be perfect- sell all give to poor take up your cross and follow me.. I have proved it- I’ve been 100x blessed no 1000 times blessed with health/ personality/ intelligence/ healing/ spiritually/ friends/ my soul/ prophet. Go by spirit. I found another formula- Jesus Christ fasted 40 days- I used this formula fasting for 3 days and it saved me gave me my first book and wisdom. I’ve discovered another formula that I’ve used for this book- preaching showing the path to others and asking for wisdom/ healings/ gifts of the spirit works as well. Look out I may find a formula for saving the world. Actually I have- achieving perfection and an expiatorio (atoning) sacrifice like Jesus did. You don’t know your power (favor- funny smart) to convince to be on right path (highest path) There’s two solutions to every problem- read my book or read my testimony. What I share with you in this book is scientifically impossible. I defy all natural and earthly laws of science. Someone I know thinks about world I think about God constantly. If you think about the world all the time what do you become- worldly. A spiritual person is constantly rising progressing spiritually to the eventual level of Jesus Christ; a worldly person stays the same. Your thoughts determine who you are and who you become- think about God and who do you become? Make the connection? I’m a boy of no consequence in the world poor/ dumb. I was destined to be a disturber of his kingdom thus all the opposition. Don’t be lazy but fool them, I’m a nerd not smart. Should have said Hey don’t worry I love you man to officer and thanks for being so helpful to angry lady at me. How do I make the smartest people in the world look like idiots? Through the power of God dummy. And they all deny it because of pride. I don’t believe in limits only in possibilities. How do I beat them (the hypocrites) time and time again? Develop the killer instinct (mj) to beat them/ destroy them (the evil ones). Frodo went on a journey It’s true, life is what you make of it, but with the Holy Spirits help you can learn to make it the best possible life and I will show you how step by step to perfection. Greatness is a choice- one of my most important sayings. Jesus Christ is Greatness. Those two distinctions have changed my life. The Holy Spirit can teach you how to be JC. – I simply record how it’s done. I’m the middle man if you will. All my dreams will come true- How to be a Genius, famous speaker/ preacher/ motivator. I still use the Holy Spirit to be smart get favor but now I do it more through preaching/ affecting lives- showing the way – church sacrament, spirit guide, fasting/ studying Book of Morrmon, a little, ask if its true and receive a spirit witness burning in chest to tears, purity. I don’t just use the spirit formula now- Spirit Formula- an x amount of fasting plus an x amount of reading important scriptures plus an x amount of prayer= the power of the Holy Spirit/ mind of spirit/ wisdom/ favor. I use more the preaching/ prophet formula. My first book How to be a Genius talks in depth on how I used this formula to radically change/ improve my life- be smart, find favor achieve my goals. The great thing about the spirit formula I discovered is its free, nothing to buy, and doesn’t require a lot of intelligence to apply. I talk about How to get to the Celestial Kingdom, to the highest level of heaven. Forget tv the bible is free. God gives me even greater mission and more blessings for everything devil does to me- the rule of 10 x blessed. I want to show you how the devil has faught with me, tooth and nail to try to destroy me. It might help others like me in their own battles. First through my finances, then health, then captivity and destroying my mind and faith, then gossip and character assassination, turning people against meet etc. etc. etc. but there must be opposition in all things, why?- Only the champion or he who deserves it wins the prize. You have to earn everything you get (that’s god’s way)- free agency. Life is a microcosm of eternity. My battle cry is take up your cross and follow me. How to get to heaven- obedience to Jesus’s commandments like go to church often and partake of the sacrament to receive healings/ spiritual progression etc. etc. He uses people to put me down when I’m low or to discourage me. It’s true the d. has managed to ruin my life, but along comes god and he turns it all around. Why? Because he loves me. I’m like him because I desired to be. Cover- I am the hero of the underdog. I am the hero of the poor, the disabled mentally or physically, man of holiness is my name, man of greatness is my name. My name is Excelsias and my kingdom hath no end. All you who are hungry or thirst come unto me and I will fill you. The devil thinks he’s the greatest man who ever lived. I think I am. Who’s right? You be the judge- I will give you the evidence and you make the decision. Welcome to my house. Jesus is in the house today. Mi casa es su casa. The part of my life I want to focus on in this book is the year I went to Mexico. Who am I and what am I doing here . They said I couldn’t beat the hypocrites. They said I was a loser that I had no potential. They said I couldn’t be a preacher. They said I couldn’t be a prophet. I’ve got one question- How do you like me now? Wake up America the spiritual plane is the final frontier and I am the leading pioneer. That’s where it’s at. Im going to take every stereotype and prejudgement you have and rip it to shreds, into a million pieces. Why do you hate dumb people? Some people feel dumber being around a dumb person. Follow me and I will prepare a place for you in the mansions of my father. Join the realm of heroes. Hypocrites beware your daddy is here. I’m a jerk buster. I love hypocrites my own family can be so. The devil doesn’t love you hypocrite but I do. Join me hypocrites. Why do you fight against me are you deceived. Just didn’t find people who could/ would help me in mex, there were lots. I have come to claim my right to the throne, the crown. You filthy liar can’t stand the truth/ wisdom. I said sit down coward. Affected more lives than anyone, changes in lives, the pure of heart, the lion of Judah is speaking. Cutting of my arm. Thinking they’re doing God a service, most deceived. I am the God of the meek. All hypocrites beware JC is here. You’re a rules guy, isn’t that a rule? Help her lift her love her not lust. To tears from spirit when thought of bishop saying we rejected a man who loved us. I pictured when I loved them wanted to teach them wisdom etc. the spirit etc. My relative is a hypocrite for crying outloud. How can I not love hypocrites. The problem is they forget the important things love others wisdom/spirit. You were my strength when I was weak. Is not the order the order of Jesus Christ- I was a stranger… who’s outside the order? Then I proceeded to teach this young bishop young in understanding. You’re right about that but more importantly I’m the Master- I don’t want to steal your thunder. Who is the real nerd, selfish dumb person no friends. As I said in my previous book the advances we make in the area of true spirituality and oneness with God will dramatically change this world and the future. Only an idiot would kill their body and their mind, and send their spirit to heck. You can’t be too smart if you smoke. I’ve been to heck I know what it’s like. God’s not shy about sending people to heck, I know he sent me there one time. Someone wanted to enlighten me about the subject of heck. I said no, I’d like to enlighten you, I’ve been to heck. And its not a pretty place. What in the heck do you want? Why don’t you listen to someone who’s been there so you don’t have to go- a novel idea, huh? Why/ Because they think I’m lying. What reason would I have to lie, to devote my whole life preaching this? Think about it. The world doesn’t understand that anything is possible with God. The world sets limits, you can’t do this or that or what goes up must come down, the law of gravity, etc. I’m here to defy the laws of science and personality stereotypes. This is the difference between a man and a boy- are you putting your rules before Jesus? Some people so concerned about rules that they forget to love people- I’ve lived with people like that all my life- the type of people that would complain its against the rules to heal people on the Sabbath. Be a carpenter, be normal they told Jesus, what would have happened if Jesus followed the norms, the crowd and just did what church leaders told him to do, I shudder to think about it. You little backbiting mind your own business is what I wanted to say. I want to expose these hypocrites for who they are. How to keep get a job with all my weaknesses tired somedays can’t get up bothered by evil spirits/ bad men, chismosos- gossipers- he did this, if don’t get job or lose one God will bless me 10x what I lose. Those who reject/bajar me condemned severly. Those who help me accept me blessed exceedingly. I’m on such a high level right now that this applies. Humble- I need you Lord help me, give me a room etc. etc. Only when we are humble can God help us. Alert people as to what’s going on hypocrites of new world order and secret combinations putting the best people in jail and hospitals with false accusations and stuff and trying to take over destroy church in positions of power in SLC. Hello, Somebody do something or we’re all going to heck in a hand basket, and it ain’t gonna be pretty. Rich go to fancy restaurants while poor starve, drive expensive vehicles. Don’t let her lower me. I made an observation. The workman is worthy of his hire- do you think Jesus was referring to punching a time clock every day or preaching? Preaching is work. Eat what they put before you, stay with whose worthy. Show path- the wisdom of God is misunderstood what saves us give wisdom/ story speech. I’m a preacher not necessarily a worker, a lover is not a fighter. Are you familiar with the ant family? Ants have workers and soldiers there’s more than one role. This parable may ring a bell for you. I’m very intellectual I hope you can follow me here. If you go to heck for not following God what good is it that you took care of your family or followed a leader or a rule? He couldn’t understand my way of thinking. I think outside the bun/ box. It so ingrained in people’s minds to be robots robots, they’ve forgotten how to think for themselves. Rules rules rules. How much condemnation do you think that person had for not helping me? Im honest as the day is long, you know that . You guys are the crazy ones for not believing me. The cure all for life’s problems is God, the holy spirit, learning the spirit formulas I teach. I have several formulas for counteracting the devil’s weapons or traps. This book talks about them. Im the one who got away. Like I said in my other book everything is set up to prevent what happened to me from happening- finding God/ Holy Spirit formula, preaching in another country is discouraged, total purity from lust thoughts or actions, etc. etc. etc. Lies of the devil- posters of women, answer to your problems is to have relations with a woman. Places in nature restricted (campgrounds/ parks), homeless restricted from them, oppressed forgotten poor homeless people. Readers and thinkers/dreamers looked down upon discouraged. Don’t worry about spiritual things they say or the welfare of your soul just work says world There’s no way to find out the truth / answer to all your questions, just be normal and follow the herd/ crowd. First chapter. I’m here to give you the wisdom you need to make the changes necessary to overcome and beat the devil. That’s my mission with this in a nutshell. I always find the weak link, the chink in the armor of the system, the glitch in the matrix. I’m like a hacker who’s found the opening in the firewall of the system of the devil, the mouse in the maze who finds the cheese. But God has a system, those who are the best go to the highest level of heaven of joy and love and happiness. Those who aren’t go to other places less than- Why its important to do something, find the truth/ highest path. This book is from a more mature point of view/ perspective. Obviously I’ve changed from the age of 25 to 33 ( age of Christ when died by the way) People often ask me but why is it important to know why not just be normal and die. We all go to the same place, right? Why do you want to be like Jesus they ask. It’s because I know for a fact that we have to be like Jesus to go to heaven. I ‘m beyond faith or just believing, I know- because of the experiences I talk about. Why would you rather go to a place less than or a bad place where there’s not as much joy, happiness and love and glory? Why wouldn’t you want to follow what I say and teach (really learning to take spirit as a guide, learning God’s will for your life, How to be full of the spirit and do miracles, be a prophet, be a celestial being, become Jesus) What I do is teach average human beings even losers to be winners, prophets, seers, revelators, healers/ miracle workers/ spirit led the whole nine yards. He who feeds or clothes you shall not lose his reward (eli). This book is even better than my first book (the greatest book ever written by the way) because I give even more advanced wisdom power and greatness. Don’t be lazy sleeping don’t walk ask for job etc. I bless all those who have loved me or suffered because of me that they may be blessed 100x or more what the devil has done to them in the name of Jesus, it shall be done. Miscelaneous revelation not particularly critical to the salvation of all mankind. *** Keep this pure (no sex or e or lust thoughts or m) and I will be with you always spirit tells me. Felt presence of spirit and paul newman felt love for him to tears for his giving etc. Teach her about me says spirit- I am pure I don’t like slang language, strong words or dirty talk. Says Holy Spirit- I am love sacrifice and preaching. Teach her about me it says. The spirit loves purity. The spirit hates tv, noise, the radio. I’m sorry all you worldly people, but you have to change if you want to be spirit-filled and a celestial being and eventually a God. Today I’m going to teach you about the Spirit - Feeling after spirit- its love tender humble. Yearning for spirit love its presence. Rejected like Christ again by family- Frodo/ innocent/love. Its not that I’m bad for being dumb its that I’m good- can’t you understand/ comprehend that? I don’t know if you have a high level of comprehension. 2/7/08- Even swearing f,s, didn’t affect me just ignored it in will of Spirit after initial dumb smart again after thinking figuring out more about Americans more animated versus I’m more mexcan humble quiet, reserved. To explain- well the truth is I’m a prophet- God told me- I’m Frodo the ringbearer, to destroy kingdom of devil secret combinations after me , keep quiet about that for now here in cedar maybe. On smart funny- its still cold here in cedar too. Its from purity no lust thoughts or physical relations e – felt spirit love for- God loves you told her, there’s a few things you may have missed being with me kids, etc. no job more money etc. but you chose me and God chose me. Felt real love for her to tears because no lust or s. thoughts. Returned in power of Spirit to Galilee Preaching/job? What they will do to you- it saddens me says spirit/god- pray to be delivered from enemies. I will triumph over all my enemies just pray to be delivered. Returned in power of spirit/smart/ no fear. Felt love/ spirit/ smart from giving 5 pesos to woman begging. Love for her/ her soul/ compassion. Then spirit left and intelligence to think/ talk/ be cool when I rejected a poor man’s plea for 5 pesos. But spirit says I’m giving you another chance and sent me a boy and I gave 5 pesos to dumb poor boy and felt spirit/ smart again. Just that I wanted to give him one of my testimony papers- I’m a perfectionist for the things of God. Spirit training me to be Jesus- unselfish not think of self or how to be funny, but to help elders make them feel good etc. There is good in you says a mission president. Yeah you’re right there is I’m the greatest man who ever lived. I’m JC. There’s a little bit of good in you to. I don’t care if your’re the king of Egypt and Sodom and Gamorah. You give it to me and I’ll give it right back. I don’t care if you’re the prince of Timbucktoo. You mess with me and you’re messing with God. I was a stranger and you took me in… scriptures apply today. What would Jesus do? 4 words Imagination, faith sufficient (preaching enough lives affected) plus love for others (their welfare of eternal souls) plus purity (no master = miracles/ healing. I’ll tell you all about how to move mountains, raise the dead when I get that far. I’m not kidding I will do greater miracles than these that ye may marvel. The step by step guide to being the greatest man who ever lived. --Speech-****Greatness is my name. Man of holiness is my name. Excelsias is my name. What you believe becomes your reality- the power of belief. What you dream is what you do and become. The secrets and formulas I reveal will revolutionize the world. Not lies close to 100% truth (the best a man can get) (s) toman sus crces y siguen a mi . Take up your crosses and follow me. I promise you 1000 times- book cover. A nerd becomes a God. Anerd becomes cool- smiled shook hands. Chapter titles- How to be a God. How to be a David and beat Goliaths ( hypocrites, bullies, jerks, the devil. This is the story of how a lowly nerd beat the biggest baddest bully in the universe with half my brain tied behind my back just to make it fair. How to be a Jedi/ read minds. How to heal. The greater wisdom- tv show friends benny hinn ( humor stories, wisdom). Genius and a prophet. Devil puts missionaries who hate dumb people/ nerds- I’ve battled toe to toe and know all his tricks- chismes (gossip) to turn people against me etc. Smartest man in the world. Greatest man who ever lived. Pass out testimony says spirit- got back spirit (Another spirit formula). Buy a ticket and wait a day just to play with his mind (devil’s). Spirit of greatness- thoughts of prophet tap into thought patterns of mom and dad- Mom says keep going to border. Dad says it was a good deal (the ticket). ----** I am the only one who can beat the devil. Spirit of prophecy because of purity no lust thoughts m only when have to ( 15 times resist don’t do it/ wet dreams pray). Don’t ge off bus it said (spirit) 2 times, also told me there’s a window to escape across border- ------**why am I the chosen one? Because I’m a prophet the king the only one smart enough to beat him. Would receive prophecy spirit guidance if I were to guide lead armies of Israel against evil. Actually, I have been hired by the chief executive officer (God). 2/11/09- I want to get you excited about your life. I want to teach you how to unleash the potential inside of you. The world wants you to think that you have to have a boring life punching a 9-5 time clock everyday with no hope or a life of poverty. You have to have God behind you, but you can achieve your dreams if they’re in line with God’s will. I’m tired of the crap of the world- Oh happiness is a decision, If you wake up one day and decide to be happy you are. If you’re sick, on the wrong path, and ready to lose your soul how can you be happy? You have to learn how to get the Spirit, be on the correct path, and know what your mission for God is. If the dumbest man in the world can do it, don’t you think you can? I actually give people things they can use- spirit formulas I call them. What are spirit formulas? Formulas that if used give the spirit/ blessing/ the anointing/ favor/ preservation and intelligence/ wisdom. They are the opposite of worldly formulas. Worldly formulas bring you down take away the spirit/ decrease the anointing- like watching tv or playing video games or lust or you get the picture- swearing, strong language, lying, etc. etc. Spirit formulas give health, blessings, and prosperity in order to dream your goals and desires into life. God can grant you your desires if you show the faith. But what exactly is faith I’m asked. Good question. I will show you- preaching/ helping service/ share testimony. What I’m doing now everyone is going to be doing in the future. What I’m doing now people will be doing 50-100 years in the future- once they realize why I do it. I’m advanced for my time. I’m cutting edge. I want to show you how to beat the devil in every area of your life. The devil wants you miserable- he’s the enemy. I want to show you how to beat him. One time a man told me that the devil wasn’t his enemy. That he used evil as a friend to help him. He said the devil liked him and helped him. Well, I’ve got news for you, if the devil likes you you’re in a lot of trouble. It might just be coincidence but he was a lawyer. Although what he said about using evil as a friend and tool and to help you in your progrssion is true. Whatever the devil does to us the Lord blesses us 10 times what we suffer. Happpiness is a process not a one-time decision. God wants you to achieve your goals, I use to think not. It’s just that we need to show the faith and learn to take the Holy Spirit as a guide and inspiration so he can give us what we want. He will even give us goals we’ve never even thought about that are better for us than our goals if we’re in tune to the Holy Spirit I want you to say right now, “I am a God.” I want you to see the change that comes into your life from saying that. I get a lot of flak for saying that. By learining certain spirit formulas you can make the impossible become possible. What you believe becomes your reality- you can will your dreams into realty with God’s help of course. If I’m totally deceived and doing evil I’m not going to be able to be a true prophet. You might be able to do some things with the power of the devil but all that’s going to get you is a first class ticket to heck, Don’t pass Go, don’t collect $200. I know, I’ve seen false prophets do petty cheap miracles but they will never have the true power of God, or real wisdom. Everything they say is rehashed from other preachers they’ve heard, then they use that to deceive and steal from the righteous. The anatomy of a false prophet. You just have to give God what he wants and he gives you what you want. But what does God want? He wants you to know and be filled with the Holy Spirit/ love/ and power and save others help others. If you can believe it you can achieve it with God’s help. How to do Miracles. The third step in doing miracles after believing / showing the faith (bringing fruit/ preaching of personal development keeping the commandments) combinedwith prayer asking for it is imagining the miracle taking place. As an example I didn’t just start of reading minds right off the bat like a psychic. I started out with a crutch. I asked the Holy Spirit different things or possibilities of what people were thinking and spirit would give me the answer. After a while it just became automatic and I didn’t have to ask, the spirit would give me the right answer immediately. Example- a man was criticizing my testimony I had written out saying the language was too strong, the words were all wrong, and wasn’t formatted correctly, had the vocabulary of a 10 year-old, etc. The spirit told me – it’s not that-that’s not the reason- its because he feels condemned by what you said about lust and abstaining from physical relations. I immediately called him on it and asked if the real reason he didn’t like my testimony was that he felt condemned from those statements about purity and he gasped in amazement, yeah that’s right he admitted sheepishly (at least he was honest the time). The majority of men are liars. One time I was talking to a hypocritical person who heard that I was going through a divorce. He chastised me haughtily saying that was wrong and how terrible and wrong I was. Then the Spirit said, “He’s been divorced too.” In mid-sentence I stopped him and asked him point blank accusingly,” Have you been divorced?” He was stunned, he realized I had received revelation and his whole attitude changed. Humbly, he admitted he had had a divorce. Then he proceeded to tell his whole story and acted very friendly to me, I think he was a little scared of me. I don’t blame people for being scared of me. It’s gotta be freaky to have someone know all the thoughts of your heart and expose you for the hypocrite you are. Another example- One man was trying to discourage me from being in another country to preach. His reasoning was that the brethren say you shouldn’t return to the country you served in but just concentrate on a job and family. Then the spirit said that’s not the real reason the real reason is he’s jealous of you in such and such a manner. I told him what the spirit had revealed to me and he got angry but didn’t deny it. I get mixed reactions from people when I read their minds. I love to see people squirm when I catch them in hypocritical bald faced lies. One time a guy thought about me without telling me- “His eyes are red he looks like a child molestor” (a silly thought) But I called him on it- I said my eyes are red because of the pollution in this city. Not because I’m a child molestor. He looked stunned and was fearful of me after that. Incidently red eyes can be a sign of serious sin or maybe just a sign you use contacts (eyeware) Another example, this time of a woman. Women can be liars too. A woman wanted my parent’s phone number to let them know of a deal she had thought of- supposedly. The spirit said no she wants to discredit you by telling them such and such gossip. I called her on it and once again it was admitted that was the real reason. I’ve done this a countless number of times-reading minds can come in handy. Who’s better at mind games than someone who can read your mind? It’s hard to make someone who reads minds look stupid, or make someone wiser than you look stupid. I’ve never had a false prophet read my mind. Why? Because they can’t do it duh. At least not that I’ve seen. By now you’re probably wondering who I am and what did I do with the dumb nerd. I’m Luke skywalker, I’m a Jedi.. How to heal. Another example- I didn’t become Benny Hinn or a healer over night either. I began reciting scripture and asking in prayer for a healing and visualizing my healing. Later I just brought fruit (preached) shared my testimony and the correct/ highest path to others and asked for itif it be his will then pictured spirit light healing damaged or sick area- the healings happened much quicker focusing more on bringing fruit (preaching and going to church (affecting lives) and less on quantity of prayer and scriptures. The first big secret to healing others is purity. The second biggest secret to healing is love and compassion (directly related to purity). The third is faith(bringing fruit/ affecting lives etc.) and favor with God. Ideas of what to say- I know that thou hearest me father. Heal her for her faith that she might believe and follow the right path and be baptized and assist this church always. According to your faith the spirit will begin to heal you according to your faith and prayer. Arise (levantate y sea sanado) you are healed in the name of Jesus How to be a great speaker. Also in respect to bearing my testimony in church I started out with a crutch as well- I had my testimony translated into Spanish and just read it in testimony meeting. I was blessed for that. Eventually I memorized it gained more wisdom love and humility and motivation from rejection/ overcoming my fear discovering the spirit of greatness wisdom and confidence and became a good speaker and in my opinion the best speaker when I had spirit of course. Why? Because I always talked about the most important things like the eternal welfare of the soul not details and I spoke the mind and will of God and the higher wisdom that changes lives) Pray for higher wisdom. The wisest man. isn’t always the best speaker. The wisest most passionate man who has the most love for others ; hands down the winner. How to be the best speaker Am I not a son of God? Does it not say in your law ye are Gods. Everything I ask for given is that not a quality of God? Am I not a God in embryo form? If I’m on highest path of being a celestial being am I not a God? If God were to tell me give the command and make him deaf dumb and stupid I could do it. If God told me right now make that mountain into a valley I could do it. If God told me to command the wind and the waves I could do it. This is in direct opposition with what the world thinks. The world thinks we’re only animals or humans and classifies people as nerds, losers, jerks, geeks, etc. etc. to dehumanize/lower. Do you think the world looks at me and says oh a God? Of course not.. Why we shouldn’t judge. Do you judge Moses for his sins? Of course not. He killed a man for crying outloud. No we judge a man for his heart his desires his dreams his charactrer his honesty his love and compassion, his wisdom, his willingness to do the will of God; his walk with God, his potential for binging souls to Christ for being a God. He that is without sin among you let him cast the first stone. Come on throw a rock at me. Stone me. Crucify me. Will that make you feel better? Do you judge a man by how he smells or what clothes he wears? Of course not . The measure of a man is his righteousness. Earth to Houston I think we have a problem. Who do you think you are I’m ten times tmya. I don’t take crap from hypocrites I give it right back in your face. You could ever dream of being. We shouldn’t criticize others we should lift them up don’t you know that? If we’re going to judge lets do it right Do you love the poor did you give up everything and go to Mexico. Do you watch tv that’s a good indication of the quality of man a man is. What else do you do that detracts from God besides criticize and find fault with others to put them down/ lower them. I wonder if you have love for all men. I wonder what other things you do to waste your time. I was preaching bringing souls to Christ in Mexico for a year . What did you do that was better? Did you go to the movies? Did you read the newspaper. Did you go to the gym. What did you do? What more do you want you’ve already cut off my arm, my soul? Because I law you’re better than me? Don’t feel bad I teach everyone. I’m the Master. The important thing is to repent Yes, I make a mistake , but I repented and moved on with my life. I’ve suffered more than you can imagine for my mistakes and I tell everyone about the seriousness of sin. . Killing with words and killing the soul and gossip is another grevious sin. If you don’t forgive your sin will be bigger than mine. I’ll be playing a harp with Saint Peter and the angels and you’ll be stuck burning in heck. Do you want to burn in heck? Well then forgive and let live. Don’t judge or criticize or put people down you don’t like. Oh and we should try to find something we like about each person we meet. I see it – the spirit and intelligence of speaking to large groups affecting many lives. Affected Eli and thought on my writings and it gave me spirit intelligence. But job if can. I’m sick and tired of the world’s wisdom like happiness is a decision you make. You can’t be happy without God. Believe me I’ve tried. I was sick in pain hopeless and desperate. When you don’t have God what can you hope for. You’re empty without the Holy Spirit. How to Prophecy- Thinking in future levels of possibilities and discerning through spirit what will happen often through the voices/ personas of others. Pray for dreams often of future- things that could happen if I live in a certain place or prophecy of the spirit of what could happen. You can’t just wake up one day and say oh I’m happy when you’re sick, your soul is gong to heck and the d. is all over you. It’s a process its having the spirit and being in the will of God for your life. I will deliver you now go. Someone will come to get you. I didn’t get Jesus Christ’s prophetic ability overnight either. Your son’s a genius Ron I gave your testimony/ pathway to someone else and blessed. For instance I had a dream of a neighbor shooting me and was given fear by spirit to leave. Another dream that I was put in jail etc. I left Cedar. The same thing happened in Iguala Mexico. Had a dream and impressions that they were going to kill me etc I had visions in my mind of things happening. The spirit often exaggerates or gives visions and dreams of things that could happen to warn. This is an example of the spirit of prophecy present to help me im my life seeing as how I’ve been give the greatest mission. Also the spirit of prophecy on a larger world scale- Have envisioned armises of God, gathering of Israel, the overthrow of government and churches by secret combinations attacking when weak, those declaring war on U.S., dreams of deceivers in the church in sheeps clothing nice clothes who are preaching vain and foolish doctrines, a new world order. Keep in mind we can avoid many things if we knew how to stop it. Wars, a great war between Saints (Israel) and evil nations etc. etc. Prophecy to guide me were to go north countries. Prophecy of other’s thoughts words and actions to help me. I can read the devil’s mind sometimes I’m so smart, well not me of course glory to God. Others are teaching people how to ride tricycles. I’m teaching people how to drive Ferraris (sports cars)- an analogy of the difference between me and all the rest as I see it . Up early at 7 am gave spirit a little, talked about goals to eli and thought of my writings worked hard half the night too. He raised me up through tutelage of Spirit. I have the anointing to be the smartest man in the world, the king. He’s already declared war on the U.S. the devil. He sent an army to destroy me, a blood sacrifice? No he wants me to make them all look stupid and condemn them. But God will give me favor. I am a Jedi. He must be the smartest/ greatest man in the world. No he’s a loner says dad. He read em’s mind he crawls into their minds says J. I need to do something move but how no money ask someone, no car. Alert pres. or ben or a car to live in and travel ask for protection.. When I left for Mexico I was a Jedi but a bumbling timid clumsy one. Now I’m more confident, best at all qualities of a Jedi- prophecy/ healing/ miracles/ most loving/ humble/ smartest with spirit/ wisest/ best speaker/ motivated by rejection/ spirit of greatness/ spirit from preaching/ love of Christ for souls of people/ even a little bit funny. And ready to claim my right to the throne. All the great movies are about a deliverer a savior, a hero. I am that one. God chose me the devil doesn’t want me. Men without understanding who hate their brother . Who is different from them. It takes faith to sell all that you have and follow him. Got back spirit smarts from feeling love for them. And a greater than Solomon is standing before you today. The queen of the South… And a greater than Jonas stands before you today. The man from Galilee. Greedy men who love power and money and the praise of men and despise the poor and the different. Who reject the prophets and stone them with their words and reject the chosen one (me). Superman’s suit transforms him into smart heroic saves people (Holy Spirit). The force is strong with this man-prophecy. Don’t judge others. If young skywalker becomes a Jedi he could be a terrible threat to us. 2/12/09- Spirit- None shall stand before thee all of thy days. As I was with Moses so shall I be with you. You shall give the command and the mountains shall flee before you and valleys shall be made mountains. Because of your love for my people. Greatness is your name. In my name shall all the nations of the earth be blessed. I am man mountain. Cover/ Speech/ Greatness/ King-------** He that thirsteth come unto me and I will quench his thirst. He that hungereth let him come unto me and I will fill him with bread. The bread of eternal life. I have come to open the last dispensation and prepare the way before the coming of the Lord. Greatness is my name . Excelcias is my name and saving souls is my game. I am the God of the meek. (use after talking about spiritual stuff). I shall give my word and my enemies shall flee before my face. Because of purity no s or m with e. Because I preach give testimony to all WWJD – preach at work. In my name shall the Gentiles trust. Mine enemies shall fear me. Get a cup and get ready because the wisdom of God is about to flow like milk and honey. We must hurry for the hour is nigh when the armies of God must be gathered. The smooth places shall be rough and the rough places smooth. Oh ye nations of the earth fear greatly for the lion of Judah is here. The king of Kings and Lord of Lords. He that hath the spirit of greatness of prophecy cometh. IN the name of his Father mighty and terrible is his name. . To tears- because you love my people. Men don’t come at your wives for on the morrow we do battle with th forces of evil. I have come to sound the battle cry- take up your crosses and follow me. Take up your swords and follow me. I have called you to become prophets, seers and revelators. I have called you to become warriors of the most high. Men of corage and honor. Follow me into battle and I promise each of you crowns of glory and honour. . And a place in the mansions of my Father. My right it is to rule. It is time for me to calaim my right to the throne The great one has risen indeed. He that hath two coats…. He that hath bread.. He that loveth me not loveth the devil. He that fighteth not for me fitghteth for the devil. He that hnooreth not the son hath not honour from the Father. The prophecies have been fulfilled, the chosen one is here inall glory and might and power. I am JC. I’m asking for a few good men. Fight manfully for me and I promise you a place in my kingdom. Men go not at your wives for on the morrow we do battle. For your life, your livery, your families, your country and your God. And all you hold dear. Take courage men of Israel. I give unto you the spirit the greatness and purity. Follow me into battle. He that is not with me is against me. I am the God of the meek. He that hath ears to hear let him hhear. He that hath eyes to see let him see the glory of God. Before my command the mountains shall be made low- my power- why I’m king- at my command… I am the hero of the underdog/ the oppressed, come unto me and I will heal you. The ppor to tears-spirit. A A testimony stronger than the cords of death- I am Moroni and this is the title of Liberty. I am Moses and this is my serpent to look upon and be saved. I am a deliverer- I want my people to be free to be free to be free. I am Joseph I was appointed to be king but was rejected by my brethren though I still love them. I call upon you to take up your crosses and follow me. A physical attack is not eminent but a spiritual attack is. Preach my gospel to every nation tounge and people. A voice of warning and repentence to all the ends of the earth. He that taketh up his cross and followeth me I promise a 100 fold and life everlasting. HE tahat shall thrust in his sickle shall reap. Using the procreation power will weaken. All those who embark in the service of the Lord and have the desire to serve are called to the work. The field is white ready to harvest he that thrusteth In his sickle shall reap. And the blessings of eternity shall resp upon them. I promise you longer life/ health/ blessings/ prosperity. Who will follow me into spiritual battle. But you must have the armor of God. You must have the hemet of protection, the breast plate of righteousness, the shield of faith, the sword of truth, and your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel. If you do so I promise no devil in hell shall hurt and I will go on your left hand and on your right hand and my angels shall go before you to bear you up. My brothers and sisters are dying- dying sprititally. Will you stand by and watch them die? Is there not a cause? Why are you so passionate about missionary work about preaching the gospel? I want my people to be free to be free to be free. Do you want your hand stained with the blood of my brothers and sisters. If you don’t have a testimony- Fast, scritptures, prayer. If you truly love your neighbor share your testimony or my testimony with them. I’ve been there. I know what its like to lose your soul, for not being obedient to all the commandments of Jesus Christ-church sacrament, purity, celestial being full of spirit- Jesus Christ. Don’t let it happen to someone else .Are you waiting for a special invitacion? To come in the mail from TSM? Are you waiting for T. S. Monson to call you at home and tell you to do something? Are you waiting for God to show up at your door? Even something as simple as writing your testimony down can do more than you can imagine. The devil is sending thousands of the souls of my brothers and sisters to heck and you’re asking me why am I passionate about missionary work? We’re in the middle of a battle right now, the battle for the souls of men and women. My friends, my fellow Americans are dying. Is there something more important than the welfare of the soul. Should we look the other way and seek our own happiness and salvation? Do you think god is happy or pleased with that? If you are able to go to battle go to battle. If you’re not ready, get ready. Or do what you can. If I can do it being half dumb/ sick/ and in debt up to my ears, why can’t you do it? With God anything is possible. Within 2 days of arriving in Iguala someone offered me a room for free to stay in.. Do you really think that’s a coincidence? And my spanish was horrible. My Spanish was so bad they thought I was speaking English. Get ready to go or support someone who is going. I want to show you a higher path than what you’re on right now. I want to show you the way of the Master. Not everyone is called to be a prophet. Not everyone has the same mission. Although every member a missionary. JC was example- I don’t think anyone would dispute me on that. JC found time to preach. Do you know how stupid that is- condemning me for preaching? You’re not condemning me, you’re condemning Jesus Christ. You’re not rejecting me. You’re rejecting Jesus Christ. That touches my heart someone would travel all that way just to preach the gospel to the lamaniites. Thought of love for Jose Ruiz, Luis Carlos, lamanite woman Not wanting them to suffer heck but to be happy celestial with Jesus/ God. Spirit to tears- bowels of compassion for them. Please don’t reject Jesus, the man sent to you , who loved you who came to save you. We rejected Jesus a man sent to serve/ love us. *Because once upon a time I dared to believe I could be like Jesus I dared to believe I could be a prophet. I dared to believe that the faith of one man could change the world. I wanted the whole enchilada. Not everyone is called to be a prophet . Not everyone wants to be a prophet. Even a dumb guy can be Jesus Christ. Staty at home and be normal, enjoy life. But if thou wilt be perfect….It’s because I know the mind and will of God- what’s constantly on his mind, the salvation of his beloved sons and daughters Don’t you love them chandy? The crippled , the deaf, the sick, the lost. These all are thine. Why do you have such passion for saving souls for really helping people? Father save his soul, show him the right path. Take my hand , take my hand. I want to show you the way- to happiness to Jesus.- to tears spirit. Do you think it’s a coincidence I’m here I was sent by the Father to show you the way. Learn of me and listen to my words, walk in the meekness of my way. I am Jesus Christ. I don’t believe in limitations only possibilities . Why? Because I think llike Jesus/ like God. What does my testimony say? X amount of fasting, plus x amount of scriptures, plus x amount of prayer= Holy Spirit/ stronger testimony- This is the Spirit or Genius Formula. The Prophet formula is similar. We don’t understand the principle of fasting in this church- its not a once a month deal. It’s continue in fasing prayer always henceforth- when the bride groom leaves then shall they fast, duh, wake up. I want to thank him for the affect he’s had on our lives she says to p. His love for Christ his book etc. I can’t take the credit. The credit belongs to God. Please don’t let them die. Don’t let them die. El sha dai , El sha dai. Music of Benniy Hinn. He’s confident says Gabby. I need to explain why not to judge. The ring of power is saught by all men. They will kill me for it. I need protection. The fate of the world lies in the hands of a hobbit (a nerd). The ring is in the fire- I’ve won, I know my mission. We must warn Gandor- the devil marches on Gandor. . You don’t have the anointing they say. I’ve got news for you Dorothy I am the anointing You don’t have the spirit of prophecy. No, I am the prophecy. You don’t have God with you. No, I am God. You’re not like Jesus. No, I am Jesus. 2/13/09- Brought spirit/ smarts again- Love to tears for Nora/ Emmy/ Laura/ Diana/ little boy etc Love to tears singing in mind- I want to be your hero baby- I wanted to be their hero (those in Mexico)- to love them, wipe a way their tears, give them wisdom, teach them of church, heal them (like Jesus) die on the cross for them eventually from all healings and souls saved from (love teaching, a new phrase) them. He’s the most tierno man I’ve seen says N. Give them money/ hope. There are a lot of people who would like to help me (Robles) just have to figure out how to communicate what I’m trying to do want to do. Just lack money to do all I want to affect all the lives I want to preach in congregations and tv. Progressing healing wise/ wisdom wise- grace for grace- preach then receive wisdom or more healings and more healing power. My mission is the same as Jesus’s – preaching affecting lives, healing ec to cross. Bringing thousands no millions no billions (now that’s faith) to him and the right path. Transform into a spirit filled celestial being, a God. The devil ia a hypocrite. He wants everyone else lowered and miserable. Why does the scripture- ye are Gods in matt. Bother him so much? He wants to be God all powerful and have all the glory and everyone else under him and miserable. I want you to defy Satian today. Say it I am a God. Why are the hypocrites in power? The devil has power. Then it dawned on me- they’re like Satan, they don’t love people , they want the glory, wisdom and love for themselves and their positions that make them feel loved and respecdted and give them blessings. They put down the righteous and wise, but have no fear they will be brought low in the end and suffer. I would always wonder why are the most hypocritical always in power- devil doesn’t bother their minds/ their finances etc. etc. he leave them alone or even blesses them helps them. The world loves its own and promotes them. Selfish people who care nothing for others but themselves. . Many love their rules, their order more than people more than God. That’s what I like about being a prophet- you don’t need a lot of money for tuition. You don’t need a lot of intelligence, social skills, talent, and you don’t need athletic ability. No one understands what I’m trying to do. No one understands the impact for good of what I’;m doing and will do- my potential. No one understands why I’m not just into making money or working I can’t do that even if I wanted-I only have preservation/ favor and intelligence when I’m preaching and in will of spirit/God. It’s not that I dindn’t want to be normal its just that I couldn’t be. I don’t have strength for temporal labors, that’s not my calling/ my mission to devote my life to a normal 9-5 existence I already have a family- many of my brothers and sisters are already around me. I don’t have to do the legwork to bring them into the world. Someone else already did that for me. Yes , I would like a family when the right time comes according to the wil fof the spirit (inspiration to do so) But right now I’m being guided to preach, become like the Master. People don’t get it. I’m not a clone, my life or other’s lives aren’t cookie cutter lives. Everyone has a different mission/ role to fill. I just happen to be chosen for a leadership/ prophet role. Just becaue you like astronomy doesn’t mean I have to like astronomy. Just because you drive a volkswagon bug doesn’t man I can’t drive a Ferrari. Just because y’re driving a eat up old station wagon that means I have too Because you’re living in a grass hut I have to too? It’s pride slfisness and jealousy ( the lobsters don’t want anothert lobster to make it to the top of the bucket. It bugs the hick out of them that somebody else is getting something better than they are. Focus on preaching. Someone elee has been kind enough to do the hard work of bringing sprits into this world and raising them. I don’t have to do that. If the devil doesn’t’get me first. Do you think God is that dumb that he would deny someone who as devoted their life to him and his children preaching the gospel; that he would deny them happiness, a companion, a family in the next life? I must make the same statement in this book that I did in the last- every word, every sentence, every page of this book is from God and the Holy Spirit. To God be all the glory and the honor. I’m not a genius because of what I’ve done. I’m a genius because God gave me the privilige of being a genius. The same goes with prophet status- noone becomes a true prophet without the permission/ acknowledgement of God and the guidance of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is actually the only one who can teach you how to be a prophet. I can show you the path, but to continue on the path is up to you and the Holy Spirit. I want to make that clear. I don’t have the power to make you into a prophet all I can do is point to you the way, the highest path (show you the way). Of course you have to read this book, study it and internalize/ practice it. The evolution of a God. A practical common sense guide to becoming a Supreme Being or God. How to become a God . This book isn’t going to do you any good abandoned and dusty in a storage shelf somewhere. Why aren’t you in your own country raising a family with a 9-5 job like the rest of us? When the conditions are right, yes but not now. The wisest man. isn’t always the best speaker. The wisest most passionate man who has the most love for others ; hands down the winner. How to be the best speaker. Im asking you to invest in Jesus. Would you invest in Jesus? Im asking for financial support- preaching showing the way transforming into a Prophet and God along the way. . Saving souls having a ripple affect also her’s my books. I want t preach in congregations of the other churches. I believe I’m the best- most wise, best speaker, most love and humility. If Bill Gates were so smart he would have invested in me. The return on his money would have been astronomical. More than a hundred times in blessings and riches of eternity, joy and glory. My email addresses- scottratusa.com spiritwisdomatusa.com websites-spiritwisdomats5.com spiritwisdomatyahoogeocities.com Why is my first book so important, so revolutionary?- I am literally a dumb man who became or learned how to become a genius and much more- all my goals accomplished, a man with great intellectual ability when I have the spirit or when healed). Why my second and consecutive books are so important- I’m an ordinary man with great weaknesses- lack of energy (energy deficiency problem not lazy), lack of social intelligence and other intelligences like verbal and memory ability etc. etc. – who has achieved prophet level/ status and close to celestial/ God status. Example- clark kent/ superman, dr. jekyl/ mr. hyde, Peter Pan/ spiderman, hobbit/king, nerd/ cool. The devil won’t be satisfied unless I go to hell. I won’t be satisfied unless I reach the highest level of the Celestal Kingdom. I am a God in embryo form. I want everyone to say it- “I am a God.”. Now how does it make you feel- powerful, more confident? Now I’m a loser; I’m just a human; I’m just an animal with animal desires; Now how does that make you fee? Not good, huh? How much more impressed are you when a dumb man does what Jesus did (genius from the spirit, miracles, healings, writes books, leads, speaks with power and authority, etc. etc. ) Another angle to look at- if a dumb man can do it (be Jesus Christ) why can’t everyone do it? Isn’t it possible? Now ask yourself this, How would a world full of Jesus Christs be different than a world full of devils or ordinary men? Are you starting to understand in part what I’m trying to do here? It impresses me that the that the most gifted intelligent and righteous man did miracles/ was a prophet. It impresses me more that the biggest loser or a dumb man with almost no ability can do miracles/ achieve prophet level – spirit of prophecy/ healing power/ most wise etc. etc. Why? Because if a dumb man can do it anyone can – get it? Are you following me? . How does this book help me- I don’t want to be a prophet I just want to make more money? I didn’t write this book with the intent to make people wealthy or rich on this earth, but to make them wealthy in the next life. I would have called it how to get rich or how to be a millionaire if that were the case. What I want people to learn is how to love others like God does and be motivated to save others spiritually (their souls). Although a by product of that is God will bless you financially as well so There are many temporal blessings to be had from reading this also- good health a longer life, miracle of healing, preaching, prophecying. Better relationships, social skills. ------JesusWhy is my book so important, so earth shattering/changing, so revolutionary? Because it is written by me. I am Jesus Christ. I am here to do the will of the Father. I came to save my people from their sins,. I have and will suffer for the sins of mankind. I am a deliverer, the Chosen One.***--- All of us have same potential. All of us have the potential to be Jesus Christ. All of us have the name of Jesus Christ. Even the dumbest man can be like Jesus Christ. Don’t you get it Emmy? I want you to say it- I am Jesus Christ. Repeat after me- I do miracles, I have the spirit of prophecy. I am healing. I am Godly Love. I am humility. I am the God of the meek. I want you to defy the devil right now. Of all my teachings the devil hates this one the most. That I teach people that they can be like Jesus; Christ, saviors, and Gods. No one can resist the wisdom and power with which I speak. The devil appeared to me in the form of a man one time and argued with me saying no one can be like Jesus- we’re just humans just animals. What did I tell him? Don’t you believe the Bible? Is it not written in your law- Ye are Gods. Didn’t Jesus himself say that? Not even the biggest baddest hombre on the planet can stand against me. Inteersting, if its not possible why did I write a book on how to do it? The proof is in the pudding. The truth is he knows its possible- imagine the problems he would have if everyone in the world was like me? He wouldn’t have a kingdom anymore. That would kind of be the pits to be a king without a kingdom? Also, everything I ask for happens when I have the Holy Spirit and am pure (no bad or lustful thoughts/ imaginations), and its according to the will of God. That’s a quality of a God isn’t it. How much more evidence do you need that I’m a God, Son of God, God in embryo form? Why do so many challenge me on that? It’s pride and jealousy. That destroys their whole class system subservient philosophy. They have believed a lie of the devil. If they admitted this truth how would they have to treat their neighbor? With love not hate right? A novel idea, huh? When you mess with me you mess with God. The bad guys just don’t get it. You can’t beat me only contain me. I’m the Michael Jordan of those spiritual. I can’t dunk a basketball, but I can change the world and become the greatest man who ever lived. If you brainwash me with medications, and put me ina hospital or prison with your secret combinations that are destroying the prophets, the church, and the government and taking away my purity faith and testimony, and healing of mind- it’ll just come back again to bite you in the backside. That’s what happened to me but God always gives you 10 times what the devil steals from you. I now have the greatest mission of all time because they’ve tried to kill my soul/ my testimony/ my purity from lust thoughts, my prophet status that I’ve been given, my memory, etc. Why not to judge. The truth is you have to learn to love and like everyone. We are all children of God and deserve to be treated with respect and love. There’s a good quality in everyone we meet be they poor/ loser/ jerk/ stud/ cool/ hypocrite/ rich/ stupid/ smart/ ugly/ beautiful, fat/ thin. Focus on the good in people to love them. This saying of mine from my first book bears repetition- If you don’t like your neighbor you don’t love him; and if you don’t love him the love of God is not in you and you are none of his (without charity you’re the devil’s). Man cannot be saved without charity. The world says its okay not to love your neighbor or not to like them- to treat them as less than or reject them. No you can’t do that. If you treat your neighbor as less than, God will treat you as less than. If you reject your neighbor you will be rejected. See God always punishes us or blesses us according to our actions and the way we treat people (his sons and daughters). Does it make Gad mad when you treat one of his children bad? You better believe it does. Will you be punished? You better believe you will be. Will those be punished who reject a prophet or stranger or preacher of the gospel for withholding of their substance or help if they are capable of helping? What does the scripture say? I was a stranger and you took me not in. He that does it unto one of these my brethren (my disciples) has done it unto me. He that giveth a cup of water unto one of these my little one (my disciples/ preachers shall in nowise lose his reward. Do you want to be on the left side of God or the right side? How to beat hate/ jerks. Show love for hate. Shake his hand loved him (Javier). Keep trying to say hi even though rejected to punish them for rejecting me. That’s what the devil does is lower/ put down people. God loves and builds people up. You don’t think you’ll be punished for lowering/ putting me down? It’s dumb to lower/ put down others because God is just going to punish you for it. It’s better/ smarter to show love for others and God will bless you especially to a prophet. If you reject me you’re rejecting Jesus Christ. Why do you lower/ put me down, I only want to build you up and help you. Why do you show me hate. I show you love. Do you think you’re better than me. I left everything for God and you still think you’re better than me. I have love for all. People punished who reject/ put me down so don’t be afraid of them (bishop) because God will punish. God tells me don’t fret because of what evil (emmy) does to put me down I will give you it back and more. If you treat me like a servant and lower me/ tear me down God will treat you like a servant and punish you. If you treat me like a friend God will treat you like a friend and bless you. God blesses those who treat others well. Do you think you’re better than me- when I know somethings wrong I repent. I have been deceived but repented. I can’t promise you you’ll go to heck, but I can promise you you’ll regret it not helping me. I’m in a position where I need help to fulfill the Lord’s command. You don’t think God will hold you accountable if you love you rules more than his servants? He’s going to put the blood of all those I could have helped/ saved on your hands. Is that what you want to be condemned to heck. I call hypocrites hippos. They’re fat because they glut off the poor. Don’t feed the hippos. What happens if you feed a hippo? It turns around and rips you to shreds. Don’t let hypocrites get into power, all they do is tear down others they don’t like. They love power more than people. Not to make fun of fat people- don’t take that the wrong way. Some of the nicest people are fat. Why? Because they’ve been rejected all their lives If you’ve been rejected all your life you don’t want someone else to feel that way. 2/16/09- cried from spirit when realized/ happy from purity which helps make me smart. I crucified him- I’m sorry I said when I realized I contributed. They crucified an innocent loving nerd who never hurt a fly and loved everyone. Also to tears when thought of how to treat my brothers- greet- Wayne, man of courage and valor and purity, son of jarel, prince of peace shall be your name-and a scepter of unending righteousness shall you have and you shall speak the word and my enemies shall flee. My love for Wayne and Maria palpable. They will try to imprison me musst preach/ flee no time left. Treat them the way Spirit treated me- King Jesus, Excelcias. To tears with spirit when thought these testimonies I’m giving out represent my brothers and sisters I love so very much. Nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters. I love them so much, nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters, don’t you get it? her/ judgement. I teach people to be prophets. Go one I want everyone in here to admit it. Say it- I am a nerd. Say it bishop, I want you to say it too bishop. I think he really is a


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Let me start off by saying that if you try the simple experiment in Chapter 2 of this book I guarantee this book will be the best book you've ever read. What I will show and teach you in this book is scientifically impossible, but "with God anything is possible." The secrets and tricks I am about to reveal are important and will revolutionize the science books and revolutionize the world. The earth is entering a new spiritual dimension.- the spiritual plane is the final frontier. Many people say that space or the depths of the ocean will be the final frontier of mankind, but I know without a doubt that the spiritual plane is the final frontier. The advances we will make in the area of true spirituality and oneness with God will dramatically change this world and the future. This book will take you from the realm of loser or bystander and propel you into the winner's circle- it will provide you with the tools and knowledge to make breakthroughs in your spiritual progression, conversely affecting every area of your life. Hold on to your seats, you're about to discover a Whole new world of opportunity- to unlock/learn the greatest secrets of all time, and unleash the powerful potential that is fighting to break out. Because I know if a dummy like me can do it, anyone can! Caution: losers who wish to remain losers need not read this book, but those who aspire to be winners and much more in this rat race of life are welcome. Home Dear The Lord has revealed to me that if you read and believe the following message (my testimony) and then read it to your followers or constituents the Lord will bring in a great harvest of souls into the kingdom of heaven. Failure to share this message will result in punishment. Please do the right thing Dear I’m writing this because the Lord has revealed it to me. I was in a couple of mental institutions here in Utah and got a firsthand glimpse of some of the things that go on in these places. There is a very evil presence in these places because of the things some of these people are going through. Many of these people are given mind altering drugs that altar the presence of the Holy Spirit in their minds and leaves them powerless against spiritual attacks by evil spirits whose mission is to further destroy the patients mind and body and belief in God. Even spiritual rapes and other unspeakable acts are committed on these people. It strips them of their comfort and dignity and even their belief in a caring God. Also the food is mostly unnutritious and not sufficient and patients are most often never even let outdoors. The rights of the mentally ill or so called mentally ill are being trampled on. Please make sure that every patient has the right to refuse medication prescribed by the psychotherapists. Don’t let anyone be forced to take these very powerful mind altering drugs. They have caused me a lot of pain and my eventual loss of the Holy Spirit and my belief in God while in these institutions. The drugs I took were Geodon, abillify and later resperdal, all antisichotic drugs. The Utah hospital has a mandatory drug enforcement Policy in place that needs to be changed to voluntary. If nothing is done about this problem there are great responsibilities and punishments on those who just look the other way and let this happen. From my understanding this kind of involuntary forcing of medication occurs in prisons too. Also in group homes where the patients go after the hospitals. Righteous men and women of God are being persecuted by the devil everyday in these places. The four states St. George temporary mental facility has a policy of strongly encouraging these drugs even giving people injections if they don’t take them. There is an evil presence at this place and it must be investigated to make sure they’re not forcing patients to take medications that are actually harmful to their minds, bodies, and even souls. I want to alert the proper authorities so something can be done about this. The St. George facility must be investigated and even shut down and proper laws must be enacted to ensure the right of the mentally ill not to take these powerful drugs involuntarily. I hope you will do something if you can. . The story’s not over yet. Before this experience I had been praying and all I got from the Lord was ”you only have a short time to live, you’re going to live only a few more years, and you’re going to be stuck with this disability the rest of your life.Lately I’ve been praying since I’ve gone back to church and now He’s told me “You’ve shown enough faith. You will be healed and you’ll have a long life.” Faith changes everything. Faith changes your future. There is hope and Christ is that hope.You can be in the deepest darkest despair thinking all is lost and then here comes Jesus and he can turn it all around. Do you know what God told me when I went back to church? He said don’t be afraid (offended) by anything they may say. If they mock you or despise you I will bless you abundantly and curse them. We have nothing to fear this is a free country they can’t throw you out and if they do You will be blessed Because so did they to the prophets and Jesus. You have to be totally pure to take the sacrament- what I mean by that is you can’t have lustful thoughts and imaginations and take the sacrament- you have to repent of those lustful thoughts and imaginations, maybe say a prayer and release them and think about doing good. That’s one way I have been deceived by the devil. We’ve all been deceived in some way by the devil. I’ve been deceived in many things by the devil. See, I thought it would be better for me not to go to church or not take the sacrament if I might be doing it unworthily, but what I needed to do was figure out why I was unworthy and fix that and continue taking the sacrament. You can be disobedient and not even know it. Now I’d like to read a scripture about the importance of temple marriage…. Notice it says sin in whatever.. For every great reward there is a great risk. There is a greater price to pay, more work to do. This is for those of you who want it all- a continuation of the seeds or lives and to be as Gods. This is about the temple marriage covenant … something as small as putting off having children while still being physically intimate or being married when you are not called to be married can cost you dearly. This is all real. Don’t make the same mistake I made and find out for yourself- there’s a much easier way. Just be obedient to these things. If you put God first, he’ll put you first. Those who take the HS for a guide and are not deceived. Those who take the HS as guide and are not deceived. I know I will be mocked by some people for the things I’ve told you today. But it’s the truth and I cannot deny it. Truth goes through 3 stages first it is mocked, then rejected, then finally it is accepted as truth. Let’s repent of our focus on temporal things and focus on what’s most important- the welfare of the soul. I use to pray like this, ” Lord give me wisdom, make me the wisest of the wise, the purest of the pure” I don’t pray for that now. I pray for the welfare of my soul- and if it would be for the welfare of my eternal soul that I be wise. If it be for the eternal welfare of my soul and others that I might receive spiritual gifts. If it would be for the welfare of my eternal soul and others that my calling and election might be made sure. Wisdom is not the principal thing, the welfare of your soul is. . If it’s a choice between losing your job or losing your soul, choose losing your job. God will provide a way for you to have the time necessary to strengthen your testimony if you show a little faith and put Him first. If that means living with a relative or someone for awhile and swallowing your pride, than do so. Brothers and sisters the BOM carries the spirit of prophecy. If you want the spirit of prophecy, read the BOM then ask in faith. What does it mean to ask to in faith? It means no tv, internet, no lustful thoughts or repenting of them, reading the scriptures a little each day, then ask for it fervently for His glory, so you can build the kingdom, and save souls and he will give it to you. Obey the prophet, you will be blessed. I would like to talk about some of the more deceitful sins of our day but I don’t think there will be enough time so I’ll just mention one- Don’t think lustful thoughts or imaginations. Parents teach your children this- avoid lustful thoughts or imaginations they will darken your mind and there are serious consequences- they will allow the enemy to have power over your mind heart and soul,m even to the possible destroying of them. Also make sure you marry the person God wants you to marry, get a spiritual confirmation first,. If you don’t there are serious consequences. If you marry another man’s wife you’re commiting adultery even if she hasn’t met him yet.and there are serious penalties for adultery. Also if you don’t live Fasting Speech HI, I’m just visiting this ward today, but I wanted to share my testimony of Jesus Christ and his gospel. I was raised in a Latter day Saint home. I served in a foreign mission. I was one of those people who slip through the cracks. I went to church, I paid my tithing, outwardly I was a disciple of Christ, but inwardly I was in pain. I struggled with depression and anxiety. I had thoughts of suicide on a daily basis- wishing I were dead so the pain of being alive would go away. I had also been deceived by lust- even thinking lustful thoughts or imaginations is committing adultery in your heart and there are serious consequences for this sin. Yes, you can commit adultery in your heart even before you’re married. I finally got to the end of my rope at one point and decided I was going to kill myself. I just felt I had too many problems- I wasn’t smart enough, I wasn’t good looking enough and my life was a total failure financially socially and in every way. I felt too much pain and didn’t feel life was worth living. So at one point I prayed to God and said “Lord, life’s not worth living like this. Lord if you don’t help me or give me a reason to live, I’m going to fast (abstain from food) for as long as I can, try to repent of all my sins, and be pure then end my life. So I began my fast. I had learned that for me fasting was more effective when I drank water so I abstained only from food for 3 ½ days. Towards the end of that time I got my answer- I felt an incredible joy and light that moved me to tears and felt a very comforting impression from God that everything was alright and that I should continue living. My pain was taken from me and the Holy Spirit filled my heart and mind. I discovered through this experience that if I put in the effort to fast and pray and read the scriptures, God would take away my pain and enlighten my mind with the Holy Spirit and fill my heart with joy. So from then on I periodically fasted and prayed and read my underlined or important verses in the scriptures. Every weekend I would do this for 40 hours each fast and I have kept up that habit for almost 10 yrs. now. Through fasting and praying and reading the scriptures I began to receive inspiration and revelation from God and was filled with the love of Christ and my mind was enlightened so that my intellectual abilities were increased. Brothers and sisters I want to testify to you today of the importance of fasting, scripture reading and prayer. This is my purpose today. If you are experiencing adversity in your life or need help from God there is a way to access His help – through developing a program of fasting, scripture reading and prayer. I’ve got some copies of my own program if anyone is interested they can pick one up. I’ll just put them here with the bishop’s permission. Church Talk We need to teach the correct principles of the BOM. One of them is possesing our bodies with sanctification and honour- If you don’t you could be cast off. Also it is of great importance to us to have a fasting and prayer program to enlighten our understandings and have the Holy Spirit stronger. Evil spirits can muddle our thinking and steal the truth and light we get from reading the BOM. I challenge everyone to obey the prophet’s direction to read the BOM before the end of this year- Some may say you are lazy if you take the time to read and feast on th e scriptures but this is not true. The Book of Mormon is a story about a a people who fell into sin and suffered much even to the destruction of the soul. It was written so that wouldn’t happen to us. If we study the BOM we will see that the reason that people became evil and hard hearted was because they fell in to sin and transgression If it’s a choice between having a job and saving your soul, please choose saving your soul. If your reading of the BOM is not effective perhaps the influence of evinl spirits in you home is too great, you may need to read some where else or move. You may need to move out of your present residence to a better more spiritually conducive place. A great tool to use when reading the the scriptures is skimming you may need to skim some parts of Isaiah’s word s for example or even skip some non-essentiall parts of the scriptures. You do not have to memorize the monetary system used y by the Nephites, orthe geneology or names of all the Nephite ancestors. This may detract from fill ing your mind witht the words of Christ that you may ingrain gospel principles I in your heart. The older or perhaps more hard hearted you get the more you will understand the principles in the BOM. And the more you will relate to it. (deceived by lust) If you are deceived by lust or smoking or drining focus on how to overcme these habits. If you are deceived y pride, feeling that yo are better than others and despising thse who don’t meet your expectations focus on treating others with repect and de4cecy and treating everyone with love. If you are deceived by idleness focus on a plan of action to becom e more industrius, but after having said that I testify to you that when he comes he will lift up this chrch to himself. This chrch as the key os the sealing powr. Our hearts becom more hardened. May I suggest a change of location. Some will have their minds darkenedthese are truthful scriptures and we become past feelilng, is there hope, yes buty notheing short of a miracle aand great fith only through fasting and prayer and repentance. Some thing smay never be restored. Wisdom of the Lord. Don not be swayed by the mocking of the prideful their jokes and sneers- the big and spacious building, but continuefaithful. Don’t tgive up fasting and prayer. 3 things mind heart past feeling prepare talk like a general authority read from it at church. There is still hope for your soul press on clinging to the rod of iron and fighting sin through the purification process of fasting and prayer. Write out talk. And I say thes ethings in the power of the Holy Spirit and the spirit of prophecy in the name of JC amen. Fast before talk , preparing talks with spirit word for word then rea d. them- general authority. The spirit quickens the mind even those with the leaswst intellectual faculties or abilites can prophecy or expound on scriptur when filled with the Holy Spirit, marvel not that this is so, but glorify God. The BOM carries and imparts the spirit of prophecy or the sprit of Christ while it is true that he tahat is rightwious is favored of God, God will bless the righteous and curse the wicked, Gopd loves every on e the same and will impart a portion of His spirit and word these but rather glorify God that this is so, that the weak anand despised things of this world are given the power to thrasdh the nations with his spirit and power, Why has the evil entered your heart, they who oppress others shall be punished nby God. This concept is very hard for many to understand. Just because a person has been blessed with more intellecual or physical, attributes or capabilities does not mean that God loves that person any more. Therefore shall we not treat all our brothers and sisters equally with repect and decency? Then why do we make a mock of our brother or heap persecutions on him for it is written such and one hath need to repentor hath no intreast in the kingdom of God. Just because a person ahas been punished or cursed by the Lord for his iniquites does not mean God loves that person any less. Why do we deny the beggar and despisehim? And cast him ou all those who are proud in htheir their heart of what God has given them and despise others can not enter the kingdom of heaven unless they repent and love all of their brothers even as themselves. Why is suck a thing found in the church even the church of the mnost High God? I want you to read the book God wrote its called the BOM. I want to talk to you today about some important things. I want to talk to you about the salvation of your souls. I’ve developed a fasting and prayer program If anyone happens to be interested in that I’ll leave some copies of that here. I feel God has given my inspiration on this subject that is of great value. Feast upon the scriptures read for hours not a chapter- Parly p Pratt Holy Spirit enlightens the mind when fast. That’s how you get to the spirit of prophecy and revelation fasting and prayer. Posssesing body with sanctification and honor means no llust whatsoefer. Don’t spend strength withi harlots(lust) use it for work etc. when evil spirits around they can destroy your mind or harass enter body. Etc if you’re in and area with evil spirits- mobiles move to an area without evil spirits if can. Pride cast down to Hell learn about evil spirits. The must be a constant vigilance lilke antinephi lehies a constant strivingcan’t relax- carnal security spiritual atmosphere clean 7 more spirits. Thinketh on a wonman to lust after as a man thinketh so is he precious truths lost. Spirit of Ammon. You must have a fasting and prayer program the correct princip;les of thethe BOM must be be taught or we will fall (church) To the natural man life is not fair. Now if our minds are no t pure we will not be edified with the the spirit nor understandings will be darkened, but if they are pure blessing with the BOM power spirit of prophecy is the spirit of Christ. How to purify mind- fast a nd prayer program just like Bom says, it’s alright to drink water God does not want us to die of dehydratin. An effectual fast consists of 3 things- f, s, p in that order. All can have be taught to have the spirit of prophecy and to receive revelation from God. Any that hath not the spirit of prophecy can be deceivedwe must learn the nature of evil spirits and how to discern them . The spiritual aspect of your home is more important than the physical aspect. I learned by trial and error nobody told me about this. I’m attracting evil blak woman jezebel spirits like those that committed fornication with prophets of old because of sparks(lust/ conceived lust with wife of other myself) lie down in sorrow – kindle sparks. Good news can repent- dif. Room than eli no sex with eli, different rooom in house than eli, snons and daughters shall prophecy , put sign on door – no sex with el- they (the evil llust spirits will leave) don’t let them into body at night because aura low/ sorrow (noo mind) suicide is sin yes it is prison my years are numbered. Everything good that has come to me in my life has come from God not me I alone can do nothing. Though he doesn’t sa(won’t answer me at time He always will eventually like at apartment. But keep in separate rooms in house 6 bd. Rent our rooms. So don’t let discomfort of no sex make me lust even though he is gone. Pray to overcome devil (and soul in heaven victory = repenting process then just hold on eventually will drive devil out and overcome him. Life is about winning the prize- heaven love not hate bring fruit devil telling me itdoesn’t matter (book etc.) God tells me it is great and important truths I believe God. I have made a commitment to God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit that I will not have sex with my wife or any sex at all no matter the discomfort I may feel. Brothers and sisters I have a confession toma,me. I hjave been deceived by llust. I am an example to the world of what can happen when one is deceived by the lie that sexual frustration problems are solved by marriage. Songs, tv, teased for being a virgin. Alll those who oppress or oppose me shall be punished by God. This has been revealed to me . The greatest enemy is the mind Bros. And sisters. The battle is raging millions of spirits lost from lust. The spirit is urging me to speak of something I hope that I will save some soul. Lust is satan’s biggest weapon. Everything goood that has come to me in my life has come from God not me I aline cando nothing Though he doesn’t (won’t answer me at times) He always will eventually like at apartnment But keep in sparate rooms in house 6bd house rent out rooms. So sdon’t let discomfort of nos sex make me lust eve though he is gone. Pray to overcome devil and sould in heaven victory=repenting processs then just hold on eventully will driveout d. victory+repenting process thaen just hold on eventually will drive devil out and overcme him. Life is about wiinnning the prize- hea en. Healed mind then thingking about preaching to ward- then one on ome do you wanna be happy? Spirit Comforter. Do you know for sure you are sealed up by the Holy Spirit into heaven? So that when you die you’ll go to heaven. “the worklld says you’rea loser, I despise you. God says my son or daughter you are my heir and you will accomplish more than you can imagine with this life. Enthusiasm comes from purity- deny the flesh. It’ss jesse duplantis’s spirit of prop[hecy. You wanna know why ther’s 7 women to evry man in heaven it’s because every man wants seven women. It’s true. Millions deceived. When I talk aabout this the devil gets hoppin mad, If and evil spirit. You have frorgotten me and my children pass out flyers preach. Ma’m I just want to talk to you about Jesus. How sure are you that you’re going to go to heaven when you die. Tgeb preach- enthusiasm- purity- lust pride baptize and born a gain. Fallen man God tests us- I want you to find a church and get baptized. The mormon church is the only one that preaches the BOM. Where you live determines to a large degree your destiny in life. A taperecorder you cannot turst aman who lusts, evil spirits taken from me and village apts. For atime because repented of lust. 3 day fast which allowed spspirit of prophecy and healing of mind smart again plae and preaching word/pastor/joseph Smith was it because he was a taalll and blonde well built no it was parley p pratt it was the spirit of God piured out – oveyed – perished . well favored- cursed man acquainted with sorrow. Even jode smith wanted to give up kill himself. Johnny cake I can only imagine what happened tuse to think that Did all the people follow him because. Our language has becom edefiled. Love not hate-flyers-preach. Finally all back temprairly then I will be deceived and lose his greatness . Bom did this spirit of prophesy. He loves all of us the same- sinners and righteous but how could he send sinners to hell? My own ministry christinan ministry or calss-class and then one day I said show me the way and the spirit answered jesus is the way . what iI can’t walk on water (take spirit of prophedcy, my concountenance fasting conversion experience. The inactive need to be taught a fasting and prayer program combined with the reading of the BOM<. Don’t get angry with them/ hemlp them to repent for themselves passages 3 nephi 20 saacrament cuchurch or hell obedient and pure . ereading id reading is not lazy evil spirits devil sends to sppstop you from reading distractions sent. Because of lust possible smoking not feel holy spirit or understand the scriptures, to have their understanding enlightened. Repent for themselves feast upon the scriptures understandings enlightened then they will see its true and come back to church. And once they comeback blessed and prospered again. By men even overflow given the church the keys obedient to the BOM sacrament Jesus has given this church the keys. Obedient to chrch leaders/ jerks Home teaching work on testimony of a lot of members. We will not win them by sharinga lesson from the ensign. We will win them one ata time- repent themselves. Holy spirit from a fasting and prayer program +purity purify. Reading feast , understandings enlightened the way for themselves. I submit to yiouu bros and sisters there will not be any more inactive members. I submit to you there will not be any more non-members. Excited- Doesn’t the BOM get you excited? If you love your neighbor reach out I’m and example don’t go inactive f, yea I say unto you not just every member a missionary every member a aprophet. Becasuse I read 2 chapters in BOM then prayed for spirit again in body and mind it came back smart again 8-25-05 Permit me to unravel the mystery today if you will or expound on the scripture further posssing your body with sanctification and honor- this did not come over night years of trial and error. Drive away evil spirits by getting the victory over the deivil overcoming – pray for – sincere desire- your dreasams anything you pray for with desire and desperate while oliving pure no tv etc. see journal. Will be granted If you wish to the spirit of prophecy it will be granted if you wish to perceive the thought of others it will be granted. I read BOM and put on chest, pray for mind renewal, donot wait until it’s too late- consequences of sin , hthe hardened heart, the darkened and destroyed mind and the damaged sould are very hard to heal. These are the consequences of not possessing your body with sactification and honor There are some places- mobil homes – not all mobill hiomes I lived iin one after into a nice apartment complex does it really matter where you live? Yes it does- why scriptures its very important there were’nt any mobil e home parks them that’s why scriptures don’t say anything about it. Because of loust, substance abuse and sorceries much of the land is cursed and it vecomes the dominion of evil spirits and when we sin it allows more chance of them entering and destroying bodies and minds. Only those who are given to Jesus by the Father will return to live with Himm in heaven. Hence the saying many are called but few are chosen. Few saved but as the scripture staeted those of the telestial shall be numbered ans the sands of the sea. Obedient to garments- Ht. Etc. get garments dying out of love for to save a few souls legions of evil spirits anything you ask in fitah shall be given to you- -what does it mean to ask in faith no tv joural…. There are men who will ssay iI have an evil spirfit that teaches me to prophecy just as the prophets in the BOM weree told, they for the pride of their hearts they oppose others they thingk theey are better than others There are men who wish to make heaven a country club for the elite and rich. They care not for htier brohe brethren who are meek and lowly as to the things ofthis earth and are different. They wish to exclude rather than include. But these shall be brought low even to the dust in the last day and it mattereeth not. They are the same who killed the prophets of old and why? Because they testified of htheir works tahat they were evil andin the pride of their hearts they have despised the wead and those who are different and have not loved their brother who was crated in God’s image, but but cast out into their own place, yea even as they cast out their brother shall they be cast out into their own place. Yea, and conversely there sall be many offended by these who asere proud in ttheir hearts and who war cosly appparrel and make a mock of their brethren – as referrd to by the big and spacious building in Lehi’s dream and who shall fall away into forbiddent paths. For years we have misunderstood the scripture whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery in his heatrt. What it really mnemans is whosoever thinketh on a wolman to lust after hater hath committed adultery in his heart.. This is a hard truth avery hard truth. Some will say “shje’s my wife I can vae all the physical intimacy I want. To possess your body in sanctification and honour you cann’ot lust, only for reason of procreation. I want to win them all the lowest of the low and the poorest of the poor. Excitement- Jesse the anointing. Your yungmen shall prophecy and your old men shall dream dreams. Teach everyone how to have the spirit of prophecy. I will expund all mormon doctrine to you. I’m not here to bring down the proud I love all men. God wants everyone to be a preacher of righteoudness. I want to see a crusade (Benyy’s ) if pure spirit wil,. Take me. Don’t accept donations. ? No thought for food/ drink/ shelter only revelation from God Prophetic utterances I’’’’’m suppose to 9-5-05 - Devil tries to trick me into watching a lustful movie but I recognized the trapto destroy me god says you have been faithful because I resisted the movie and thought about prophesying instead and got a little smart back. It would have destroyed my progress if I would have lusted. Also you ha ve been called to a mission to the lamanties select few. You have been called to preach to the lamanites. Also you will live to ber 10o0 yres old 100 yrs old and testify before kings and rulers. You will be healed just need more faith and works- flyers preaching inactives etc. because of your faith. Inspired prayer. I have made a commitment to God and Jcand the Holy Spirit that I will not have sex with my wife or any sex at all no mateter the discomfort I may feel. Signed scott ray elisha ray. Everything happpends for a reason and nothing happens without a reason. Remember the dying around me and preach his gospel in the spirit of Jess eth spirit of prophecy. The lord had to humble me took away my ability to work – so I would become humble . the devil layed a trap for me 8-27-05- After pure evil spirits came vback to try to possess body- dodevil told them they could hve it but Christ redeemed me as long as I don’t lust anymore. Something else can’t remember. When you sin it allows Satan to enter your mind and destroy it. The sacrament strengthens your soul. Figured out why sin for me not elisha- guys are more carnally minded whereas women treat sex as love so guys are destroyed women not. Also men are more visual stimulated visually so don[t look at. Meek repentance- church sacrament obedience for 3 hrs. won’t go if sin church or lust , He will keeep me-BOM. That man might be humble and feel after e and not be too smart or too proud /mighty. The lord has preserved me mightily because of much dependance on Him. Do as much goood as can despite my weaknesses dumb/ slow to get reward dndure to the end not being offended- releadse and love and hung hang in there. I can resist if meek in Christ/ scriptures/repentant. Always remember humble/ penatant broken heat of ttoday. Not lusting dependant on God. When tithing leaves your hand- you get a blessing a harvest of souls. We serve the God of Money. He saerves the God of Glory. Speed up talk jesse d. He was a freeloader in our eyes. Tape record then write down. Joes Smith was a cursed man. Talll blonde and ahhandsome Did gone just spirits voice now- give them a flyer. The truth is you were sent here to conquer you body not cater to your body. Don’t you just love Jesus you thing all is lost and he comes a long and changes everything- celstial his voice, get my healing, crusade, etc. Don’t pray for things glory the spirits so strong in here I could cut itwith a knife. Pray tha god will save your soul and if that means you shouldget the spirit of prphechy , imagine doing good- preaching. Iwant my countenance to shine like lighting that what I’m talking about. I don’t think he went without water bless his soul, did he fsst 1 day and say well that’s that . I wantyou to be saved. Don’t get mad get glad- everybody’s heard that commercial but it’s true, our our sould may be cut Prayer We pray for the etrnal welfare of our souls. As well as for the inactives, non-members. We believe and know we will receive inspiration. Father because of our faith and pureness of thought before thee, oh Lord. Lord we thank thee for… Lord we praise thee for the spiritual gifts thou hast given us and will give. Father, we thank thee for the priesthood restored to the earth through a great prophet Joeseph Smith. We praise thee for the gift of the Holy Ghost, for the gift of healing, and faith. We know that this is thy desire oh lord that all may return to thee oh lord spotless through the blood of the lamb- Who died that we might live if we repent and obey all His commandments and endure to the end. We know that this is your desire of above all things. … We thank thee for the blessing of health that we may preach the gospel. We pray for the eternal welfare of our souls. We thank thee for the sacrament to strengthen our souls .We pray for deliverance from sin that the devil might not enter to destroy our minds. We pray that we may learn to posssess our bodies in sanctification and honor, that the devil might have no power to destroy our minds and our souls. We pray that repentance may be taught that we might not sin to the hardening of our heart and to the driving away of the Holy Spirit- because of a lack of knowledge and understanding. We thank thee for fasting, prayer, and the reading of the scriptures, oh Lord Father. For this is the key to doing miracles. We pray for the knowledge of how to enlighten the understandings of those that do not know the truthfulness of the BOM or the church. We pray that we may be lead to a knowledge of how to enlighten the understandings of those not in the church.. We pray for each and every one of these precious souls gathered with us today father that their minds and understandings might be enlightened. We know that through F,S,P the Holy Spirit will fill our hearts and enlighten our minds and understandings that the mysteries of the scriptures may be revealed to us. That we may know for ourselves that we must go to church and partake of the sacrament oft. Oh Lord give us wisdom in the church that we might identify all sin and all forms of sin so that none may be deceived and led away captive by the devil. If it would be to the welfare of or eternal souls we pray that we might be prospered and blessed, oh Lord. We pray for the proud in the church- those that Lehi saw in the great and spacious building who make a mock of their brother or heap persecutions upon him and hate and despise their brother- that they may be brought to repentance. And conversely for those that become offended by the proud that they might forgive and endure and return to church, and not fall away into forbidden paths or away from the church. We pray for the courage to speak the truth and that which would be the most profitable to the saving of the souls of men, oh Lord. We know that thou wilt justify all our words that we speak in the Spirit and with the Spirit of prophecy. We ask that thy Holy presence may rest upon us, oh Lord if it be for the welfare of our souls. And we say these things humbly, remembering where all revelation comes from in the name of JC, amen. If it be to the benefit of our souls , we ask for rain that we may raach out to the inactives for the welfare of their souls That their blood might not be on our hands Personal prayer- I pray for inspiration on developing a routine to serve thee if it be for the welfare of my soul, whether a job, preaching the gospel, inactives, flyers I pray for inspiraton about … if it be for the welfare of my soul. I was appointed to be deceived I picked my part. Once people see consequences they will make the right choice- go to church or endless torment. Revelation on other churches, pray for? Don’t be offended by them, God will bless me curse them. The devil’s sestroyed my mind, my soul, and my heart, but Jesus says that there’s still hope that he’ll heal me. Don’t be offended by them, God will bless me, curse them. I trst my older brothere he says that I’m going to make it its going to be hard but I’m going tho make it. I pray for visitation if for the welfare of my soul not to my condemnation spirit of prophecy for welfare of my soul. Dream seeds in advance- Johndivorce her stay with me/ joins the church my example, bishop wrong, preach yes, God made man to sin if not it would be to easy we wouldn’t be tested. “Hello, I’m spreading the news about the gospel would you be willing to talk with me a moment about your eternal salvation? I just wanted to talk with you a minute abot Jesus. Would that be alright? Or the welfare of your eteral soul?” preach yes flyers yes beg for room with widow or ad for yesSuccess from discipline work and discipline make you happy . Up at ? No braks, push your self. offFP program Holy spirit, possess body with sanctification and honor, read jesuscmmma dments for themselves, There are some who can be won by the testimony of other, but there are some who will only be won by their own testimonies. Telll the what happened to paul , You gootta pray in faith that meaqns no tv, internet, distractions , spiritual commitment. God has committed the dkeys to the celestial kingdom thid church and I fyou’[re faithful and endure to the end you’ll be saved in to the kingdom of heaven. I’ve been able to push the devil out. Now that’s a whol3e nother topick. If you want the spirit of prophecy you can can hav it ut you have to ask for it. All those who read this book will will be filled. With the toungue of andgels and shall prophecy. The Bom ccornerstone of our relilgion . Your’’re here to prove your wrothiess. Don’t be offencded by them God will beless me and curse them those at church. Where you are in this life right now is a direct result of what you did in the pre-existence. If you’re lazy and rebellious now, you were before. If you’re a hardworking noble pure spirit, you were before. When Jesus, Michael, and Peter were forming the earth, I was out in my favorite hammock out in God’s backyard sipping apple cider and lemonade enjoying myself and relaxing. It’s hard to break habits, especially ones you learned in the pre-existence. The devil’s angels say : He that is lost is now found. He saw something in me. I’m like the elder in the ensign, lazy- He saw value in me where no one else did. God saw my suffering, He said I’m going to save this one. I’m the one that got away say the devil’s angels. See, I was about to be sent to Spirit prison shut up until the day of redemption. I was about to end my life, but just in the nick of time God said wait, it’s okay you’re gonna make it, keep going.” He saw value in me where no one else did. He said you shall prophecy before kings and rulers. Showed a little faith. Somebody prayed for me, loved me enough to pray for me and Lord intervened. “I’m not goonna let you have him. “ told devil. But the devil said, “He’s a sinner, look at his sins, he’s filthy.” “my son died, I will remember them more, get the hence. My son died for him,. He’s a new creature in Christ, my spirit is upon him. I read my scriptures, fasted and prayed and was filled with the Holy Spirit, the life came into me. I spoke in tounges, I prophesied, I … In the pre-existence the devil said to me “ the people on earth are ignorant, dumb- there’s no wisdom there. If you mess up you’ll be in never-ending torment for eternity. Come with me, lets stir up a little trouble, enjoy a little sin and God will be merciful to us in the end. You’’ll be all alone. We’ll have a little fun, Then Jesus, my older brother came up to me, put his arm around me and said consolingly, “you’re gonna make it it’ll be worth it. I will be with you until the end of your days. You will have My Spirit always. Everyone gets what they deserve in this life. Life is fair more fair than you can imagine, to the minute fairness. He saw a spark of good , a spark of faith, a spark of charity. See, I don’t pray for wisdom anymore, it’s not the principal thing, excuse me for correcting scripture. Your soul is the principal thing. Knowledge will puff you up and make you lazy, but working for your salvation will free your soul. I use to pray “ Lord make me the wisest of the wise, the purest of the pure, Lord. While Ben Franklin was slaving away in heavens printing room making the latest almanac, saving every last penny, I was on the beach at cloud 9 working on my heavenly tan while listening to the Mormon Tabernacle Choir sing praises with the angels.That’s what really happened by the way. Remember: If you keep this pure- no lust/movies/pure place to live/scriptures I will be with you forever.. Pray to release it –lust whenever he sends it- movies, etc. Pray that you might have the veil rent, that the veil might be rent it be for the welfare of your eternal soul, but if not that it might not be so. See, the veil grows thin when you become purified and sanctified/ when you begin to learn your lessons the probation begins to come to an end. That the test might be done and the veil taken- pure sanctified from lust/ movies/sacrament/pure place. To win inactives or non-members: 1. They need to be taught to posses their bodies with sanctification and honor- no lust whatsoever (no lustful thoughts or imaginations) to drive out devil, Put God first, no tv, no internet, no video games, pray to overcome the devil and drive him out of home, may have to move if too many evil spirits. Sin allows the devil to destroy the mind and soul, while taking the sacrament can strengthen the soul with the light of Christ. 2. They need to be taught a Fasting and Prayer program combined with scripture reading- couple of days fasting at least while drinking only water. Reading at least the important scriptures and commandments in order to have their understandings enlightened, to purify their minds, and for the Holy Spirit’s witness of truth. May need time off of work to do this. Make sure they read Nephi 18 (taking the sacrament and going to church oft or severe consequences) when their understandings have been enlightened and they have feasted on the scriptures to gain a strong enough testimony to go back to church or be baptized and become a member. Teach them to pray effectively, (pray inspired prayer)example- “If it would be for the welfare of my soul that I might gain a stronger testimony of going to church and partaking of the sacrament I pray for this”. ”If it would be for the welfare of my soul and others I ask to be able to overcome /drive out the devil so I might be edified by the Holy Spirit., receive a testimony of the church and help others do the same” Revelation vision of things that could happen from spirit Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ has given me a prophetic vision of the prophet Gordon B Hinckley reading my testimony to the world on tv and then explaining to inactives that we want them back in the church and that if they come back we will help them overcome any sins or addictions they may have. The repeating of this message on tv, a tape of the prophet’s message will be the means of restoring many lost truths and bringing thousands, even millions of people into the church both inactive members and non-members who would have otherwise been kept out of the Kingdom of Heaven and many who would have lost their souls I have seen it in prophetic vision. Gordon B. Hinckley may also edit my message if need be. Also President George Bush, the man of God chosen for this time will speak about this message (my testimony) and the redemption of fighting valiantly for America,-the standard for freedom- in particular the freedom of speech and more importantly the freedom to worship God, which will allow Americans to have their souls saved and bring about the exaltation (becoming as God’s into the highest level of the kingdom of heaven. This video tape of the President will also appear frequently every day. George Bush will understand the great importance of these soul saving truths. There are however serious consequences for these two great men if they refuse to take a stand for truth. The Lord of the Rings, Return of the King movie was prophecy given to J.R. Tolkien. This movie depicts in great exacting detail the final hours of the last days. I am Frodo the ringbearer, a chosen vessel who will bring the much needed restoration (truth) in these final hours The actor playing Frodo is depicting my role to play in these final hours. All of humanity is a team working together against evil and having varying roles to play. My brother, also a prophet of God is Sam-wise. Once again this revelation was given to me through the Spirit of Prophecy from Jesus Christ himself. The ring represents the procreation power- if used more than is necessary (to have children) it will destroy you- hence my mental pain and anguish just like Frodo-. This is the great deceit or sin in this world that is preventing many men from having their souls saved and exalted- men need to learn to drive out their lustful thoughts or imaginations and think about doing good. This revelation and other minor revelations such as the correct method of fasting to enlighten the mind will result in a catastrophic blow to the devil’s kingdom. Now, only the son’s of perdition will be lost, and not the ignorantly deceived like I was. I have thrown the ring (lustful thoughts) into the fire and have become reborn and quickened through a literal spiritual baptism of the blood of the lamb of God who was slain for the sins of the world. My pain and anguish of the mind comes from my having sinned exceeding, wearing the ring (using the procreation power too much and when not ordained of God). I have grieved the Holy Spirit exceedingly. King Aragon and Gandolf represent Jesus Christ. I was healed of my mental pain by Jesus Christ the same way Frodo was healed by Gandolf. I have been in the fire of almost losing my soul (the same fire Frodo was in) but escaped through the prayers of my family and example of my brother who has been more faithful then I and preferred before me. King Aragon (Jesus Christ) will preach the gospel to the less valiant men in spirit prison and they will join in the fight against Saran (Satan). This must be given to the Prophet (Gordon B. Hinckley) I’d like to bear my testimony. I decided to obey the prophet and read the Book of Mormon. I read it in 1 week after I had fasted for 3 days. I read about how the Nephites were hardened of heart which means they couldn’t recognize sin, and couldn’t feel the Holy Spirit or happiness. That’s how I felt. I got to 3 Nephi 18 and when I read about how Jesus commanded that we take the sacrament and go to church oft (regularly) or we would got to a bad place, my soul was in pain and anguish. I was in fear and torment all night long. I felt like I lost my soul. It felt like wild beasts chasing me and me screaming and crying and trying to get away. The next day I went to church for the first time in 8 years- I was inactive for 8 years due to depression and anxiety and other problems. Because of taking the sacrament and purity I received a complete healing of my mind, body, and soul- and many blessings. It is a commandment to go to church. “If you love me keep my commandments.” It’s necessary for spiritual progression as well. Taking the sacrament is like putting light into your soul. When you take the sacrament you allow the Holy Spirit into your soul. When you take the sacrament you must repent and release any lustful imaginations or thoughts. You must think about doing good. You must be pure in heart to take the sacrament, but it is imperative to take the sacrament or you could end up losing your soul. If you have the Holy Spirit in you and you’re pure of heart (free of bad thoughts, lustful thoughts and imaginations) whatever you pray for will happen. Just show a little faith (get baptized, go to church, share your testimony with others). It is a commandment to take the sacrament. Faith can change everything. Faith can change your future. If you want a miracle to happen in your life or a healing just show a little faith. Bare your testimony or light you’ve been given to the world. Pray like this- Lord, if it would be to the welfare of my soul and others that I be given a stronger testimony of the church or purified and sanctified then so be it. Just pray a short inspired prayer. I felt the Holy Spirit really strong during and after church. That was God’s reward to me for getting back on track. I was lost now I’m found. If you truly love your neighbor share this with them, don’t let them die and face torment and the fear of losing your soul. It‘s urgent, the welfare of your soul is even more important then your job. Do you know your standing before God? Purity- Sex should be used for procreation purposes only. Would you rather be a Godly man and go to heaven, or a lustful man and go to hell. The missing link to getting a testimony and repentance is a couple days fasting, important scriptures, and prayer. You must feast upon the scriptures (the Book of Mormon) and fast (drinking only water) to enlighten your understanding to feel the Holy Spirit in your chest witness to the truth sometimes to tears. The Spirit told me- Don’t be afraid or offended- if they reject you they will be punished and you will be blessed. God loves all his children. The way you treat others is the way God will treat you. Don’t wait for the witness of demonic attack to repent. Tv and lust are idols. Throw out idols. All of us are deceived in some way. Figure out how you can fix (repent of your sins) so you can always take the sacrament . Walk by faith not by sight. Do what you feel in your heart, what the Spirit tells you to do. Don’t worship rules. This is the narrow path to eternal life and few there be who find it. Scripture quotations are taken from the King James version of the Bible. How to be a Genius: the greatest secret in the world. ©Copyright 2003, Scott Ray. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherweise, without written permission from the author. Acknowledgements First of all I dedicate this book to God and The Holy Spirit- I was only an instrument in His hands. To God be all the glory. Secondly, I would like to thank my lovely wife Elisha for her help and Support. Thirdly, my parents, for without them this book would not have been possible. Table of Contents Page: 1. In the beginning 1 2. How to be a Genius: the greatest secret in the world 4 3. ":If thou canst believe," 7 4. "Anything is possible to Him that believeth." 10 5. Proverbs of the Spirit 13 6. King of kings, Lord of lords 14 7. The Spirit of Solomon 24 8. How to be a David and Kill Goliaths 26 9. The Secret to Happiness 29 10. How to be a Prophet 32 11. A Divine Connection 37 12. Faith and truth defined: Faith to Move Mountains 53 13. Wisdom is the principal thing 62 14. How to heal 76 15. What's my Motivation? 79 16. The Journey Begins 82 Chapter 1 In the Beginning Let me start off by saying that if you try the simple experiment in Chapter 2 of this book I guarantee this book will be the best book you've ever read. What I will show and teach you in this book is scientifically impossible, but "with God anything is possible." The secrets and tricks I am about to reveal are important and will revolutionize the science books and revolutionize the world. The earth is entering a new spiritual dimension.- the spiritual plane is the final frontier. Many people say that space or the depths of the ocean will be the final frontier of mankind, but I know without a doubt that the spiritual plane is the final frontier. The advances we will make in the area of true spirituality and oneness with God will dramatically change this world and the future. This book will take you from the realm of loser or bystander and propel you into the winner's circle- it will provide you with the tools and knowledge to make breakthroughs in your spiritual progression, conversely affecting every area of your life. Hold on to your seats, you're about to discover a Whole new world of opportunity- to unlock/learn the greatest secrets of all time, and unleash the powerful potential that is fighting to break out. Because I know if a dummy like me can do it, anyone can! Caution: losers who wish to remain losers need not read this book, but those who aspire to be winners and much more in this rat race of life are welcome. First of all I must explain this book is not like a lot of the boring, drawn out books you can pick up anywhere. This is a must read for anyone aspiring to be a genius or anyone wanting to learn how to tap into Divine thought and power to better themselves and others. I have condensed this book into just what I thought would be of the most importance or of the most worth. I'm presenting this book as I originally wrote it in journal/memoir form (with some revision) with corresponding dates for when each bit of wisdom or inspiration was received. I have thrown out most of the boring details and unimportant story lines to leave you with close to 100% truth/wisdom and knowledge. Every page can teach you a valuable lesson or be for your profit. I hate books that ramble on and on and never get to the point, or have little bits of truth and wisdom so muddled and watered down you have to have the skill of a brain surgeon to weed out the useless balogne to find the good stuff. You may disagree with my perspective and views, but one thing I feel is certain if you try the experiment and apply the spirit/genius formula in chapter 2 this book will not be a waste of your time/money. In all actuality my book could just as easily been called How To Increase Your Intelligence, Dummies Guide to being a Genius,... How to be successful when everybody says you're a loser, how to be a spiritual giant, how to progress spiritually, make lots of money, change your heart and soul, get wisdom, overcome physical problems, how to cure depression, get a purpose, find out what life's mostly about, find God, unlock your spiritual and physical potential, go from loser to winner, go from sad to happy, improve the quality of your life and relationships, how to enjoy life, and the list goes on. I chose the title I thought would attract the most attention and identifies what I feel to be one of the greatest benefits of having the Holy Spirit-, and yes it is true if you follow the step by step formula you can learn to be a genius with the Holy Spirit's help. So I don't cause a needless waste of your precious time I have the meat of the message in the first couple of chapters then the milk and all the trimmings (added wisdom and truth) in the rest of the book. Lets make a deal- if you promise to give me 30 minutes of your undivided attention and open mindedness and not shelve this book right now, I promise to tell you the bulk of my message in the first 10 pages, deal? Great, I'm assuming you said yes because you're still reading this book. Ready or not here we go. I just hate books that go on and on and looking for just little bits of truth or unknown wisdom that anyone who writes a book usually has in there somewhere. My story begins as one of the world's many so called losers. I was a total dummy then- not too bright in any way- with no job, no money, not even a place to live. Then I stumbled on something that changed my life and many others' lives. Through inspiration from the Holy Spirit I developed what I call the "Spirit Formula" a step by step formula that allows people like you and me- everyday normal (well I guess I can't say I'm all that normal) average people to tap into the intelligence, wisdom, love, and power of God every time it is applied. What I want to do in this book is to reveal further revelation and inspiration from God to help those stuck in their spiritual progression or those who need help or answers to questions from God. If I can change one person like me, a truth seeker, someone searching for something beyond this tawdry existence my purpose will have been fulfilled. Anyone can be a genius through the power of the Holy Spirit who is more or less sane and mentally sound. I want people to see the "cool stuff" that can come from spiritual progress. I want people to see the joy, fun,and fringe benefits of applying truth and gospel principles. I was baptized and became a member of a church, but I needed more than man's conventional wisdom. I needed wisdom only God could give me. Once you experience this Holy Spirit or truth and learn how to get it you'll never want to go back to your previous, confused lower, wordly state. This book may not be for the "have it all" happy person. Those who are happy with the way their lives are now may not see a great benefit to this. This book is geared more toward those in life who need a little help, a lot of help, or a little more truth, but all can benefit by applying the principles and formulas discussed in this book. This book is for people seeking something better (more truth); "and the truth shall set you free". An analogy that comes to mind when I think of the importance of truth is a game of CLUE. Because you have to be a detective of sorts to figure out the truth to win the game- much like real life. What separates this book from all the other great books that have been written is one seemingly simple formula (explained in ch. 2). This formula was the starting point and the basis for all other wisdom in this book. I'm just your everyday average Joe on the street who happened to stumble on something great. To quote a scripture, "The fullness of mine intent is that I may persuade men to come to Christ"- by showing them the reward, the temporal (now) blessings as well as the spiritual (eternal) blessings that come from acquiring the Holy Spirit. Not many people in this world know how to get true wisdom (wisdom from God). True wisdom from God can only come through the Holy Spirit- not from a pulpit. Although men may be inspired by the Holy Ghost and give great inspirational talks/speeches if those learning don't have the Holy Ghost's witness of truth it has all been done in vain.The person listening will not be able to discern the truth or retain the knowledge. I can't stress enough the importance of familiarizing yourself w/ the Holy Spirit and knowing its likes and dislikes. I'm not going to show you in this book how to visit the spiritual astral plane or how to have an out of body experience or how to access your akashic records. What I am going to give you is more exciting and important than that, I'm gong to give you the keys to unlocking your potential and being anything you want to be (a genius, wealthy, great, loving, etc.) If you know the formula to do it you can do anything. For every thing in life there is a formula. All things act in accordance with God's laws therefore if you do action A you get result B. That is why I make the claim that anyone possessing marginal intelligence can experience intellectual genius status through tapping into divine intelligence or the Holy Spirit. Granted, if the conditions are right. Yes you heard me right anyone can be a genius if they follow certain steps that may vary slightly from person to person. Even those with below marginal intelligence can tap into this power. What I am about to reveal in this book has the power and potential to transform millions of people's lives and revolutionize this world. This is quite possibly the greatest book ever written and it was given of God, I only hope others will see its worth. If you don't learn anything else from this book at least try the "Spirit Formula" explained more fully in chapter 2. Chapter 2 How to be a Genius: the greatest secret in the world. This is my story. It could have happened to anyone but it happened to me and I feel obligated to share it with everyone. It began a few months after my 23rd birthday. I lived in an old beat up motorhome driving to the different state parks and campgrounds near my parents' home; and for a time in my van. I couldn't afford rent and couldn't keep a job. I reached a point where I "had to know" if there was a reason to go on living. I was not successful in any area of my life- socially, financially, mentally, spiritually- you name it. I was overcome with fantasies of suicide on a daily basis. The suicide demons were after me. So I sat down one day and I said, "God I want you to help me or give me a purpose or reason for living. It's just not worth it, my life is a total failure. I'm depressed all the time. I'm overwhelmed with how hard this world is. I always seem to get the short end of the stick. I just have too many problems. I wasn't born rich, or good-looking, or smart. Lord, life isn't worth living like this. Lord if you don't help me or give me a reason to live, I'm going to fast (abstain from food) for as long as I can, try to repent of all my sins, and then shoot myself. I didn't feel or hear anything from the Lord the first couple of days. Towards the third and fourth day of fasting I got my answer- I was filled with an incredible joy and light that moved me to tears and I felt an impression from God, "It's okay I love you my son. just keep plodding along." And then something changed in me as I ended my fast and then continued to fast periodically. I began to receive personal revelation from God and wisdom that would help me to go on with life. Also I did receive tangible help from God. After every time I fasted I was filled with the love of Christ and my mind was quickened so much so that I began to get inspiration more easily and my intelligence level was raised as the Spirit came illuminating into my mind. It would wear off after awhile but every time I needed to "fill up" I went to the Lord in fasting, praying, and reading of the scriptures and my mind was free intellectually and spiritually. There were even times that the inspiration and wisdom (from the Holy Spirit) flowed like milk and honey and it was all I could do to keep up with it. I received inspiration and wisdom on many topics such as where to move, the characteristics of the kind of person I wanted to marry, what to say for job interviews, and the list goes on. I had a minor slurring of the speech problem and major social anxiety when I was out in public and I overcame those problems through inspiration of the Spirit as well as a great deal of my fear of social situations. I had improved thought control enabling me to control my thoughts. This also improves the imagination powers of your brain. Einstein once said that imagination is more important than intelligence. It even improved my hearing and other physical qualities. I even noted a change in my countenance When I looked in the mirror I realized, "A man's wisdom maketh his face to shine, and the boldness of his face shall be changed" as the scripture states. My weaknesses were made strong through what I called "The Spirit Formula" - an x amount of fasting + an x amount of scripture reading + an x amount of prayer= The Holy Spirit, love, joy , inspiration from God. I was no longer a dark cynic but grateful and praising God for continual blessings. My work improved. I experienced more energy and a better attitude. I could go on and on about all the blessings that came from applying this formula and relying on the Lord. I was truly living the scripture- "If thou canst believe. Anything is possible to him that believeth." I had always been taught that you have to pull yourself up and stand on your own two feet. I didn't know the real secret of life for me was to "lean on the Lord". When things started to turn around for me in my life I found God and literally learned to take the Holy Spirit as a guide in my life (D & C 45:57) . I even obeyed God's laws above man's and learned wisdom.This is my story. It's all true.I hope this will benefit or inspire someone else in need of God's help and love. How to be a Genius: the greatest secret in the world- the inspiration for the "Spirit Formula" came from my reading the scripture, "... Behold, I have fasted and prayed many days that I might know these things of myself...", and from the account of Jesus Himself fasting for forty days in the wilderness. Through the Holy Spirit I have learned how to progress spiritually, change my heart and soul, quicken my mind and my intelligence, overcome depression, receive wisdom from God, and start to unlock my spiritual and earthly potential. The formuala is (Fx+Sx+Px)=power of spirit, love, joy, inspiration from God. Now the "Fx" in the formula stands for an x amount of fasting, the "Sx" stands for an x amount of scripture or word of God, and the "Px" stands for an x amount of prayer. So if you apply what I call "The Spirit Formula" and do enough fasting, reading the scriptures, and praying, you will have as a result the Holy Spirit. There are other circumstances and factors that will affect the outcome of this formula; you should eliminate as many distractions as possible while doing this. Reading scriptures while the tv is on and your radio is blaring out noise is not conducive to the Spirt. A great place to read scriptures is in the solitude of nature or somewhere where His presence can be felt if you can. Also when reading the scriptures what I've found to be the only real effective way in getting the Spirit is only reading the commandments or hard sayings (things you need to work on or are inspired by) and skipping over the non-essential story parts of the scriptures. Of course this will entail going through your scriptures initially to mark those important passages for quick later reference. Note: I have found that to receive wisdom from God more abundantly you must first have all the words of life or his commandments in your mind/memory, so learning to quickly thumb through and read your referenced scriptures is a key to receiving increased wisdom and Spirit. Repenting of your sins or at least trying to confess and forsake them is another requirement.You don't need to be perfect to have the Holy Spirit, this formula is specifically designed for the weak, but there must be a genuine sorrow and prayerful effort to confess and forsake your sins before God as this formula is partly a purging or purifying process.That's why its great to read passages of scriptures that are hard for you to accept or live as well as picturing or visualizing in your mind an example of you applying the commandment. Another note on repentance: Don't think your efforts towards repenting go unnoticed by God. A common misconception is that God's not watching or is distant, but he's constantly rewarding or punishing you according to your actions. If you pay the price through continually applying the formula you will know Him and receive of his love and power. The Holy Spirit will bear witness of scripture truths through a joyful burning in your heart and soul that will sometimes bring you to tears. Now, to apply "The Spirit Formula" I recommend taking a couple of days or so and fasting throughout this time. I've found that drinking water while abstaining only from food works the best in this case. It's a good idea to talk to a doctor before fasting for long periods of time.Towards the end, or perhaps throughout this time, read your marked scriptures as described above; skipping through the main story lines and concentrating on the important truths and praying as you feel inclined. I highly recommend reading marked passages from Proverbs as that book is primarily concerned with wisdom. I skim through my marked passages in proverbs once every week at least. The results I have gotten from applying this formula are truly amazing. May a grievous curse be upon me if I'm lying. Don't expect to be a spiritual giant overnight, but if you continue to apply the Spirit Formula you will draw closer to God and receive of the Holy Spirit on a regular basis. Don't put off the rewards of the Spirit or drawing closer to God. Take a vacation if you have to but find time to try the formula/experiment and find out for yourself. If all else fails in your life use the "Spirit Formula". Anyone and God is a winner. . Chapter 3 "If thou canst believe," For me in my life the benefits I have reaped through making this connection to the Holy Spirit stronger have been amazing to me and to those who know me since my development and use of this formula. I have progressed at a rate spiritually, physically, and intellectually maybe ten times what I would have if I hadn't stumbled onto it. Actually, I probably would have ended up killing myself if I hadn't been led to these life- saving truths. I had been searching a long time for answers, for a purpose, and for a reason for living in this hectic fast paced dog eat dog rat race that we call life.When I found the secret to life and happiness and getting the Spirit of wisdom, power, and love my attitude changed. That's when I saw the opportunities in life, that's when I saw and unlocked my potential. That's when I began life's journey and experienced true life. The scriptures are the fundamental source of spiritual knowledge (next to Divinity) not only for the actual words themselves, but also for the Spirit of inspiration they convey. You know you've reached spiritual geniushood when you read all the important/vital scripture passages and obey and are given more truth in your seeking for truth for the glory of God. I once asked God why he gave me the wisdom He had given me, and He told me it was because I sought Him where others sought the wisdom of man. I don't want to overindulge too much in scripture quoting, only when necessary. Anyone can open their Bible and read what it says. After having said that I must say I can not overemphasize the importance of the scriptures. Many understand the greatness and importance of the scriptures. The scriptures are not meant to be thrown aside to gather dust or read monotonously without purpose or goal. The scriptures were meant to be used as a spring board toward divine revelation and interaction with God and impartation of His Holy Spirit and power as well as a daily source of inspiration and correction. As I said before, I can not overemphasize the importance of the scriptures. Sometimes I wonder if God hasn't refashioned the rules to accommodate and coincide with the sayings of the scriptures, they are that powerful. In Jesus's words Himself, "Search the scriptures. For in them you think you have eternal life and they are they which testify of me". I or someone else may be inspired of the Holy Spirit to write, but there is no comparison to the anointing and Spirit that the Holy Scriptures have. Of course, some will say that there are too many contradictions in the Bible, "whose to know what's true and what isn't"- but if the scriptures are read in the manner of a detective "weighing the evidence or sayings against each other and the amount of repetition of each saying that which is untrue or contradictory may be discarded and the truth of the matter and true scripture found". This is another reason we must search the scriptures- to find the truth and discern the evil from the good. Consider this book an owner's manual for the Holy Scriptures as I teach how to effectively read and use them. I haven't spent years studying ancient history. I haven't poured over countless numbers of books to get wisdom. I went to the source of wisdom , God. True wisdom can not be bought with money, only given by God. Here I come out of no where and in a few short years learn the greatest secrets in the world. Some people are bound to be upset who have studied books and in classrooms their whole lives and haven't found any real revolutionary wisdom or truth. Even the title of this book will probably ruffle some feathers and pride as it challenges conventional thinking and natural law. I've always heard the old sayings and been told them hundreds of times, and everyone's heard them the tried and often vague so called true wisdom, "If you want to change your life, change you attitude," or words to that effect, or a different form of those same words with the same meaning and effect. These sayings are platitudes- they say the "what" but they don't say the "how" or "why." But I wanted to know how (exactly how) do you create lasting change, change your attitude, change your Spirit and change you heart even, change your personality, change your destiny, change your life? All my life I've been a "why" person not a "what" person. I am usually against using labels to describe people, but to illustrate a point I think the world can be classified into two different groups of people, the "what" people and the "why" or "how" people on the other end of the spectrum. The "what" people in this world are the people who take what their leaders, friends, or the world says without question accepting it as truth. They assume or theorize that if a majority of people think a certain way than that's the way it is. If someone says to them you have to be a hardworker and do back breaking work all your life or you'll be a failure in life they believe it with out questioning whether or not it is a divine law or commandment. And the so called "perfectionists" of this world try to apply and force this new supposed truth onto those in their immediate sphere of influence without really knowing for themselves if it is really true; I call these people "what" people. "What" people tend to lead moderately successful lives according to the talents and weaknesses they have been assigned in life. Many "what people" are closed minded and set in their ways. Of course there are verying degrees of "what" and "why people" just like there are degrees of open mindedness and close mindedness. The category of "why" people or open minded people are the people like me who can't just accept something as truth without knowing for sure that it is true. These people need some way of knowing what is true and what isn't or we can't accept anything anyone tells us. Some of these "why" people are frequently looked down upon by many "what" people. On the extreme end of the "why" scale some are wanderers or rebellious or some look to escape the realities of life or seek to avoid pain and gain pleasure unconstructive ways. These people inevitably seem to have no direction in life. This book is obviously more for the "why" people than for the "what" people just as it is more for open minded people than close minded people. If you already have a preconceived notion that the things I talk about are impossible or you're not the type of person that believes in everyday miracles then what I write will be of little significance to you. The "why" people have a lot of potential and are often misunderstood by "what" people. Of course there are varying degrees of "what" and "why" people and some who are kind of inbetween straddling the fence if you will, accepting some things as truth without really knowing, but still retaining an open mind. The other end of the scale, the "what" people often feel they are never wrong because they base what they know on what the elite or prominent people of this world say or do or because of what they have read in a scientific textbook. These people will not accept many of the statements I have written or it comes in conflict with their rigid views of the way life is; such as for example- a dumb person or lower then average intelligence can never become smart, or some people are just born with a bad spirit and heart-. there's nothing they can do to change that. These people clearly do not recognize or understand the Spirit of truth or the awesome power of God. Unknowingly they close their mind off to this Spirit and consequently to the lesson or knowledge that can be obtained by keeping an open mind and heart. These people are the close-minded or stiff-necked people who rely on man's wisdom wholly and not on the Lord's wisdom or Spirit We live in a society that places value on the exterior or personality of individuals not the heart- whereas God looks on the heart (1 Sam 16:7). People like me have been misunderstood for centuries, because we don't initially show the outward signs of success. But once we achieve inner success we have unlimited potential as we tap into God's unlimited inspiration. Remember this-anyone and God is a winner. I want this book to change dummies or "less than smart people" into smart people even geniuses, social misfits to social geniuses, losers to winners, sinners to winners, weak to strong, sick to healthy, confused to clear, depressed to exalted, proud to humble, hopeless to hopeful, lonely to aloneness, dumb people to smart people, faithless to astounding faith and miracles, to satisfy the inner desire for wisdom/truth, genius, quickest, even appearance and countenance enhanced, you will make friends easier, wisdom above all and confounded by none, most sluggish to most quickest, personality changes, random revelations. The message of this book was more important to me than it's appearance. In time it will be revised and edited more. Anyone who has the Holy Spirit of Truth will know what I've said in this book is true; they will feel it. They may also feel opposition to this book, as I have. The evil one does not want real wisdom or the kind of things I've written about in this book known. The plan of the devil is to keep as many people as ignorant or in the dark as possible for as long as possible. If people really knew who they were and their potential with God as their helper, there would be an explosion of good works and achievements. God has the power to change and improve the heart. Don't ever think anyone is resigned to being second rate. The power of God can change your life in one minute. I was once one of the many cynics in the world who for whatever reason was blinded to the fact that God does reward the plentiful giver. God can't lie and is not unrighteous. This formula (the spirit formula) has the power to turn bad men to good men and good men to better men, and all the other things I have promised earlier. It all starts with this formula. If you mold and perfect this basic formula according to your own particular situation you have the power to achieve miracles. It doesn't take intelligence to tap into the love and power of God, some of those with the least amount of intelligence among us, yes even the mentally challenged are the most loving and express the love of God through them more readily. I'm reminded of a story about a mentally challenged young man who frequently as he would approach someone immediately embrace that person even if it was a total stranger to show his love and appreciation to that person. This teaches us a valuable lesson; every person living on this planet has invaluable and unlimited potential even in this life no matter who you are or your limitations/weaknesses. I think a common misperception in society is that because of some universal law not everyone has the potential to have a fulfilling and rewarding life. That there are haves and have not's; that if you're born with a certain heart or soul or intelligence level or personality you can't change or make your situation better. That's poppycock.. Chapter 4 "Anything is possible to him that believeth." As a bonus to following this formula you will find God, ''and you shall find me when you seek me with all of your heart". In my quest for truth I marked all the learned truths or commandments in the scriptures during a 9 month period. I was mostly unemployed at the time so I had plenty of time to do it. I reached a point where I had to know if there was a reason to keep living or I would die trying. Needless to say I found God, thankfully. Just to recap-take a couple 2 or 3 days and fast. You might want to drink a little bit of water every once in a while just to keep from dehydrating too much. Then read your favorite marked verses in the scriptures. If you have all the words of life in you or all the important scriptures in your mind you will really begin to tap into the power of wisdom. Towards the end of the 2 or 3 days as you are reading these most important scriptures you will feel the Holy Spirit move you to tears and you will feel the Spirit quickening your mind and your powers of imagination and creativity and comprehension. One tip for effective scripture reading is to read the scriptures not only to condemn yourself of any wrong doing, but also to visualize and imagine examples or corrective behavior to use in your own life. The key is to humble yourself. Don't imagine how others around you may be condemned by their sinning ways but how you might be condemned for yours. Not only is this a desirable way to quicken your mind and find God's Spirit again it also qualifies as part of the repentance process because you are in a sense at least trying to confess and forsake your sins through condemning yourself and then visualizing trying to forsake your sin. Also you might want to pray occasionally during these fasting days. Pray among other things for a change of heart and desire to do his will as well as forgiveness for your sins. I want this book to be for people from all religions and all walks of life. I'm not trying to promote any specific religion or sect. I believe everyone has the power within themselves to come unto Christ whether or not you belong to a particular religion. I was baptized into my own particular religion. But my intent is not to evangelize for any particular church but to "persuade all men to come unto Christ." Another good tip for seeking the Spirit is to minimize the distractions around you and if at all possible see the work of God's hand in nature. There's nothing as spiritually stimulating, peaceful, and conducive to the Spirit of wisdom as sitting by a flowing stream amongst the trees with mountains in the background or on top of a mountain looking down at the wondrous display of creation surrounding you. I guarantee if you have all your important and marked scriptures in your mind/memory and abstain from food to show your sacrifice and desire for repentance the Holy Spirit will manifest itself to you, quickening your mind and allowing you to tap into the Divine Genius powers that await you. It may take a little practice, but there's no limit to how many times you can apply this formula. Just remember the formula and you can't go wrong. I strongly recommend that you drink a little water every now and then when applying the formula. The more times you use the formula the stronger you will make the connection with the holy spirit and the more you will begin to see improvements in all areas of your life-you will have better confidence, intelligence, even a better personality-even your face will look happier. Your countenance will change as you take this Holy Spirit as a guide in your life, your learning will be greatly enhanced, and all the questions of life that you had to know will be slowly revealed (your eyes will be opened). Things that may not have made sense to you in the past will start becoming clearer. Your hope and confidence and any depression will be lifted and your ability and potential will skyrocket. With this new focus and confidence all you need to do is visualize winning in your life and watch the miracles happen. Write down your mistakes or sins and correct them at the end of each day. Write down your 10 greatest sins and figure out how to change them. "Eliminate the sin that so easily besets us". Eliminate your #1 weakness and watch your progression soar. I'm against using labels to describe people because I feel that ultimately we are all the same and have the same potential eternally. Of course there are some who will not choose to realize their potential in this life, but I think God gives us all a fair chance to choose to do so if not in this life the next.To use labels in identifying others is one of the lies propagated by the evil one. Using labels suggests limiting people to certain behaviors and promotes the kind of thinking that brings down rather than uplifts people. I feel labels are one of the biggest reasons for the destructive pride there is in the world. What it all comes down to is we're all the same weak shells- we can only be instruments in the hands of God. We are nothing in this life without God. All of us are dependent on God in one way or another. I couldn't get any satisfaction from any of the many jobs I had or satisfaction in my personal life. Nothing seemed real to me. Life seemed like just one big joke or catch 22 and I was the brunt of it. Have you ever felt that way? Well, maybe this book and the Spirit Formula will help. What you believe becomes your reality. If you believe you need a 9-5 job all your life than that becomes your reality. If you believe there's another way, you can and will achieve it God willing. I want this book to be for the everyday average joe, the way I was, out there thats heard it all a million times. I want to give that person something new, something real, something that works (the Spirit/ Genius Formula). If you believe you can make a living running ads in the newspaper, or buying and selling homes, you name it- you can do it. "Nothing is impossible to him that believeth." Before I only had limitations, now I have possibilities. Now I want to share a simple truth with you that will destroy much of the deceit and the lies in this world- "If you pay the price you can know anything,- If you want it bad enough and apply the Spirit Formula. I have designed this book to open and expand the mind of the reader. Is there only one way to skin a cat? I've tried to make this the best book ever written excluding any grammatical errors. Self-help books began to make sense when I had the Spirit quickening my mind- they never made sense to me or helped before. Also, you may have to apply the spirit formula to understand the rest of the book as it is written on a high level. Eliminate or try to eliminate your biggest weakness and your progress will increase dramatically in all areas of you life- "the sin that so easily besets us". I've developed certain simple strategies to fight sin. One of them is to pray for inspiration on how to overcome sins. I did and was led to a book that helped me understand more about keeping my body and it's passions under subjection/control (a key factor in the fight against sin). Chapter 15 explains more about this- the pleasure/pain principle. The spirit formula when applied gives increased concentration, memory retention, a new (fresh) outlook on life, releases negative emotions, immediately lifts you from a depression, makes you more energetic, your confusion vanishes, you feel more happy, more peaceful, and more loving. The inspiration just comes after applying the spirit formula enough. I was able to plan out my life as God opened the flood gates of inspiration and removed the confusion from my mind. I would recommend that you go through and mark the scriptures that you need the most help with or are inspirational to you in some way (maybe put a line out to the side of important scriptures), and put a mark in the top right hand corner of the page they're on to find them easily as you thumb through them later. Keep a written journal of inspiration. Sooner or later you'll forget the important truths you learn so you'll want to write them down. At least try the spirit formula- you have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Believe me I did not write this book on my own, it was given to me through inspiration of the Spirit. There's' no way I could have written this book by my own power. I was guided and inspired tremendously by the Holy Spirit. So many people read the Bible but they don't really believe it. You will get to a point where you will not only believe everything the bible says but you'll wonder if God didn't change the laws of the universe in according to what's written in the bible- its that powerful. I had lots of time, one year so I read through all the scriptures ( in 1 year) and gained a good understanding of the scriptures (which is very important). I underlined important truths or commandments I had particular problems with- which as I found out later was one of the best things I ever did. Chapter 5 Proverbs of the Spirit Proverbs given me by the Holy Spirit- The secret to life is not standing on your own two feet, its leaning on the Lord. The simple say that life is just a test, pass or fail, the wise say it is also a transformation. You don't find God by just going on a mission or being a missionary- you find God when finding God is your mission. A man/boy enters life when he takes the Holy Spirit as a guide, finds God, and keeps God's laws first and foremost. There is a mathematical formula for finding God/ Spirit- (an x amount of fasting plus an x amount of scriptures plus an x amount of prayer.) We came here to learn about love for people. Perfect charity and you're well on your way to winning the game of life. Its not that life sucks- its that you suck for life. You're not here to be handfed; you're here to handfeed. If life has nothing to offer you anymore its because you don't have anything to offer life. Anyone and God is a winner. Turn your scorning to mourning. If you don't take life seriously, you get taken seriously by life. When the only thing on your mind is minding the Holy Spirit that's when things start to happen If you don't control your thoughts, your thoughts will control you. You are never a loner if you walk with God. To get God behind you, you have to keep him in view. Sin is easier then righteousness but beware lest you be deceived. The world says reading is a waste of time, but God says your time or destiny is determined by what you read. The secret to wisdom is learning how to have the Holy Spirit and taking it as a guide. After the greatest battles come the greatest victories. Chapter 6 King of Kings, Lord of lords 4/4/98- I will do so much prayer and fasting so much so I cannot be denied within the bands of justice. My question or plea for God was- "show me the way". The inspiration I got from the Holy Spirit was in these words- "Jesus Christ is the way, follow his example, do what he did". Also when I asked "what should I do?"- the Holy Spirit told me, "serve your God with all your heart, might, mind, and strength the rest of your days." Other questions I have (that would be answered later) are "how do I overcome weaknesses and defects and have courage to withstand rejection. "What can I do to be happy- I'm all alone and no reason to live." Set my heart to understand and chasten myself. My questions for God were formulated on this day. 5/26/98 Had a change in countenance from scriptures (reading hard sayings). Read hard sayings with desire and acceptance. 6/8/97- I've learned to use and get Spirit. Inspiration-got it, have to torture myself (chasten myself through fasting and prayer 40 hrs- that's the secret (to be pure). Learn to chasten myself for sins to get in spiritual zone (punish myself) to be one with God receiving his help/inspiration- earn his help. Also inspiration- must know and do all scripture to receive more. Truth leads to light which leads to true happiness versus carnal gratification. I have 10 sins that trouble me that I need to repent of and prosper accordingly with Spirit/luck. The ten sins are: forgetfulness (of God), slothfulness, laziness, no hope, fear of man, lying, jealousy, envy, carnal thoughts (lust), lack of love (charity) and thought control. Also sadness and anger. Inspiration- Adulterous thoughts only lead to unhappiness- not Lord's way, leads to a decrease in Spirit/ divine help. The "poor me syndrome" comes because of other sins. 6/23/98- Inspiration- when down pray for comforter till tears of joy (thanks) to bear loneliness until I find someone. 6/25/98- I need to align myself with his purposes- be an instrument in bringing souls to Christ through repentance. 6/29/98- Found out today you can make yourself happy from within (purification) it doesn't matter if people like you. 7/13/98- Secret- cried tears of joy from knowledge of paying for sins- fasting, no radio, focus, prayer in heart for Spirit/joy to be happy. Connection given by God- dedication of prophets comes through forced suffering (fasting). Inspiration- pray to progress spiritually and receive inspiration then try or think of something different. Focus all thoughts directed to God. The power of his name: Before I found God I was at the end of my rope- suffering demonic attacks. At one point I heard the footsteps of a great evil spirit out in the mountains coming toward me and then choking/smothering me; I thought I was going to die under this intensely great evil presence that nearly suffocated me to death. As I thought I was going to die I was able to gasp out the name "Jesus" and it was taken away. Then in my mind I heard a voice telling me, "I can't keep doing this.(saving you)". I had been fantasizing suicide up to that point which was sinful as well as wasting time with games (board games, sports, etc.) trying to find an escape from depression. But I was not happy- that's when I decided to apply the spirit formula and my life changed (see Chapter 2- How to be a Genius). 7/13/98- Confessed and forsook with Lord's help cried, till I could not cry any more- repented and fasted many days- clear mind- imagined every detail of going back to church- it's my right and privilege. Even thought of what shirt I would wear and even paying my tithing. Gave 1/2 of all money I had and that's when things began to change dramatically- favor with people, secured a job I liked, etc. which reminded me of the widow who cast in all her living (into the church treasury) I can't over estimate the power of faith (giving prompted by an outpouring of the Holy Spirit). Do not bring a gift with a wicked/natural heart. You must give when you are in the Spirit/prompted by the Spirit or your giving will not have the same anointing/recognition from God or return (harvest) 7/20/98- Inspiration- Doctrine and Covenants is true- Spirit bore witness to me of the scripture "....only true church on earth with which I am well pleased. "Felt burning in chest and Spirit to tears when read about baptism of dead and temple marriage" I had fasted 20 hours and skimmed my underlined passages. Discovery made- everything makes sense when you have the Holy Spirit (life's big questions). Doubts and questions gone, mind totally comprehends and understands- It's an unbelievably feeling. I can learn and remember things through this Spirit, till tears for understanding. Align yourself to purposes of the lord is a big lesson in life to learn. Want what He wants. Discovery- all things the Holy Ghost can bear witness of- every commandment. Found secret of happiness again today- Holy Spirit (gives hope/ inspiration) through fasting and praying and scriptures- senses are heightened (food, scenery, joy , job)- details of goals and desires given. Visualized myself making a new friend and getting a new job. To love someone means to like them. You must find good qualities about them and concentrate on those. For any spiritual feat there must first be a purging. Man in his natural state is unclean/unworthy. It's back- see into each persons mind to benefit them. I want the ability to see through people, prophecy their outcomes. Seeing through/ perceiving /standing back and analyzing what people think- totally in control of my anger/emotions. Nothing phases me when I am perceiving and seeing through people. Focus on their reaction or what they thought for thought perception. Love all men (all man kind) Because I believed I could do miracles everyday, I did them. 3 days of progression, fasting, and no lust helped lead to great inspiration and direction for my life. Man has only given me lies and deceit my whole life. When you have learned to love being humiliated you are close to perfection 7/21/98- Bible has power and much wisdom; Book of Mormon has more power but less wisdom. Spirit gives a more powerful witness to Book of Mormon- Book of Mormon holds a special blessing and anointing. 7/23/98- The power of the mind, Inspiration- what you think is what you become. If I think I'm a scripture expert I become one. If you think you have the Holy Spirit act like you do and you will. Its all in the mind really (everyone's reality). If you think the Holy Spirit will help you say something to get a job you will eventually. If you believe it can happen- its possible- it becomes your reality- got this inspiration from the scripture from "if thou canst believe anything is possible to him that believeth." and "with God anything is possible." This is such an important concept- its one of the most important concepts I learned. When I really understood this truth and how to tap into the power of the Holy Spirit my life changed dramatically. How you treat the disadvantaged is the way God will treat you. 8/3/98 Inspiration- read all of the commandments (have them in mind things to do to be like Him). I have found that fasting 12:00 midnight Friday- Sunday 4:00 p.m. every week is ideal for me. (40hrs.). Applying spirit formula for 3 days in nature alone with God= a steady continual flow of divine genius/wisdom, Once again please see a doctor before fasting long periods of time. Fast and pray till I have paid the price of sins (His forgiveness), and I understand his thoughts about me till tears of thanks-till he gives me Spirit- cried for mercy till he heard. I have progressed from 24 hour periods to 38-40, and on occasion for the most wisdom I'll go 3 days fasting and applying formula. 8/4/98 Inspiration- I have changed my perspective from seeing life as a dog eat dog experience to a life full of opportunities. We must forgive others - "of you it is required to forgive all men". Another reason we are kept ignorant is for our protection. The purpose of life is to progress (we have the potential to be like God). The Great Experiment- The Secret to happiness/ power of Spirit/ spiritual guidance. The formula= x amount of fasting +x amount of praying +an x amount of scriptures(Fx+Px+Sx)=power of Spirit/ happiness/ inspiration from God. Process= Fast for 2 days and towards end read most important/controversial passages of the scriptures-the bible, book of mormon, etc. and pray to know if its true. Result=burning in bosom (chest) to tears, which is Spirit manifesting the truth of it. Other x factors= desire/pain (you have to pay the price to know), minimize distractions, repent or try to repent of sins and ask for forgiveness. Try the experiment: Take the Bible or Book of Mormon, find a quiet place to read it (with no distractions) preferably in nature. Fast a day (fasting 24 hours is a good place to start), pray that you'll have the spirit, (the Holy Ghost) come into you and tell you if its true. Read some of it and pay close attention to the Holy Spirit commandments or truths (gospel principles) in it. You can skip through the story parts just read important truths and hard to accept statements. While you're reading and concentrating on the commandments or gospel part the Spirit will tell you its true- you'll feel a swelling in your chest or a kind of burning feeling and you might start crying because you know the Holy Spirit's telling you its true. And pretty soon you'll be addicted to it and you'll want to read the whole book and then you'll start changing, your heart will start changing and you'll want to start doing the things its says like be baptized, be pure from sins so you can feel the Spirit more, and you'll start to progress and become more Christ-like. You'll want to be a good person, but you have to go into this experience with the right attitude. I mean you have to show God that you really want to be a better person so you really should fast a day to show you're willing to sacrifice (denying your body shows God how much you want His Spirit)- that should be enough for him to answer you. You can use this technique to see if anything is true (any books, etc.). Are you tired of depression? Throw off depression forever with this technique. The cure for depression is the Spirit, the Spirit of God. 8/10/98 One of the reasons for our ignorance of the spirit world and spirit dimension is for our own protection- if we knew all the things going on around us in the spirit world we would be more than a little distracted and perhaps paranoid. Discovery made- I have found that different groups of spirits live in different places. I am now able to perceive the spiritual atmosphere of a place. Some places are naturally a spiritual downer because there are more evil spirits there. Where as some places are spiritually uplifting because there are less bad spirits and possibly more pure or good spirits. I am able to sense and at times through the eyes of the spirit (with my spiritual eyes) see them (good or bad spirits). I have become more spiritually aware or in tune with the spiritual world. While visiting my parents house one time I felt the presence of an angry spirit. Then seeing and perceiving through spiritual eyes I saw an angry little demon about 3 feet tall following right behind my Dad as he entered the room. And as he was walking it was spewing out insults and foul language as if trying to influence my Dad's thinking and actions. All of us have been assigned these demons to torment/try us. I struggle more with demons of sadness/ depression. My spiritual eyes are beginning to open. I'm being permitted to see things I ordinarily would not be able to see. I know now that- This life is a battle between the lusts of the flesh and the will of the spirit. One of the things holding me back in life and I didn't even realize it until I tried the technique was releasing my negative emotions (sadness and anger) and coming back to love- pictured my sadness and anger towards someone and then loving them to release negative feelings. 9/3/02- Spiritual progress galore- tried love enemies/sad angry love to release negative spirits and still couldn't get rid of angry spirit. So I said "In the name of Jesus I command this angry spirit to leave in the name of Jesus and that my mind be filled with the Holy Spirit. then I pictured Spirit coming into my mind and thought I believe/I receive from Jesus- it then left instantly (the angry spirit and all anger) this was due to the connection I felt and feeling the Spirit. Then, not more than a few hours later, as I was asleep a demon of lust entered my dreams as a female sitting close to me and acting lovingly to me. Instantly, because of my spiritual in-tuness I recognized it for a demon of lust and cried out in mind, "in the name of Jesus I banish you spirit of lust in the name of Jesus -I command you to leave." As soon as I thought this I awoke and visibly saw it leave my chest/heart area. It was about a foot long, and looked like a small lion demon. It arose away from my chest as if being slowly drawn out by some invisible force. and lust was gone. 8/13/98- praying for change of heart to go to church and have righteous desires. Why would I let this piddly little lusts of the flesh problem stand in the way of being great and enjoying this great time and plan and blessings and instead be a tawdry person. Look for the excitement or adventure good things or possibilities (opportunities not a dog eat dog-perspective) and good things will follow don't worry about what people think of you or little irritations. Inspiration- ask and think of possible solutions to questions and tell Him and information gathered from scriptures (be a detective of truth). Learned through Holy Spirit that happiness is God (learning gospel principles doing and receiving Spirit (joy). Also in my search for knowledge what motivates me is figuring out new things about life. I know from experience that hours of creative genius from God is directly proportionate to success. Applied knowledge is righteousness I believe many great men in history were divinely inspired. Abe Lincoln was inspired by divine genius. You can figure out how to have more confidence or how to be the best at whatever you do. You might want to try fasting before a job interview or other important situations in your life. This book may be ahead of its time and may be misunderstood by some people. What I wish to share is the greatest secret in the world, the secret of life-(how to get the Holy Spirit)- chapter 2. 8/15/98- The secret of happiness is having the Spirit being Spiritually minded not carnally minded and applying gospel principles. You have to figure it out yourself- you can't learn it in church. Nothing I ever say or anyone else says is going to convince you to live all the gospel principles- you have to figure it out for yourself. I didn't have a firm enough foundation so when troubles came I didn't have a strong enough knowledge and relationship with my Father in Heaven. It took me a while to learn to depend on the Lord. I just felt sorry for myself and didn't care. Then I learned to depend on the Lord, trust in the Lord, because it was the only way to keep my sanity or go on with life. It just got to a point where life was so frustrating, and I got so depressed that I had to turn to the Lord. That was the turning point- that was where I found God at the lowest point (the most depressing time) that's when I turned to the scriptures and fasting and prayer. For the first time in my life I started to really understand the scriptures and started to build a firmer foundation. I started to read the scriptures with the Spirit and search the scriptures without any distractions- things then began to make sense and after awhile I knew that in order to keep progressing I had to go to church again and pay tithing and fear God more than man. That's when I recognized the blessings of sacrifice- The fruit of obeying the commandments, which is having the power and knowledge of the Spirit (which is happiness) to guide your steps. Going to church everyday for a thousand years isn't going to help you at all unless you learn to have the Spirit and search the scriptures without any distractions and things begin to make sense. Then after awhile I knew that in order to keep progressing I had to go to church and pay tithing and fear God more than man. In my opinion that's why we're on this messed up planet, to know the evil so we may prize the good- and appreciate the Holy Spirit or the Holy Ghost and let it guide us in our lives and choose it willingly. I really didn't know my Father in Heaven enough or learn to rely on the Spirit before. I guess I learned the mechanics of the gospel but I really didn't understand why I was doing it. I had too many questions and not enough answers. In the scriptures it says, "I fasted and prayed many days to know these things of myself". I don't think any of us are just born with great faith or a testimony/witness of all things. I think its something we work at constantly, and I think its more of a process of progression. I don't think any of the prophets in the scriptures were born prophesying. In my opinion that's a level of spiritual progression they worked hard to get. 8/15/98- Inspiration- take 100 percent responsibility for situation in life (not cynicism). If I'm applying gospel principles and changing, going to church, pay tithing, and helping people I'll be happy. For everything bad that happens something good happens. Figuring out why bad spirit came led to figuring out good inspiration. Learn to love the pain of it (fasting, going to church, challenges, etc.) Ask better questions. I'm ready now, my mind is a sponge for truth. The more I picture/ imagine him (believe) the more real and present he becomes. Also must pray to remember how to overcome poor me syndrome or cynicism. Also, don't use vain repetition of any prayer. Learn different ways of saying it using scriptural language. Think W.W.J.D. (what would Jesus do) and do it. Forgetfulness is one of my biggest problems from distracting negative/evil transplanted thoughts. Figured this out logically with Holy Spirits help after reading scriptures. Need to remain unspotted from world. 9/12/98- Chastening for my sins (loss of preservation) brought me to repentance (deprive body/fast to remember Jesus Christ). Towards end of fast read scriptures pleading for Spirit to understand and enlighten them and my mind to really understand them. Brought back remembering instances where I should have testified or witnessed to someone. Naturally I have to many weaknesses but with the Spirit I am preserved and not confounded which is a miracle. My life is an example or miracle or testimony to me of Christ/Holy Ghost. I can recognize when I feel the Holy Spirit enter. I need to align myself with his purposes (bringing souls to Christ in repentance) be an instrument in his hands. Love the disadvantaged and Jesus will love you. Reason telepathically. Fortify my weakest point is the key. Study prophets and do what they did. When I have sayings of all scriptures stored in my mind then I feel Spirit. Purge myself, don't think of worldly things like lusts of the flesh. You need lo humble yourself to Gods will that's when you'll find God and find true happiness. When you repent and do 3 things (fasting, scriptures, prayer) you'll find God and feel his Spirit. If you do enough fasting, scriptures, praying you will know. Someone told me the other day they thought it was stupid to worship some unknown God- that its a waste of time. That's the statement of someone who hasn't found God yet. There is a way to know God. There's basically only 3 things you have to do (fasting, scriptures, prayer in that order)- if you do enough of each of these 3 things God will reveal himself to you. It's so easy everyone and anyone could know that God exists and that he is accessible. Its possible to spend only 2 days fasting with reading underlined scriptures and find the truth. There are a few other minor details that come into play like not having any distractions and wanting it more than life itself (be sincere). You might have to experiment but basically its an x amount of fasting plus an x amount of scripture reading plus and x amount of prayer= finding God and secret to happiness. Ask for a change of heart to want to be perfect like Jesus so you can feel his Spirit. Only 2 problems you might have- distractions (but you can go to mountains out in nature) and desire (you have to want it more than sleep, food, and other people's company etc.). Do this and you can't be denied. Sometime when you're feeling down and you want to know if God's really there try this experiment. His Spirit can come into you and tell you if what you're reading its true while you're reading. Pray to have the Holy Spirit tell you if it's true. That's when you'll have a change of heart and happiness. The more you become like Jesus (being more perfect) the more often you'll feel this Spirit/ happiness. 11/28/98- I've had a good year this year. I've really been blessed spiritually and temporally. I was reborn. I finally figured out the secret to happiness and the secret to life. I know how to get the Spirit now- through fasting, scriptures, and prayer. I guess one difference between now and then is that I didn't realize the reward for doing good. I was like the guys Malachi talked about in Malachi 3:14-15 "ye have said it is vain to serve God: and what profit is it that we have kept his ordinance, in that we have walked one fully before the lord of hosts? And now we call the proud happy: yea, they that work wickedness are set up; yea they that tempt God are delivered.". Also I got a spiritual witness of the scripture, "In as much you have done it to the least of my brethren, ye have done it unto me." Do my goals for serving others and I will be blessed seven fold. To know the power of God apply the Spirit Formula then it becomes real, but can't be spotted by world for 3 or 4 days. Can't think of personal gratification. To believe Him means to purge yourself. Purify your heart- pure and noble thoughts- secret is controlling thoughts. Confess your unworthiness, your insignificance. Plead with God to show me the way until tears of joy/thanks. 12/2/98- Spirit inspired- I have many tares in my soul that need to be taken out. Also more importantly bring forth fruit, an hundred fold. Goal= 100 each year. 1 fruit= doing (washing) dishes for someone, give back money owed to someone, church, tithing, compliment someone, Also I'm starting to think scripturally and like Jesus which has been a big key for me. When needing to cleanup papers I thought, "I need to put my house in order, and I don't need my job- there's only one needful thing and that is the Spirit of God" Thought of Jesus's wit and higher (spiritual) thinking. Crying out loud in heart to Jesus. 12/16/98- Inspiration from Spirit- Life is a molding experience not just a test. We are like clay in the potters hands. God is molding us to have his desires and joy and dream like he does which is true happiness. Your good works are not as important as developing your desires and dreams and aspirations in line with the Lord's (homeless shelter, bring souls to righteousness). This is wisdom and a common misconception. Retaliation by evil to my spiritual progress makes me stronger or at least it does right now. Commit works to God (van for volunteering, etc.) Healing of eyes for preparedness/ service/ total devotion. Some weapons against enemy- hymns pleading to Jesus. Thinking like Spirit- so he can kill anyone, big deal, I fear not man only God who can destroy spirit. Thought of saying this to someone- "You know the laws or commandments of men well but do you know and keep the higher laws of God? Such as not oppressing the poor on the sabbath, not persecuting your brother ,and loving your neighbor?" Remember just ask and you'll receive- prophecy, job, spouse, healing, desires. But ask in faith. What does that mean exactly, how do you get your faith exactly to that point where all you have to do is ask? I'll answer that question as we go on. Felt spiritual impression "He loves us single people so just do our best in finding a companion". 12-20-98- Learned to talk clearly to God in mind. Picture a previous experience in my life (pictured hugging someone who hurt me) when reading scriptures-"Forgive all men in your heart". Reading in Spirit profits more. Joy in what God joys in is key and only what he joys in not in games/tv etc. Remember if you can't abide the law you can't abide there. Purity and inspiration go hand in hand. Think- seek wisdom not riches. I transformed my covetous energy that I was feeling toward a material possession to fasting reading the scriptures and staying pure. Be not idle like wasting time on board games or tv. Read scriptures with "I need to.." attitude, correcting myself with scriptures like "forgive all men" etc. Find prayer places. Formulated question, "how can I be strengthened to overcome my sin for consistency of Spirit?" I know how to get salvation (greatest gift) through following Christ's example- having charity. The secret to happiness is The Comforter. 1/30/99- Key is to tune in to Lord's thoughts (control thoughts by focusing on love for someone because of kindness or for someone's sacrifices for their kids etc.) Reminded of scripture "Thy thoughts are not my thoughts". Give God glory not myself- I fear God not man. Cried tears of joy in thanks for thinking his thoughts, words of life. That's why tv and radio are bad, (they keep us from His thoughts). I trust in Lord to be preserved (keep commandments). Remembered taking a kick me tag off of someone being teased- Christlike. Fight to control thoughts not thinking about negative people doing me wrong, even to losing a night's sleep, all thanks to alert clear mind from Spirit- made strong in Christ (weaknesses) not so much me preserved as love for other person. Thoughts of God, my unworthiness, etc. Wisdom is even greater than being on time for work. Everything's totally clear right now, it's an amazing feeling. Cried till tears of joy and all night cried, through chastening of Lord (bothered by police) I progressed. Through my suffering I learned wisdom/obedience. Christ is my sleep. Today I had a humble meek attitude to men. Remember fear God not man and give thanks for everything= "twinge" of Spirit and influence for mercy. With all my heart telepathically- like, ask for Spirit, pure heart, mercy, and to love others like they were Christ. 1/12/99- I can figure something out by asking questions while reading the scriptures. Handled a matter wisely and returned good for evil. 2/18/99- Bingo! Spiritual inspiration- secret to controlling your life is controlling your thoughts consistently on a moment to moment basis. Cease not to pray, pray always- have charity- the love of God. My biggest weaknesses at work are- fear of man, slothful, lust, anger. 2/2/99- Opened a well spring of inspiration from saying thank you, God outloud before sleep for stressful situation with someone (because of opportunities to learn and figure out lessons I need to learn, exalted through reproach of Christ. Not many people know God or the Holy Spirit Living life for me right now is like being a detective- maybe if I figure it out everything in life early veil will be dropped like finishing a test early. Through my sacrifice (fasting) and obedience (suffering reproach of Christ/ soft answer) I earn wisdom. The spirits around us want to affect our world. Many inventions have come through inspiration asked of God and received. Be content with what I have- lose my life and desires is key. Prayed to be ready for opportunity to share knowledge of Spirit/God. 2/28/98- I'm proving all of the scriptures for myself- Spirit bore witness to me today (a swelling in the chest) of "give to him that asketh" (borroweth) and, "whomsoever would compel thee to go a mile", and "swear not at all", and "he that is angry with his brother is in danger..." Only use righteous indignation once in awhile. Everything's clear right now- I feel now like I did at 6 years old confidence wise. Nothing anyone says even phases me (in the fear of the Lord is strong confidence). My thought control is unbelievable now. The reward for doing good and being pure and being morally clean (resisting evil and sin) far outweighs losing a nights sleep. Everyday chores don't even seem hard when I'm "on" with the Spirit and wisdom is flowing constantly like milk and honey. Don't shut off Spirit/inspiration by thinking my old thoughts or idle talk or foul language ("whatsoever cometh of more than these is evil").- 2/29/99- Making a connection with Spirit- brainstorming on God is happiness- so we can't be completely happy or receive a fullness of joy or increase until the next life/ we are Gods. Making others happy is what makes God happy so it makes us happy when we become Gods.- I need to trust in Lord's wisdom/ timing. When you don't get something you want right away, God usually gives you something better later. 3/3/99- Cried tears of thanks to God for making my weaknesses strong and blessing me (slurring/minor stuttering problem, insecure, lack of thought control, lust, bad hearing, reproach, bad attitude, humility, charity, energy for work, countenance improved, humor, wisdom, opportunity to bring souls to Christ, preservation- hearts of enemies or those I come in contact with softened, food/clothes, respect of peers and self, mercy , van material possessions. Put it to rest, I can't attain a fullness of joy in this life (be completely happy) just be thankful hearted. Sharing Christ's love to others (charity) "by this shall men know ye are my disciples" I need to "shew" myself friendly. To believe in someone and hope for them is love- "I know you can do it" attitude and praying for them every night. Think of people's good qualities to love them (their charisma, sense of humor, etc.). Tell my kids someday to show belief in them- if there's one thing I like about you its that I know when the pressure's on you'll make the right decision- rather then expressing doubt and unbelief in their abilities. Wanting self-gratification is selfishness. Love endureth and is patient therefore stop lusting.- Treat others as yourself. Some places allow me to think more clearly than others such as in the mountains and secluded areas. Got inspiration in one of my favorite places to think- I'm not progressing as rapidly at job because of fearing man not God and also due to lack of Spirit/love. Forget what their thoughts are and concentrate on what God is thinking. I like Love/humor qualities so show them to others. When I'm not concerned about anything but gaining God's favor/Spirit not even work performance that's when it happens- I receive an outpouring of the Spirit. Don't focus on money just God's favor. I learned to be humble by harsh words. It rips me of false pride and makes me turn to the Lord. With the Spirit I can read much faster, comprehend, and retain it better. Overcome evil with good. Love neighbor as self. I need to give God credit for any wisdom attained, not myself. Listen to his inspiration. Better to have job and learn socially/spiritually and earn money then being bored just reading- so be thankful happy for my job. Don't talk of things of the Spirit unless all the words of life are abiding in you. Every bad thing that has happened to me, I've been able to use for good. 4/8/99- Realized through inspiration of the Spirit that the poor and needy are treasures like gold doubloons walking down the street. Because of the feeling you get which is Christ's love and reward- like giving a coat to a homeless person. Actually to make another "connection"- everyone is a treasure. Do something for people that they would show gratitude for or be grateful for. 4/17/02 Humble yourself and respect authority. I need to repent of the fact that sometimes I love the reward of sin more than Him. "You sent your word and healed my disease. You are my Lord my Healer." I thank and praise Him- for when I have spiritual freedom I am set free from evil influences for a time. You should love your neighbor and not hate him. Those who don't repent will be punished by God. We've really been blessed by the hand of God. King of kings, Lord of lords- the power of His name- As I was waking up a gray cloud covered me and still half asleep I said, "I hate you Satan" It replied, "I know you do". Fully awake I said, "I cast you out in the name of Jesus." The gray paralyzing cloud then vanished. 5/6/02 Show love and kindness for anger. Those who permit oppressive behavior and don't do anything about it will share in the responsibility for it. Be a light in the darkness. Don't forget the God Factor. God doesn't make you earn his respect does he? Everyone should be treated with respect and kindness. God is good to everyone. 7/10/02 The more I hate l the flesh, the less power the devil has over me. Sin is a waste of time. 7/12/02 He saved my life. He gave me His Spirit. He gave me hope, power, love, and made me more like Him. The purpose of this existence is to allow us to become more God-like. Schedule something for Christ. The Lord has something more important for me today besides wasting time watching tv. Where you are with God is more important. Go help others. 7/16/02 I must do a lot to make up for my sins. 4/24/01 God tells me it is right- through the Holy Spirit- to give to the poor/needy. This is pure religion. Try to give as much as I can every week. If you only knew the power of and love of God you would turn to him in a second. There's no power or life in wickedness, it leads to death. Righteousness leads to life and glory- be perfect and upright. Add value to people's lives- help them. Prayed to be chastened with hunger and I had little or no energy to even walk but was filled with the Holy Spirit. 4/27/01 A big sin is caring more about the praise of the world instead of the praise of God. You can always repent. You should and might as well enter into the gate as soon as possible; it's pretty cold on the outside away from God's love. God will certainly forgive you. There is a great punishment for picking on the weak. There is a great reward for doing good and a huge punishment for doing evil. That's something I didn't realize until after I learned to receive from the Holy Spirit. "I do always those things that please Him". I love this scripture that describes Jesus. He is the King of kings Lord of lords. Hallelujah, hallelujah. Chapter 7 The Spirit of Solomon 4/12/99- Inspiration received in a wilderness area+Proverbs +Psalms+fasting- got sinning because of my social weakness by fearing man (rejection) not God. I need to love my neighbor as myself +open my mouth to praise God, share wisdom, and "wash the feet of my fellow man". I need to serve, praise, love others, and turn souls to Christ. Remember "feed my sheep". Think of each person as a gold piece (of great worth) to rest with those you've helped in heaven. Lose myself in service to Christ. Why does my soul linger in the valley of sorrow- because of my weaknesses of the flesh. When you think about God's laws first not man's laws you enter into life. I'm 100% better in everything I do now that I try to keep God's laws first. I'm not trying to preach or anything. I'm just trying to tell it like it is. Keep God's laws in your mind and try to keep them and you will progress spiritually. Read scriptures to correct myself- like, "a diligent hand prospereth". 4/11/99- Everything he says is so true, (the Proverbs of Solomon). When I do the things God wants me to do he gives me His Spirit. The greatest boost in my spiritual progression would be to turn souls to righteousness, tell of the spirit and of Christ, give wisdom, and share my love for the scriptures. 4/24/99- Experienced unbelievable brain power from Spirit- missed half of a ball game I was watching just from thinking in the Spirit. Blocked out half of game while thinking in the Spirit. Secret was to apply the Spirit Formula and turn my anger to love enemies. Spiritual Genius Hood was reached today. I must thank my guardian angels or mediator spirits by giving glory to God and turning souls to righteousness. Helping others to unlock their potential even change their personality. I need to remember constant daily repentance- while reading scriptures repent of sins. Think to myself, "how did I sin today,"- and thought I beguiled once, I was angry once, etc.. I know how Job (of the bible) felt- today I was on fire with Spirit inspiration. It reminded me of the scripture "all men shut their mouths and their tounges clinged to the roofs of their mouths" Was able to imagine in detail future goals and achievements with improved brain power. Fasting could help make my calling and election sure. Today I was on fire with Holy Ghost. I was humble/innocent, while giving wisdom, I imagined "the very gates of ... shook" as I imparted wisdom. I was explaining the benefits for the here and now of having the Spirit/Holy Ghost and unlocking our potential- having whatever we want. I pictured myself quoting scripture word for word and imparting wisdom. Focus on what God thinks not on what others are thinking. What to focus on besides lusts of the flesh- would be baptizing someone, making a new friend, doing service, volunteering, or showing love to someone. I now have the ability to make the impossible possible with the Holy Spirit. I tell better stories. I'm a more intelligent talker. I'm starting to have successful relationships/ dates. I hate sin, it holds back my progress and my ability to be a hero with God. Sinning affects my ability to affect lives, and help others. Some people need to spend more time repenting and less time in trivial pursuits. You must learn to hate sin. Spirit tells me not to go fishing so much because it detracts from my real purposes in life. Through feeling God's love I'm able to expand my feelings and realize my desires. Someday I'm going to write a book and explain things the way they are. 4/23/99 Mark things that apply to you from the book of Proverbs in the bible, and try to do what it says and your brain power increases the more time you put into it. 4/23/99 A bad spiritual place had no effect on me because of prayer. The Holy Spirit is a genius, and God is a genius. One of my biggest strengths I think is that I don't care what people think about me usually. I am overcoming everything with the Holy Spirit. The word is out on me in the real world (the spirit world) The Spirit of Wisdom, the Spirit of Solomon is with me now. Right now I am a genius. The Truman Show reminds me of my life right now. I feel like I'm being watched by the seen and unseen. I didn't quit- I had faith I would be forgiven and I was. Figured out how to be a millionaire- buy a house for 150k sell for 170k, make a 15-20k profit. Can't be lazy though or may lose spirit and money. Keep same standard of living when rich. Buy a homeless shelter, a store for the poor. Remember the scripture- "I was hungry and you fed me...". Don't be afraid of people because God will give you ten times what you give Him. Tell people how you have changed your life with the Holy Spirit, and how you can feel joy and the love of God while you are here in this world. Onward, until you have wisdom and you are full of the Holy Spirit and you have all the words of life/the scriptures in your minds and hearts. Why wallow in sin. Leave everything of this world. Give all your sins to know Him and progress to unlock your full potential. God teaches me to work better. Behave wisely in all your ways. I'm like Mr. Perfect- no mistakes- with The Holy Spirit. During Holy Spirit thinking mode- figuring out things and asking out loud. All things are ordered as quickly as you are worthy for them. Thinking like I were God is the key. Pictured God saying, "He still struggles," to an angel. "He has no direction. I will give him the direction of the Spirit when he asks". If I could just remember the lessons and wisdom I've forgotten, I'd be invincible. Learn to love the battle of thought control. Be humble /noble. I am an ant- "Why does he love me?". I am weak and despised, but a son of God with potential for good in bringing in other souls etc.. Christ's love is the only thing with power. I'm going to make Him happy. Anything that would make Him feel good and attract light/Spirit. We are here to learn lessons from others- compassion/love. Suicide is sin. Get up by 8 am to conquer idle thoughts. Chapter 8 How to be a David and kill Goliaths 5/17/99- David prepared, took advantage of opportunities, and believed. His story is a tale of a classic evil (Saul) versus classic good (David) and it was a movie quality life- just as our lives can be. We can be anything we want to be- just believe. . Brain was changed after I plead for courage to withstand rejection. Because of praying for courage it made me more courageous, I had no fear- resolved to find the right companion for me. 6/2/99- There's a greatness in a prophet being poor but inviting people to dinner with nothing but johnny cake. God shows me consequences of my sin- fear, torment, and laughter during dreams. Bore witness to the scripture "there is no rest for wicked". We will build our own Zion or mansions by what we do here in this life- like works for the poor and love given. I want to accomplish at least a good job and wife. The difference between a loser and a winner is in their fantasies. That's a great ball players secret, his win fantasies. A great ball player visualizes winning. Start failing to start changing/learning. Fasting period needs to be long enough. Don't be an escapist- live life. Love grace given for pain or sacrifice endured in living a Godly life. The Lord blesses you according to your worthiness. Once you learn to love suffering knowing Christ is giving you more power/ spirit/ joy you are near perfection. If you think you're a winner you are one. Say, "my life's getting better everyday". Need to set my mind to getting a good job by imagining interview, clothes I will wear, etc. Turn on getting goal like good ball teams do in the 3rd quarter of a game. I've divided my life into 4 quarters and decided I want to turn it up a notch to achieve my goals now in this quarter of my life. I need to go out in the main arena and achieve my goal. I may fail at first but I'll learn from my failures. Dwell on past winning moments. I need to set my goals for tomorrow. What I want to be said about me- he had love for everyone, connected with everyone, affected lives for good, was wise, loved his wife and kids, turned many souls to righteousness, feared God greatly. Within next year by the year 2000 I want to have a good job. I need to be specific with my goals. Try hundreds of places. Get a good job in sales. In other words set your mind to getting a good job by imagining interview clothes where how etc.. Get help from Spirit to achieve goals. Main goal is having Spirit right now- can't have any bad thoughts. 6/6/99- Showing friendship for enmity. There's something great about selfless giving when you're poor. Give God praise and gratitude continually. If you don't control your thoughts your thoughts will control you. Do a kindness once a day like giving lunch to poor. Make your fantasies about doing good and showing love. Your outcome in life is determined largely by what you figure out and learn along the way. Life is one big mystery those who find out the most will win. When you find the secret that with God you can do anything and give up your life and desires and follow only His commandments that's when you find success. Anyone and God is a winner. When my goals are God's goals I experience success. You'll be surprised at what you achieve when your goals are God's goals. Wisdom is born of desire. If you want to know bad enough you can know anything. Looked out over cliff and saw the distance and opportunity in my life which convinced me to make a change of location and move to a different city. After a depressing thought said, "I will succeed as much as anyone else. I will prove that with God anything is possible. I need to say, "I am a winner" after any depressing thought. Sinning and thinking is a bad combination- it can lead to suicidal thoughts. Learning wisdom is exciting. Get back excitement/greatness/wisdom. Purge and replace until I know his thoughts about me. Get in spiritual zone/one with God. Forget world and delight myself in things of God. One of my strengths or sometimes weaknesses is being able to obsess (with Holy Spirit/ wisdom/progression). I found the missing connection! Enthusiasm + spirit zone (from spirit formula) /wisdom=greatness/happiness/ progression. Enthusiasm (for the things of God) + imagination= unstoppable by the devil or anyone, the best. Scriptures + purity + purging= wisdom. I'm missing enthusiasm to be unstoppable (like Paul the Apostle). Get rid of silly covetousness and rise to greatness with God and man. Covet to have God's favor/love. Covet wisdom, greatness, enthusiasm, and chastening myself. Frustrate tormentors to ridicule and will get a good job, because if not I will achieve prophet level or wisdom beyond comprehension and power to turn many souls to righteousness. Why set my sights on trivial things in life when I can know secrets of life, power, spirit, exalting joy, and happiness versus empty fleeting passions. Serving the lusts of the flesh is not even worth the bother really. It was my enthusiasm that did it for me to be one with God. It was my only hope and when it was it became a great hope. When I forsake the truly vain things of this world that's when great things start to happen in my life. Have to have spirit to speak with power. Use phrases of wisdom from the Spirit like- when the only thing on your mind is minding the spirit that's when things start to happen. Why wallow in sin? When you don't have anything to give and you give it anyway- that's the meaning of life. Think of rewards of success- a better home, a family. Focus on desire- on a good paying job, house, etc. not on fear of failure. Make things happen- don't let things happen. You either follow Christs example or die there is no other way. Said, "oh how I hunger for righteousness (the Spirit) then felt it. This life is just a drop in the bucket and if you endure it to the end staying true to gospel commandments you're set for the rest of eternity. If not you'll be unhappy for eternity. Don't get stressed, be happy with the Spirit. Show and receive love with gratitude. Progress at work with His laws not man's laws- it's not suppose to be fun. Just endure. Purge out lust thoughts- hunger for Spirit. 7/15/02- Due to controlled lust- I got good inspiration- the Spirit of wisdom and greatness is back. because of a prayer in a good place in the mountains. Ignored distractions to pray and think.Obsess to success. Obsessing is the only way I will ever be great. I've never accomplished anything in life without obsessing over it. I was alone with God once, for just a little while, after having applied the spirit formula, and wisdom and ideas just came like milk and honey flowing into my mind-things only God would know. There is only one needful thing and that is the Spirit. If you don't do anything with this life you won't get a reward. Loneliness leads to greatness if you're alone with God. From Holy Spirit- He (the devil) knows you're happy with your wife and wants to change that. One of the greatest stories of courage the world has ever know other than Christ's atonement for our sins of course is the story of the boy David defeating the Giant Goliath. Teddy Roosevelt said: "It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly; who errs, and comes short again and again, who does actually strive to do the deeds who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself, in a worthy cause; who, at the worst, if he fails at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat." Chapter 9 The Secret To Happiness 6/16/99- In this book you will find the secret to happiness and answers to all of life's problems. That's quite a hefty claim to make. I know what you're thinking, "if only it were true" Well it is.- I didn't really learn about the Holy Spirit until I was age 23. It wasn't until I was 23 years old that I found God and figured out how to take the Spirit as a guide and learn from it And it was at almost the lowest point of my life. I mean its all nice and everything to talk about being kind, honest, paying your tithing, and keeping the sabbath day holy, but if you don't know how to take the Holy Spirit as a guide, sooner or later you're going to falter and none of that other stuff matters at all. None of that stuff is worth a dime if you don't know how to be happy through the Holy Spirit. How do you feel happy? By having the Holy Spirit. Happiness= the Holy Spirit- its that simple. Sometimes the Spirit can be felt by giving and showing love to others- that's one way to get it. Talks about faith and prayer are great. I mean that's wonderful and everything, but its all nothing until you learn the secret of life- the Holy Spirit- or until you actually find God and know his thoughts about you. I've already explained in Chapter 2- "How to be a Genius" how to get the Holy Spirit as it has been revealed to me. We're always going to be unsure and not really progressing very much if we don't first learn about the how and why of the Holy Spirit. maybe what I'm saying rings a familiar bell or there's probably someone thinking- "What's he talking about, how does he know all this?". I think it's a common misperception we have that all we need to do is just do all the good things we can and yet we forget to seek and use the Lord's help. To me all my life up until I found God it seems like I've been trying to bake bread without yeast- so to speak- or trying to start a fire without a match. Or like taking a calculus class without learning pre-algebra first. I mean you can't just walk into a calculus class and expect to get straight A's without having learned basic math. That's how my life has been for a long time- I just never figured out the basis for progression or the most important thing in life you base everything else on- or how to find the truth of all things. I just had too many questions and not enough answers. It just never crossed my mind that what I needed to learn was how to get the Holy Spirit in order to progress. Now that I look back on it, I wasted a lot of time struggling and just being lost, not to say that I'm not still just a little lost, but at least I have a guide or helper now. I mean, I can't do it alone. Alone I'm nothing- I 'm the weakest, but with God I can do anything I believe I can do. With God's help I can do anything. So I would just like to encourage everyone to make that a top priority in your life if it isn't already- to find out more about the Holy Spirit, how to get it, and how to use it- to better your life and others' lives. I am not trying to minimize the importance of kindenes, hope and all that other stuff- that's great- those things are great things obviously, but they're not the most important thing. There is only one needful thing and that is the Spirit. What if I told you there was a mathematical equation for acquiring the Holy Spirit (given in chapter 2)? Some would probably say, "Yeah right, you can't use something as scientific and definite as a mathematical equation to define something abstract like receiving the Holy Spirit from God. Guess what? The scriptures are chalk full of specific formulas and acquiring the Holy Spirit is no different- if you do action A, you get result or reaction B. I've tried it and proved it many times and it always works if I do it right- so I know it would work for anyone with practice. Of course there are some conditions that apply- you have to repent of your sins or at least try. You can't be distracted by other sources while you are trying to seek the Lord. You need to repent. You need to have the desire to have the Holy Spirit- you need to want it more than life itself even. 6/16/99 I won't be the loser critic, I'll be the perennial loser who will win or overcome eventually. The more resistance I get from evil, the harder I try- until they learn I'm the underdog who will rise too greatness with God's help. My life is starting to be almost movie-like with classic evil versus classic good. I am a nobler me when I have the Holy Spirit to a certain degree or level. With the Holy Spirit I can't be rattled or shaken. I'm wiser now and God is on my side. My tormentors become helpless with rage and jealousy of me. I blow them away with God's wisdom from the Holy Spirit. For the first time I finally like myself, even love myself. Turn evil attacks around subconsciously with Spirit to abase the proud. They don't know I'm a winner- I need to show them. "The wisdom of the wise is foolishness to fools" If all the conditions are right then apply the formula and I can almost guarantee you will find God and know his thoughts about you. You will find the Holy Spirit, happiness, and the peace you want- the stable guide you will need in this hectic world. If you do enough of these 3 things you cannot be denied- fasting, scriptures, prayer- you can not be denied. That's the biggest secret there is in life. I hope someone can benefit from this. This is the cure for loneliness, depression, sin, lack of motivation. Don't pass up an opportunity to share a little bit of what I've learned with people. I'm focusing on praise of man and food instead of the things of God 6/16/99 God is the only one who's always there. We just have to pay the price to have him there. I would like to bless all the lonely people in the world like me. Sinning by placing praise of men higher than the love of God. I must have forsaken God somehow or displeased him with worldly thoughts and not thanking Him enough for wisdom- not prizing it enough. You are never a loner if you walk with God. I forgot to pray always. I will never not be where I said I would be, I know how it feels to be let down. 6/17/99 Walks in the pristine beauty of nature help to clear the mind. Reading the D&C with the Holy Spirit of wisdom= more wisdom given from God. The Spirit of Wisdom is resting on me now- I feel I am in the Spirit zone. The secret of life= the Holy Spirit/ His wisdom for my life. Trust His advice to me. I feel like Dr Jeckl when I have the Holy Spirit and Mr Hide when I am in my natural state. The Holy Spirit makes that much of a difference. It would be exciting to know if I've helped someone out with the knowledge of the Holy Spirit. When I have the Holy Spirit I am a genius. Figured out what was making me sick. When I use to read the scriptures all I would see is condemnation, but with the Holy Spirit it's like none of the condemnation applies and I am safe from evil. Now I am able to know the answers to the deep questions of life. Purge myself of evil thoughts. Actually healed myself of stomach problems today. The same spirit that inhabits you when you die you will be raised with. So for all intents and purposes you only get one life to live so make the best of it. I've heard that the mentally retarded will be blessed over others, maybe lucky parents of mental kids cry in the next life to see their children as great noble spirits (trying to make a "connection"- thinking of answers to questions while in the Holy Spirit). Maybe they didn't need to go through some of the things others did- with those extra weaknesses you are justified more before God. If you have such weaknesses it won't make you feel as guilty. People aren't getting tested to their max it seems like to me. Weaknesses are challenges given to help you become an overachiever like the Apostle Paul- which entitles you to more heavenly/celestial glory (good connection). The love many mentally retarded people show despite their weaknesses entitles them to be overachievers. I can usually figure out the answer to any question if I think about it long enough with the Holy Spirit. Overachievers go to the highest level of heaven. When wisdom becomes your life and your joy you will become wise. Showing and feeling love is a continual process. Note to self: you better not forget to thank God and glorify him with obedience to commandments for inspiration and revelation I've received. A prayer, "Oh God help me to overcome my sin which prevents me from feeling thy love." I have a desire for God's love, help, and wisdom. An overachiever who despite the odds overcomes is more worthy than the have it all slider in life. How you feel about yourself is a large part of what He judges you on- the glory you feel comfortable with you receive. Thank God on your knees for giving you the weaknesses you enjoy- physical and mental weaknesses that he has made perfect in you when you keep his commandments. I want to be like the great wise men of old. I promise you that any question you think about long enough with the Holy Spirit will be answered. Chapter 10 How to be a Prophet With God you have the potential to do it. If you do something just right then you receive the blessing. If you want to progress more mentally learn what to do to do it. Everything in life is a formula- you do the formula you get the result. Everyone has the potential to be an Elijah or Moses if they do what they did to do it. If you know how to build your faith to that point you could do it. Of course you'd have to obey every commandment and inspiration from the Holy Spirit but you could do it. That's one of the greatest secrets of this world is that you can do anything you believe you can do. Do what they did (the prophets did) fast and pray, do good. Believe I can have the power of God watching over me. again and preserving me, angels teaching and the Holy Ghost teaching me (wisdom flowing down again like milk and honey, genius, quickened rapid mind, and joy). This could lead to Spirit of prophecy, perceiving thoughts, healing miracles, genius miracles- ask in the Spirit. Remember all wisdom received through Spirit and obey all again. Remember the scripture, "because I went to the mount oft and prayed." Use all clues from the scriptures, exercise faith and will receive. Think of joy of the long term benefits from wisdom then short term (purification etc.). The more I think Gods things (inspiration and scripture) the more he gives me my things (preservation, material needs). When I quell my physical hunger pains with the scriptures that's when they come alive and wisdom for my thought trains (thinking about my goals) is given. I can give you wisdom but the only way to receive it is by finding out for yourself if it is true (through the Holy Spirit). Everything I know to be true I've proved or it has been proven to me through the Holy Spirit. I'm going to begin to open your eyes- your spiritual eyes if you'll let me. As boring and unfulfilling as my life has been I've seen countless miracles. If I could even remember half of them right now I'd probably be in a state of continual amazement. I have to get recentered- Jesus Christ is the great foundation. Made a contract with God that I would praise him at least once a day publicly to others or to myself, and put Him first- His purposes. I can't wait to get wisdom. I love wisdom, it makes me feel so good. 8/1/99- Learned lesson-the worst thing in the world is when God withdraws help of the Holy Spirit. Why does my body prefer homeostasis (not moving/changing)? Control it- think of how I've been motivated before. 8/4/99- All scriptures I'm not living that condemn me I need to repent of like denying myself of all ungodliness etc.. Stayed totally focused during the day and was rewarded with hope from listening to hymns- realized how He has helped me against sin. He is ultimately the only one who can save me from it- "thy will not mine be done". His laws/purposes first (church/service). Thought "please God (when pain) help me. Focused on His fantasies for my life-service, follow Christ's example- copy his life- that's the blueprint for my life, dummy. Not lusts of the flesh or my own glory fantasies. I was empty and depressed without God's love. Thought, "God what can I do to be happy?" and got service to others, etc.. Stay focused on Jesus Christ's example. 8/5/99 The Spirit of Solomon is back. No fears- there's no reason to be fearful or ashamed for my circumstances (or for me). Inspiration came after 55 hours of fasting after a big food battle- prayed give me wisdom Lord and a new attitude. It would be fun just seeing if I could succeed with a job I like. I don't swear. I can feel the Holy Spirit leave when I swear. Love every minute of being obedient to the Lord. 9/10/99 Help others around me- be innocent/ friendly not reclusive. 11/27/98- Spiritual inspiration- purge myself of world's thoughts and lusts and replace with scriptures- "do not beguile" etc., and study how prophets became prophets. That's why the prophets in the scriptures studied other prophets to become like them and to do what they did. Do this. Evil one influences body, God influences Spirit. Found a routine for receiving of Spirit- just read underlined parts until find questions like how or what kind of miracles did the prophet do etc. I need to pray to advance to reading minds and prophecy. What is their problem what could I say that I might be an instrument in His hands. Pray for, fast for prophecy, etc.. Covet to prophecy. Prophets of old had the authority to speak with power from the Holy Spirit. Greatness lies in loneliness. If only you overcome and are pure in thought. A prayer- "I'm sorry for forgetting thee and loving the lusts of the world and the lusts of the flesh." Dedicate my outing to the Lord and his purpose- bringing souls to Christ- through wisdom and power of words. Go and convince them with words of Spirit, wisdom, and power. I seek only desires of God and Him that sent me. I wish for others to have wisdom and to affect others for good and show love. Pray for their heart to be softened to his purposes. This life and trials are so short compared to the glory we would get for our suffering that we said, "oh why not we'lll give it a try" and we trusted our Father in Heaven that he would bring us the truth or way and to give us a chance to take His Spirit as a guide "His guiding Spirit" to lead us back to Him. All the ones "the spirits" who agreed to an easy earth life contract were the ones who didn't think that they could make it or didn't want to put forth the effort to win the greater prize. A rougher life gives the person more wisdom and a greater advantage in life to come, knowing more sorrow/ empathy (God- like qualities). Adversity in your life is a jump start in your progression to becoming Godlike- because process is accelerated in good versus evil environment. Extreme adversity can lead to movie quality life- like David's rise to power and greatness thanks to Saul his adversary. How can you learn empathy or help others to become God like unless you learn these qualities. "good connection" How can you guide others without having suffered as they have suffered or been tempted as they have been. It is a great thing to show love or lay down your life for others or have charity. Other things in life mean nothing to me when I'm in the Spirit. The Holy Spirit as a guide in your life= joy (glory, blessings, and happiness) " You have much potential in this life to progress and have glory in the life after, but you won't be able to do that if you don't take the Spirit as a guide and find truth and progress with that truth through baptism to be with God. He is going to save most of us because we trusted him and he loves us. You won't have many blessings or happiness if you don't try. You will yourself to heaven. Don't waste time that you could use to progress spiritually. You'll have the same attitude in the afterlife as in this life. You can be happier in this life when you take the Spirit as a guide. It will guide you to the truth and to God. You have to have the Spirit to know if anything is true. The Lord's way is in the light, that we confess our sins to one another. God wants me to help other lost sheep, not just be of this world, and get caught up in the things of this world. He wants me to use the wisdom he's given me to help others on the way and to do so prayerfully and humbly. It's taken me a long time, but I finally figured out the secret to wisdom and life and how to get wisdom. I have changed a lot. My sin and lack of desire are what keep me from being prophetic. I need to put myself on the line out of my comfort zone- and feeding His sheep. Confessed and took action to forsake my sins. Wrote down how to change and how to change for repentance A common thread between all the great prophets and spiritual leaders of all time is that they took the Spirit as a guide in their lives. None of them would have become truly great without it. You will learn much in this book if you are not only a hearer but a doer. Will I waste this great knowledge? Or will I use it to influence lives and land souls in the kingdom of heaven in joy with me. Don't be selfish with this knowledge. This isn't a scam, it's the truth. Use the Spirit Formula and see if the Holy Spirit bears witness to it. I am a genius with God. I'm inspired by a genius (God). If I change only one life it would be worth it- to change that one, although I think there will happen to be many more who benefit from this book. As the scripture says, " How great will be your joy..." (with even one soul who repenteth). All great people have been put in to movie quality situations with classic good versus classic evil and rose to greatness. God tells me today, "Your heart is not right before me yet". There are still some things I need to work on and learn. The secret is what God wants me to share with everyone. I shouldn't have any doubts at all about sharing this with others. In fact I should shout it from the rooftops- "I have the secret of life- of God and how to change your life!" I have the secret of God on my tabernacle just like Job of the Bible. The secret of life is the Spirit. I have to stop obeying lusts of the flesh. I felt a Spirit witness that the "give up your cloak" scripture is true as well as the "turn the other cheek" scripture. Exact obedience to God's laws= greatness. What I crave more than anything is the love of God. All that's left in my natural state is a selfish, hopeless, uncertain person I will change my life around and give up any lusts of the flesh. I will and expect to go to church again, and have the Spirit, confidence, self respect, better countenance, everything. Don't give into the evil one; no matter what please be strong. Don't be a prisoner of the devil- be a prisoner of Christ. Dwell on Christ's life and greatness. Love the disadvantaged. 6/21/99 Lessons learned- I am reminded of the scripture- "don't let your heart walk after your eyes" and, "thou art waxen fat and forsook God". 6/24/99 Need a partnership with God or I lose (won't get goals). Prayerfully plead, then prayer in heart to soften their hearts Experienced loss of preservation from bad thoughts. Maybe I just need to keep trying for goal. Desire overrides fear. Wantonness brings sorrow. Remember the good things in people and focus on them. Love them for their charisma- don't focus on their selfishness. Find a formula to get rich- could by cars or houses and sell them. I need to do something with this life. I don't want to be lonely forever. Rejection of me motivates me to fast, control thoughts, and seek wisdom. Main focus- battle tactics against evil. Remember scriptures like- "don't beguile". There can be no division in my heart. I must search/ seek for the Lord with all my heart. There can be no love for lusts of the flesh or world. "Take no thought for the morrow", the battle is today. He who conquers his own body can conquer the world. Today or tomorrow is my salvation- concentrate on that, not the future. Confess his hand in my life (remember the blessings and provision). Think God first then marriage Think tithing before marriage and other personal goals. Show love for anger. If I'm worthy He'll order up a companion for me or whatever I need. Visualize success- visualize yourself achieving and enjoying goals and rewards. Fantasize about winning not losing. Visualizing lusts of the flesh or world is losing, because it is sin. Winning is visualizing overcoming the flesh and the world. 6/27/99 Do enough acts of kindness and get enough wisdom to fill a book. Our God is a loving God. I feel such an anointing and outpouring of the Spirit when I read John 21:15-17- the "feed my sheep" scripture. Learn from the way John The Beloved showed love- He kept the commandments, helped poor, had a heart, and showed affection to Jesus. We have a loving God who loves us and who forgives us despite the awful sins and spilling of his blood that we cause him. Because I didn't bridle my passions I lost the love and vision of The Holy Spirit for a time. I have heard that one must eliminate wickedness from his life to be happy, and its true. Spend more time thinking about how to be more successful and not reasons why you aren't . 6/27/99 Make Christ the center of all your decisions. Visualize exhilarating joy in the highest level of heaven- see myself saying "I did it!". Never let an opportunity to say something kind to someone pass. Live so nobody believes bad things said about you. Look for the good in others. Make other person feel important. Remake yourself into Jesus. Make up your mind to be happy no matter what and have more effect on the environment around you than it does on you. You are what you think. Crossing life's bridges first in your imagination puts you ahead. Give a little more to job. Seek out successful people. 3/11/98 If you work hard enough at it you can get a good job, just keep asking. A closed mind is one that has stopped growing. Try new ways or different ideas in achieving your goals- anything is possible. Find a good work style and improve on it until it is perfected. 3/29/98 Do and think everything to praise him. Speak to God constantly. Put your trust in God. Be clean/ pure. Thank God for letting me have the job I have. "Deny yourself of all ungodliness". 5/3/98 I have to work hard for a good job/ companion no one owes me it 5/26/98 Inspiration-you can get better and be an expert at any job, improve your resume, or your clothes, etc. Buy a house then rent it out. Find something I enjoy doing and watch hours stack up. Don't look ahead- one day at a time. Have a positive attitude. Think or say- "I'm feeling great, couldn't be better". Set specific goals like $1,000 a month, $300 a week. 8/6/98 Do something every day so you don't get depressed and to make your situation better. Ask God what I need to accomplish goals. Redouble efforts for a good job. I have a plan and a change of heart- excitement coming back for big changes- moving to a different city for a different job, etc. Getting a job or anything else in this life is a numbers game. Playing boardgames lead to irritation and mischief- can't let up my guard by wasting to much time. Pray for people to be softened and their hearts turned to me. Don't suffer lustful thoughts to enter heart. Fear God more than man. Learned a good lesson from a kind spirit; this life is a test, put God first/ his commandments. Naturally caring/ loving spirits increase scripture comprehension. It's not your attitude, its your spirit that needs adjusting. We know evil to appreciate the good. I feel love and happiness because of "blessed state of those that keep the commandments" Align myself with God's purposes, ask in Spirit for righteous desires- helping out or building a homeless shelter/ soup kitchen, hang scripture quotes on walls, give out scriptures to people. Commit works to God. Do Christ-like acts of love. Showing love to others means to bear your testimony and witness to help people repent and be happy. Felt God's love as a result of my gratitude to Him and figuring out answers to life's questions with the Holy Spirit. Reading about the fascinating life of Christ, and how books about his works would fill up the world; I need to do lots of good works as well. I have analyzed the progression of Jesus after his 40 days of fasting and prayer in the wilderness- After that His progression took off. That account a long with other scriptures was what influenced me to develop and perfect the "Spirit Formula" (chapter 2). Seek things of His kingdom then temporal things. Obsess myself with scriptures (the word of God). 11/17/98 Quickened by Holy Spirit as read scriptures quickly with enthusiasm. I have a fever for the scriptures. My mind is clear from pondering the scriptures. I am writing scripture too- it just doesn't have the anointing that the Holy Scriptures do. Reason with the Lord, say "please God help me to know what I can do to progress, learn truth, progress spiritually, and help others. Find humor in aggitations. Plead for Holy Spirit almost to tears. I have a better memory with the Holy Spirit. God accelerates my learning. 4/11//99 I have to have faith it will happen before it happens (achieving my goals). Chapter 11 A Divine Connection Every once in a while when the conditions are right and I've applied the Spirit Formula I will get what I call a "Divine Connection" or just a "connection" which is a thought process given by the Spirit that enlightens or brings to light an otherwise unknown truth or inspiration. It's something (inspiration or Divine thought) I would have never thought of on my own, but with the Spirit's help it is given (the Holy Spirit enlightens my brain cells/connections). I actually had a divine connection on the how of why I receive divine connections. From victory over evil tapped into God's thoughts/ my thoughts and opened a wellspring of inspiration. If we make ourselves suffer (by fasting, prayer, thought control, prayer without ceasing) God doesn't have to do it (make us suffer- reproach, sickness, etc) We can only grow the most when we suffer? (a connection) God feels sorry for us so he gives us what we want through our increased effort? (another connection) We have to earn it, ask for it specifically for his glory- so it can be said he did it. What a connection! He does all things for his glory, man is to glorify God- everything he does for us makes him greater glorywise. Complete connection! Back to why I was not receiving inspiration progressing for a number of days; I need to concentrate on God's techniques not man's techniques (no anger etc.)- also lustful desires holding me back from receiving inspiration versus prayer without ceasing. My blinders are slowly coming off and I'm progressing more socially as well as spiritually- "That thy profit may appear unto all". I'm trusting in the Lord. Without new challenges/sorrow and suffering we don't progress we become stale. 4/21/99 Almost a full "connection"- Holy Spirit gives me mind expansion. Holy Spirit is enlightening my mind 100%. Inspiration- Holy Spirit releases endorphins to brain or makes more temporary connections in brain. More good works and praying could dramatically increase my progression. On fire with Holy Spirit because I prayed to have lustful thoughts taken away. Not lusting is pleasing to the Lord. I could turn hundreds to righteousness; I still can. When I had the Holy Spirit I got comments like, "He's everybody's best friend". Let Jesus take my pain. Don't impress man, impress God. My mind is quickened and my intelligence is raised. TV is a big reason the world is ripening in sin into one big music t.v. melting pot. Brainstorm- a wellspring of wisdom is flowing. Scattered questions are answered by the Holy Spirit. The important thing is to live joyfully with the wife "whom thou lovest". I don't have to make lots of money. Everybody's talking about me and that I'm either smart or crazy- "that thy profit may appear until all". That which I had prayed for constantly with tears God gave me, maybe so I would stop bugging him. I need to spend more time with God and praying. Figured out what to do by asking the Holy Spirit in my mind. Believe me when I said just ask Him and he will tell you. The Holy Spirit can communicate with you. I'll ask myself a question, and the Spirit will put an idea in mind I could have never thought of- like how to make someone my friend or get a good job. The Holy Spirit puts the how into my mind when I have it (the Holy Spirit). Get sin taken away by Jesus Christ (through the Spirit Formula) and your mind expands 100 percent. Once you learn to tap into the Holy Spirit your progression takes off 7/14/99- Mission impossible- get 3 rejections a day pursuing goal. Play detective to find everything out by The Holy Spirit and veil may be dropped. Figure out something outloud by the Spirit. 7/20/99- Form intelligent questions and ask outloud to Holy Spirit while in the Spirit. Chase away bad spirits to get inspiration from God. Ask someone about doing volunteer work. Help out needy. Victory over bad spirits led to inspiration./wisdom. Live for the victories and consequent rewards of the Spirit. Goals are to have Christ's love and to achieve His purposes in life. Be happy doing good to others. Victory over tempters- earn it, deserve it. The key to discipline is learning to love it -like with the battle of fleshly lusts- for victory, greatness, and the pure love of Christ. Live off God's love, it keeps you going. I have progressed more rapidly in life than I would have because of little bit of wisdom and knowing how to tap into the power of the Holy Spirit. 9/1/99 Remember- need to visualize myself actually having achieved goals. Visualize myself already friends with someone. It's back! I'm filled with wisdom, joy, and purpose. Day spent quickly getting wisdom. I'm full of energy/ spirit with no thought for food, only wisdom. I'm sending out positive energy. My life is like a roller coaster ride- I always have my ups and downs. I will succeed through the Spirit and creativity and give God the credit. I get into what I call the spirit zone with fasting, scripture reading, and prayer. I try not to be idle. Getting wisdom, being alone with God, or reading scriptures is not being idle. I have a clear genius perspective now because I literally think I have my life figured out and how to be happy Spirit telling me fervently to go to church. Crammed a lot in a short time (appointments, dates). If someone judges you say, "So what who cares what they think". Keep trying until you do know what works out with jobs. God remembers me for a wife, just date and he'll bring the right one. Ask for guidance with who to ask. Gaining favor (God's)= gaining energy=goals achieved. Remember testifying about not swearing. Genius inspiration came from the Holy Spirit. He gave me His love because I loved His ways (working, showing love to others). Bingo- purpose- converting souls with wisdom with no fear of man. 6/27/99 Read them (the scriptures) to remember them. Have all words of life in heart and mind. Picture success. I have to win the battle of the lusts of the flesh. Learn to win battle or lose war. Remember scripture to recite scripture in mind later. Give God the glory. There is only one needful thing and that is to have the Spirit. With the Holy Spirit you can do anything. The secret to taking the Spirit as a guide is the same as the secret to cure depression. I promise to help poor and change lives- search out afflicted souls to show them love- with maybe a food gift basket or something. Fight plot of evil (trying to prevent me from receiving wisdom of scriptures). A house of God= power. Grace for grace- show love for poor and receive more wisdom. Because of fasting free from devil's grasp for right now. Prayed for righteous desires and works. Can find a spouse in life-after if one is not found here. 7/1/99 It's all in the fasting duration (that's what matters the most with fasting). "Do I want food or a remission of sins,"I asked myself. Desire- need to fast until I 've paid the price to know his thoughts and feel the Holy Spirit to tears. Win the sympathy of God and angels. It's the duration of fast that counts to break evil bands. The less water the better, maybe. It's not about the frequency of fasting. 7/2/99 I'm applying the guidance of the Holy Spirit to my life. The Holy Spirit teaches me to speak well and with confidence. Holy inspiration batman! Always remember, never forget how it feels to have child-like innocence and virtuous faith of a child- this is pleasing to God and Christ. Listen to hymns. Practice being cheerful. Continually have a prayer in my heart always Practice virtue continually. I am happy/ innocent/ virtuous- what else (more) do I need than spiritual hymns plus scriptures and the Holy Spirit Comforter. "Oh thank thee oh Lord for these things". How can I stray? I am completely happy. I want to show/ give love to others- to the poor and afflicted- anything to make them feel gratitude. Purge yourself of all evil fleshly lust thoughts for a time and He will reveal his Spirit. It's about changing your heart and desires to Spirit's desires. This was all a necessary part of my growth and development. My challenges to make me grow stronger were these weaknesses. It's all part of the normal process to mold me into a Godly man and give me righteous desires so I would choose the good not evil. Don't think it's strange- it was planned this way. It's my challenge to overcome with God's help. With God's help I will accomplish my goals and desires. I can't do it on my own though, even if I should lose the Spirit I must continue to pursue my goals. Remember, I am okay just being me. My body is my humble servant, not a pampered child. I love it when I am free of lusts of the flesh. It's definitely worth it. I know how to get help from God and share wisdom. 8/6/99 Use affirmations despite what others are thinking. "Who cares what they think. I have a lot of good qualities. 8/6/99 I have my whole life planned out. I will give most of my money away to poor and needy. Wisdom is more important than riches. My progression is times twenty with the Spirit Formula. It's back. I thought it would never come back, but it's here- the genius Holy Spirit and thought control with rapid and deep mental perception. Why is it that always before I get big time inspiration and wisdom I have a big battle of mind over body? That is what this life is about, the battle between the mind or the spirit and the body. When you learn that, truly learn that, you will learn wisdom. I 'm free from bands of sin, death, and dumbness. Because I stuck out the hours of battle I earned hours of intellectual and spiritual freedom. My progression is times twenty, well worth the mostly three days of fasting, although it was hard. My intelligence is times ten or fifteen. Fear God and don't sin at all in world despite lusts of the flesh. Think about what God's thinking about me- every word and action. Because I know the secret that not too many people know- that everything in life is a learned skill or can be with the Holy Spirit's help. With the Spirit I can do anything, teach most anything- glory be to God. When you have the Holy Spirit you can be a genius basically. Everything is set up to prevent what happened to me from happening to others- finding God and tapping into the Holy Spirit. Reading is looked down upon as is camping out a lot- the park rangers will come after you if you do that. The devil has tried to set things up to where people are discouraged from seeking God out in nature or spending time reading and understanding the scriptures- reading is looked down upon by the popular culture. Also tv, video games, and the radio add to the distraction that keep us from the guidance of the Holy Spirit and God. The devil wants to keep us from God and what we should be doing in this life. What happened to me wasn't suppose to happen. I think I am becoming a nuisance to the evil one. Those who share wisdom are a threat. I'm able to switch mental directions super fast within the blink of an eye with the help of the Holy Spirit. I Connected to God's love after love felt from a scripture in Psalms which led to picturing the crucifixion in vivid detail. Then I asked for the Spirit of Christ and felt a swelling in my chest area. Then came thoughts of the Spirit- of serving others and achieving my goals- felt connection strongly. Try to steal sleep from my eyes. My mind is also stimulated by different surroundings. You have to be persistent to be successful. Forget main inhibitor and think success-going to every place I need to achieve goal. Unclog brain. Goal for job- 30 places. Forget mundane or everyday chores and dwell on goals- visualize making friends, etc. Made a covenant with God that if I got my main goal I would be more diligent in doing His will. 7/1499-Don't get bogged down by loneliness or I'll always be single-its a trap. Just remember- I will accomplish my goals. When I get feeling the Holy Spirit strong I learn alot. Write a book and share wisdom. Why would I waste what God has done for me by sinning and not overcoming sin. Try everything to accomplish goals then turn it over to the Lord. Suffer rejection. 7-15/99- Visualized spiritual greatness and got inspiration to get job interview. This book could very well be the greatest book of all time next to the Holy Scriptures. It saddens me to see wise men, as to the wisdom of this world, who don't use or testify of the scriptures in their teachings or books or ignore their importance. The power and spirit from The Word is incredible. Focus on main goal. Celebrate little goals. Reward myself for little goals achieved with a shake and fries at a fast food restraunt or something. Be specific with goals like-computer analyst with a salary of 40 k. Reward myself with a burger if I finish a resume. No more wasting of time- don't spend time on fillers (distractions or chores), only as fillers (for when I can't make progress toward a goal) Just go every where I need to achieve goals. Fill time up with that and apply the one in the hand= a hundred in the face theory or sustenance theory- sustenance of a positive attitude through an expected negative result= goals achieved/ need met. 7/12/99- Try to recenter myself from worldly thoughts. Visualize everything needed to achieve goal. He understands and will be merciful to you while you're achieving goal. God gave me courage to go back into the main arena and try again. The goal justifies the journey for me. Looking at running water sometimes helps me a little to clear out negativity, cloudiness, dullness, and greyness of mind. Prayed- "Please give me wisdom" and something clicked after reading Proverbs to get my brain moving faster. Alternate focus between two main goals and having the Holy Spirit. It will be fun to try to be a success/to be a hard worker and get better each day through the help of the Holy Spirit and battling to be pure. Remember to keep God's laws first (prayer in heart, etc.). I feel like I know everything I need to be a success in life, but I'm just not Some kind of mental block is holding me back- maybe fear. I want a spouse who doesn't criticize, but looks for the good in my actions. All I ask is to be believed in. To love someone means to believe in them. Everyday an adventure- no fears- if I'm innocent before God. Find positions and who's in charge of hiring personnel. Go to another city for a fresh start. I'm finally let loose to fail. Succeed by failing and love it. Don't disconnect from intellectual thinking part of brain by sinning. Make asking for a job fun- make it a game- make getting my goals fun/ adventurous- a new town/people- think, "What if they say yes?"- or at least I'll learn more for next time. Get up earlier to make myself feel like I deserve it-not lazy, but sacrificing for God's help. When you want wisdom more than necessary food, you get it- it's only a matter of time before you do. Things will work out now with God's help. When I'm boxed in I feel imprisoned not adventurous- isolated not happy. Who cares about lost sleep when there's lost sheep? Sleeplessness will only give me more reason to deserve success. Think of all scriptures I may not be living while fasting- cheerful heart and countenance, etc.. Rejoicing- "Thank you Lord for the opportunity to get focus, direction, and wisdom again. It's making that connection stronger- the love of God to you- that's the secret to wisdom- with fasting, scriptures, etc.. There should be no shame for meager living conditions. Pay my devotions on Sunday at church. He loves me for my righteous desires- dreams of going to church, my goals, and obeying commandments, etc.. That's all I need to do is pay devotions at church- show up and be grateful to Him and participate do this and I will be a success. "Thank you God and Jesus for your inspiration and guidance- only come closer to me". I feel them watching and loving me which brought back memories of bringing lunch to a homeless guy- which brought me to tears. Few experiences have had as great an impact for me. Those around were thinking I was foolish, but I gave it to Christ not that guy and will receive it back someday. Helping others or being friendly is helping Christ- see him /feel His love for you as you are friendly to someone or even rejected by them because God rewards you for your effort. Looking at the good qualities- I love noisy kids for their charisma or fun personalities not for all the noise they make- changing my attitude from annoyed with noise to loving- or opportunity to be friendly to Christ. Being friendly to the disadvantaged is being friendly to Christ. We're not so different from the people considered the dregs of society or the mentally ill/challenged- we're only maybe a couple of loose brain connections away from being down and out ourselves. It's finally back, my humility. I see myself humbly kneeling before Christ's feet and Him touching my shoulder and saying "Arise"- and Him remembering my works- helping the homeless and the poor, taking care of poor all my life everyday, money given, or friendly loving word, tithing, church, devotions paid and gratitude every Sunday, greatness with wisdom- this is my dream in the Spirit. How you treat the disadvantage is how Christ will treat you. When you embrace them, Christ will embrace you. Volunteer to help others for free- go to a soup kitchen and help and feel love of Christ. Give love/friendship to others, etc.. Feel love of God and give love to others. Have the Spirit- that is the main goal- loving everyone basically. Imagine Him saying, "Well done my friend, well done," then I see God and the Son and embrace. I would say, "I let you down many times but you were always there for me. I love you because you first loved me,"- the awesome love of God would then overflow. Must overcome the lusts of the flesh to make this dream possible. I know how to have His Spirit with me- through fasting, scripture, and prayer- which is wisdom. Whatever I do with this Spirit I can become the best at it.-I know the Book of Mormon and Doctrine and Covenants are true through the Holy Spirit. Abide the law or no celestial glory. I need to volunteer and give wisdom to others. It might not have been expedient thinking about the things of the world; it deadens my connection. Concentrate on only things of God. Learn my duty, not slothful. Just do God's plans and forget the things of the world totally- they'll only hinder me. If I am to rise to any sort of greatness I cannot be hindered by pursuing the lusts of the flesh or of the world. Think of job interviews, resume, objective, cover letter. Don't ever try to lie to get ahead- "a poor man is better than a liar". I am not claiming to have all the answers but in my opinion a lot of the depression myself and others experience is caused by sin and seeking man's wisdom and approval rather than God's- "Despair cometh because of iniquity". It is lawful to do good on the sabbath- like inviting someone to dinner on the sabbath. Those who put in the effort to go to church and do good get the reward. 7/14/99 I have to deserve it- God helping me. Don't let mind wander off, focus on goals and desires. Don't let lustful things enter my heart. Pay the price to deserve hope/sympathy from God. Remember, its worth it. At least I don't have a job I hate now. Short term discomfort=long term gain. High places with a view give me a better perspective on life as I look down on everything. 7/14/99 If only I could remember fifty percent of what God has given to me in my life, the miracles that have taken place so far in my life; I would be in a state of continual shock and amazement. My life as tedious and boring and unfullfilling as it has been, is a miracle. I have proven every single commandment in the scriptures beyond doubt as well. I need to balance goals and success visualization with what God wants, for me to be humble to his will (have all the words of life in me, pay tithing, etc.). Read the scriptures with desire. Don't let mind wander from righteous desires. Have a cheerful countenance, You must know and do all scripture to receive more inspiration/revelation from God. I cried tears of joy to receive from Spirit again. Focus with a prayer in the heart. Confess and try to forsake my sins. Focus on purging my thoughts- have desires of God. Prayed, "help me to focus on what Thou would have me to do". Thought of loving my enemies, and giving back some money owed to someone. Need to distract myself from evil thoughts. What you think is what you become. Spirit will help me with finding a companion and improving my intelligence. Pray for strength and reassurance. I must believe I am an expert at my job and goals to become one. Read books on the subject. You must discipline your thoughts. Pray to focus and not on covetousness. Think w.w.j.d. and do it. I'm feeling alive with the Holy Spirit. Chasten myself for my sins. Reason telepathically- seek and figure out what I should be doing to bring forth fruit- like doing dishes for someone, paying tithing etc.. Take out tares in soul. Crying out loud in heart, having a prayer in heart is a key to purity, and having righteous desires like having a homeless shelter. Some weapons are hymns and pictures of Christ. Think like the Holy Spirit. Force myself to pay the price of purity to get inspiration. Transform any obsession to fasting, praying, and reading scriptures. I need to ask God how to overcome. l figure something out about life by asking God questions while reading the scriptures. Today I healed sickness in my body through Jesus's Spirit. The reward far out weighs the pain keeping myself pure. Impressed to fight morning blahs with outside prayer and to get up by 8 am. Felt Spirit of greatness, desire, and forgiveness; align myself with his purposes- bring souls to Christ- to be an instrument in his hands. Purification = Happiness. Pray for comforter when I feel down/lonely until tears of great joy and thanks. Think of possible sins every night and correct them. Testify to someone when I feel depressed about fasting, scriptures, and prayer. Making sacrifices to go to church or do good often brings the Holy Spirit. Also, keep out negative thoughts. I memorized/read underlined parts or hard sayings in scriptures until I came up with questions about the life of Christ or about the miracles the prophets did and how they did them and felt Holy Spirit. Have noble thoughts and desires. Losing my life and desires is the key. Also, I need to tune into Lord's thoughts, learn to joy in what he joys in, sharing wisdom and bringing souls to Christ. Wisdom flows like milk and honey when I have the Holy spirit strong- when God's favor is number 1. Feed spirit with thoughts of doing volunteer work/service to others, etc. 8/6/99 Get better- don't stay the same. When you have the Holy Spirit strong you can have increased intelligence, a change of heart, power of Spirit, your weaknesses made strong; you can tap into God's power, intelligence, and genius. I am changed physically and spiritually from being in the Spirit. Don't deaden the connection to the Spirit with lusts of the flesh. Stay connected to love of God or I feel hopeless. Holy Spirit gives me more energy. I'd do anything for God's love and help. Think serving God or others- not getting but giving- serving with love- his purpose not mine. No hate or revenge at all. Power up with the Spirit. The enemy is hate. Ignore the hum-drum things in life and focus on the opportunities and blessings. 8/8/98 The difference is I didn't have or was not aware I was a spiritual being two years ago before I found God. I can be a genius with the Holy Spirit. When there are no distractions there is a continuous flow of wisdom and ideas from God coming to me. I have many weaknesses. You need the Holy Spirit to talk about the Holy Spirit. If I didn't figure this out- tapping into God's power or the secret of live (the Holy Spirit) I might believe one of the Eastern philosophies that the earth just grew out of itself one day. 7/17/99- Finally figured out my problem- need to think about mainly God's laws and commandments, then as a side note on job etc.. So center on Christ- love to others by service, tithing, and deeds- if I want God to help me which is the only way I will be successful at a job or relationship. The Lord asked me, "what have you done for me?" meaning tithing/ church/ service. I'm going to try an all out blitz of effort and concentration to achieve my goal. I must keep centered on Christ though. I told myself, "don't you ever forget serving others, remember the love you showed someone in a tough predicament without caring about why or how they got into their particular bad situation only loving and wanting to help them out of it. I'm finally remembering what I had forgotten- this life is a time for men to perform their labors- working hard daily at something-- plus service with love just to help someone out. 7/18/99 Good inspiration- I'm pushing out lusts of the flesh, spirit over body. Suffering and pleading to the Lord for strength can help. 7/19/99 Revelation- I've been to caught up in the lust of world and job goals etc. and not in the lust of the things of God (commandments, tithing, church fellowship). I'm missing the spirit of greatness I use to get from hymns and loving the disadvantaged. Need to not waste time by doing something productive. 7/22/99 A job is important, thats been proven to me. "This is a time for men to perform their labors". You can't just let things happen naturally or it will never happen for you. You have to go out and create love or success, it doesn't just happen, at least not for me. I've been deceived; I need to remember that when I am controlled by my body through the lusts of flesh I'm sad, but when my mind controls my body I'm happy. Don't be deceived by lies anymore. Think only God's purposes. Greatness is a choice- forgotten truth. I prayed to desire it- the spirit of prophecy and miracles, "give me the desire for greatness, the desire to do Your will, keep commandments"- keep God's laws so I love God and He loves me. My sinning hurts others not just myself. Give wisdom to the lost souls of the world. Don't lose focus on that desire Lord's answer, "I would give you your desires if you would do my desires- fill time with volunteering/service/ job. Jesus says to me in a dream after I time where I was letting my body control my mind, "Why have you strayed?" Then through the Holy Spirit I received, "think of the wisdom you could have shared and lives changed through their works." Follow Jesus- do his works- church, volunteer, share wisdom to unbelievers. Don't put all effort into selfish or worldly pursuits, just forget them- bear my cross and be great. Don't just sit and think- do something. Inactivity leads to lusts of the flesh. 7/23/99 Do I love food or God. Do I love cereal that gets old and stale or the Holy Spirit. Rid myself of vain ambition (praise and money). His laws first- service, helping poor and needy. "thy will not mine be done". Key battle of lusts of the flesh won and wisdom came as a reward. One of the keys to discipline for me is finding the fun in being righteous, getting wisdom, being great, getting pure love of Christ. Once again- Don't be deceived when my mind controls my body I am happy when my body controls my mind I'm sad. Also ask for the desire to be great with a prayer in my heart-what to do and say to soften hearts and deserve a good relationship. 7/24/99 Fasting for 48 hours- when intense hunger pains come read Proverbs. Think- do I love food or do I love God. Then get wisdom from the scriptures because that's when I'm quickened- after intense hunger pains. 7/25/99 Get maximum Spirit remove- blinders from spiritual eyes. Don't lose my savor- stimulate this love and greatness get back on track- remember attitude I had before- "Thy desires then my desires". Have his purposes in mind- turn souls to righteousness- try for God's love. There is a reward for doing good (remember Malachi). Have faith in reward so I feel the Holy Spirit in every commandment which far out weighs the reward of evil. So put his laws or purposes in my mind first, then my goals as an after thought. This world is full of what people who can't tell you the why of something. Have faith in the Word by doing everything written therein, dwell on little rewards of the Spirit- greatness power, confidence times ten, intelligence times ten, blessings, people influenced, happy, job, relationship ability, etc.. I'll have three chains of thought while reading the scriptures (job goals, housing goals, and relationship goals) to receive inspiration on. Reading the scriptures quells you physical as well as spiritual hunger. Getting the Holy Spirit this way is like learning to ride a bike- you have to do it just right to get the result you want. Don't be deceived by passing seconds of pleasures compared to the great grand joy of lasting happiness and purity. Don't sleep during day- leads to suicidal thoughts 8/3/99 This letter to God helped me to release my negative feelings in order to come back to love and communicate to God what I was feeling at the time: To God: I am afraid no one will ever love me and I won't be able to find a good relationship or job. I am afraid you will not preserve me at my job or in my life. I am angry I don't have a better body, better opportunities, more money, good looks, a more intelligent brain. I am sad I don't have a spouse to love me, or a job I enjoy. I am sad my life is so empty and unfulfilling and not better with more opportunities, a good job, etc.. I am sorry I sin so much and have difficulty overcoming my body with my spirit. I am disappointed that I don't have a relationship yet and my life is empty and sad. I am disappointed in my lack of effort and indecision. I am worried that I won't find a spouse or that I'm not worthy to have one and achieve my goals. I'm worried that life isn't fair. I am worried that life is passing me by that everyone else has a fulling relationship but me. I'm embarrassed for my sin. I am jealous of all those who have fulfilled their dreams of a loving spouse and good job. I'm grateful for all the times you've strengthened me and been by my side helping me and filling me with Your love which has saved my life by Your Spirit and love and through the scriptures. I owe my life to thee already for saving me many times. Also for helping me to go to church, giving service, and forgetting lusts of world and putting thy purposes and laws first. I would work hard my whole life for Thee in return for the miracles and weaknesses thou hast made strong (stutter/slurring, bad hearing made better, social skills improved, countenance improved, wisdom, self-respect and respect of peers, van, etc.). I love You because You first loved me. Oh God forgive my sins- I don't like to sin against Jesus Christ, I need your love God more than anything. Teach me. Show me the way. God, take me by the hand. Lord, I want to help you (be an instrument in thy hands for poor and needy, and for giving wisdom. I don't really care about a good relationship if I have Thy love and support and people to serve/help /and succor. I am selfish because of heartache. Nevertheless, thy will not mine be done- I remember the van lesson- (when I prayed fervently for a van and didn't get it but was later provided with an even better one). 8/3/99-Stay connected to intelligent thinking part of brain not physical thinking part of brain. I must strip myself of all vain ambition/pride or to be thought of as wise/good- only to fulfill commandments (bring souls to Christ/ go to church, etc.). It's time for me to give back. 7/12/99-Goals- job title I'd like to have in a year is computer analyst, 40k a year. Good habits= success, bad habits enslave and destroy. Failure is a man's inability to reach his goals in life. Tear down walls of hate and suspicion so love enters..Don't indulge the flesh, only with love can you succeed. Look on all things with love, think- I love you to everyone you meet. Persist to success. Live each day as if it were the last. Don'