The Troubled Life Of Vincent Van Gogh
by Bonnie Butterfield Self Portrait Of Vincent Van Gogh
The 19th century European society of Van Gogh's day was not
ready to accept his truthful and emotionally morbid way of depicting his art
subjects. His internal turbulence is clearly seen in most of his paintings,
which set the stage for the direction of a new style of painting called Expressionism.
It is characterized by the use of symbols and a style that expresses the artist's
inner feelings about his subject.
Therefore, an understanding of the paintings by Van Gogh requires
insight into his turbulent life, because his style of painting is exemplified
by a projection of the painter's inner experience onto the canvas he paints.
In Vincent Van Gogh's own words, he said, "What lives in art and is eternally
living, is first of all the painter, and then the painting." To understand
an artist of Expressionism we must first explore their biography.
Many of us can identify with the roadblocks that Vincent Van
Gogh experienced in his many career and romantic pursuits, all ending in failure.
His reaction to these experiences however, demonstrates a biological and psychological
abnormality, causing behaviors that alienated those around him. As he became
more isolated from society and began to pour all of his energies into painting,
his eccentricities and outbursts developed pathological traits, which caused
him first, to be institutionalized, and second, it led to his suicidal death
at the young age of 37.
During his short and turbulent life, he sold only 1 painting
for 400 francs, just 4 months before his death. It is titled "The Red Vineyard"
(See painting below). Nonetheless, he produced an incredible number of masterpieces
that will continue "living" for the rest of human history.
"The Red Vineyard"
Most casual art lovers see Van Gogh as a troubled, but successful
artist. This is far from the actual truth of his turbulent life, which was
fraught with failure in every occupational pursuit he attempted including
painting, and was marked by intermittent episodes of depression, violence
and acting out behaviors.
Thanks to the preservation of 1000's of letters Van Gogh had
written to friends and family, especially to his brother Theo, we have a nearly
complete understanding of his feelings, experiences, and views on every aspect
of his life. Surprisingly, his incredible artistic talent went undeveloped
and unrecognized until he was 27 years old, after he had already failed at
two other career choices, as an art dealer and a Protestant minister. Under
the shroud of family shame when he was found incompetent to follow in his
father's ministerial foot steps, he began to study art. He obsessively poured
himself into this newly found talent and completed thousands of sketches and
oil paintings before he shot himself to death at the age of 37 years old.
Many observers of Van Gogh's life justifiably believe that his
eccentricities, which were visible from early childhood, compounded to create
many distressing experiences that directly impacted the development of Expressionism.
Painting was no longer the medium used primarily to capture photographic images.
It became a crucible that could hold all of the artist's passions, conflicts,
and unrealized dreams. Thus, a look into his childhood will give us an understanding
of Van Gogh's creative expression, as well as an understanding of the origins
of Expressionism. Vincent Van Gogh At The Age Of 13 Years Old
Vincent's sister, Elizabeth Van Gogh, described his demeanor
as a child. He was "intensely serious and uncommunicative, and walked around
clumsily and in a daze, with his head hung low." She continued by saying,
"Not only were his little sisters and brothers (he was the oldest of 8) like
strangers to him, but he was a stranger to himself."
A servant who worked for the Van Gogh family when Vincent was
a child described him as an, "odd, aloof child who had queer manners and seemed
more like an old man," than the child he was. Vincent was a disappointment
to his mother, and eventually to his entire family, even his beloved brother
Theo Van Gogh who supported him financially for the 10 years that he worked
as a painter.
In Vincent's own words, he says of Theo, that he was the one
"who comforts his mother and is worthy to be comforted by his mother." On
the other hand, Vincent was rejecting and obstinate, making himself inaccessible
to all family members, except for Theo. Vincent later described his childhood
as "gloomy and cold and sterile." Vincent Van Gogh's Mother
Unaware of his own artistic genius, Vincent Van Gogh first tried
to learn the art of selling the works of other artists. As a young man of
16, he became apprenticed to an art dealer at the firm of Goupil & Co. located
at The Hague, in Belgium, and later transferred to the London and Paris galleries.
Vincent Van Gogh At The Age Of 18 Years Old While Working As An Art Dealer
He quickly learned all the painters and their respective styles
and what constitutes a valuable piece of artwork. In fact, he actually learned
too well! If a customer became interested in purchasing a poorly done painting,
Van Gogh would provide a long discourse on why it was a piece of junk. He
was even known to become argumentative with many of the art patrons.
Following his failure as an art dealer, Vincent Van Gogh later
wrote to his sister Wilhelmina Van Gogh that the galleries and art firms "are
in the clutches of fellows who intercept all the money," and that only "one-tenth
of all the business that is transacted…is really done out of belief in art."
Vincent Van Gogh did not understand the mechanics of interpersonal
diplomacy, or the principles of salesmanship. During this period he fell in
love for the first time, and openly professed his love for Eugenia, a respectable
upper class woman. Eugenia was insulted by his unwanted advances, and she
harshly rebuffed him. Van Gogh's inability to read the intent and emotions
of others, caused him to fail to see that she had never expressed any interest
in him. Failing in his first romantic experience, he also blundered miserably
in his first job as an art dealer. He was dismissed by the art firm, and with
a relatives help, he temporarily took a position as an assistant teacher and
curate.
Following a short stint as a teacher, he returned home to Holland
for a visit with his parents and decided to stay. He took a job in a bookshop.
While working as a clerk for the bookseller, he rented a room with a family
named Rijken. Mrs. Rijken said that she had to scold numerous youngsters for
taunting Vincent Van Gogh and calling him "a queer freak." He was only 24
years old.
Vincent soon realized that he was also inadequate as a teacher
and a bookseller, and he was becoming desparate to find work. His parents
were reluctant to continue supporting their oldest son, who was a failure
in their eyes. This drew him to finally attempt to satisfy his father's greatest
wish that he become a minister. In Amsterdam, he began studying for the University
entrance exams in theology, but soon found that he did not have the ability
to learn the required math and foreign languages. With a relative's help he
entered an evangelical school in Brussels and subsequently became a missionary
preacher in the Borinage, a mining district in Belgium.
Van Gogh found his personal calling working among the downtrodden
miners and their families, and was known to give away his clothing and money
to help the poor living in shacks on the blackened earth of the coal fields.
Nonetheless, he could not convincingly communicate his religious feelings
to his flock, and while viewing the pride that they could maintain in spite
of their miserable living conditions, they influenced Vincent to take on their
lower class beliefs. His own religious convictions began slipping away, no
longer seeming adequate or relevant. Living in the same filth and poverty
that his brethren were forced to experience, he lost religion but gained a
new fascination in his charcoal drawings of the peasant class living around
him.
Vincent returned home for an extended visit and fell deeply
in love with his first cousin Kee Vos, who had also been staying with his
family. However, for someone to merely contemplate marriage with one's own
cousin was a serious breach of an important taboo strongly held in 19th century
Holland. Interestingly, Kee, like Eugenia his first love, had no interest
in Vincent (See Kee's photo below).
Undaunted by her obvious disinterest in him, Vincent attempted
to visit her at her family's home, but was refused entry. Kee's father repeatedly
told him that she was not at home. Vincent thought that her family was keeping
her away from him against her will, and that she was actually at home. Forcing
a dramatic encounter with Kee's father, Vincent impulsively attempted to demonstrate
the intensity of his affections for Kee. He held his hand in the flame of
a kerosene lamp and said to Kee's father, "Let me see her for as long as I
can keep my hand in the flame!" After blowing the flame out, Kee's father
took Vincent to a nearby saloon to get him intoxicated and to reduce his extreme
agitation. Then he convinced Vincent that Kee could not see him, and that
their relationship had no future.
Vincent Van Gogh's Cousin "Kee," Who Rejected His Romantic Affections
When Van Gogh's father, a devoted Christian minister (See photo
below), discovered that Vincent had fallen in love with Kee, his first cousin,
and that he had also strayed from his religious beliefs, a bitter quarrel
caused a life-long break in the father/son relationship.
Vincent Van Gogh's Father
Cast from the family home, Vincent Van Gogh threw himself into
his artwork and began a relationship with a low class prostitute named "Sien."
She moved in with him and he became deeply empathetic with her own personal
suffering. Van Gogh not only lovingly sketched her image (See the drawing
titled "Sorrow" below), but because she was in poor health, he also took care
of all her needs. However, because she was a prostitute, the Van Gogh family
was scandalized by her presence in Vincent's living quarters, which further
caused friction in Vincent's relationship with them.
"Sorrow" -A Van Gogh Drawing Of His Live-in Prostitute Named Sien
Van Gogh's eccentric behavior increased as his contempt for
middle-class proprieties soon alienated all who tried to help him. He began
wearing ragged, unwashed clothing, did not respond to acquaintances on the
street, and lived an isolated existence. His only activity was to draw and
paint in ways that conveyed his sympathies for the hard lives of peasants.
His greatest painting, "The Potato Eaters" was the result of his deep empathy
with the peasant class (See painting below).
"The Potato Eaters"
An old man reported that when he was ten years old he knew
Vincent Van Gogh, who he frequently saw painting landscapes in Nuenen, Belgium.
From the viewpoint of children in the neighborhood, Vincent Van Gogh was a
curious sight indeed. He would sit on a stool alongside a roadway painting
scenery for hours at a time. The witness describes Van Gogh as a "funny, red-bearded
man with a straw hat, smoking a pipe and painting intently, and not responding
to anyone's attempts to communicate with him."
Van Gogh's "Self Portrait With Straw Hat"
In his many letters, it is clear that Van Gogh was aware of
his depressive tendencies, and that he had experienced them most of his life.
After one of his mental crises he wrote "Well, even in that deep misery I
felt my energy revive, and I said to myself: in spite of everything I shall
rise again, I will take up my pencil, which I have forsaken in great discouragement,
and I will go on with my drawing, and from that moment everything has seemed
transformed in me." Van Gogh seemed to utilize the incredible high spirits,
which always followed his severe depressions, as a source of his creative
energy.
In 1886, at the age of 33, Van Gogh went to Paris and mingled
with Toulouse-Lautrec, Gauguin, Seurat, and other painters who were later
considered among the best. His painting techniques were influenced by these
impressionists, and their use of bright colors and their choice of less sentimental
subject matter altered the direction his style of painting would take. Unless
depression overcame him, he carefully avoided his tendency to paint dark canvases
and subjects who were weighted down with the drudgeries of life.
However, after two years of working among the Parisian artistic
community, Van Gogh's delicate nervous system began to collapse. His friendship
with Paul Gauguin was in Van Gogh's own words, "electric," but like all of
his other relationships it was doomed by Van Gogh's inability to comprehend
normal social relationships. On December 24, 1888, an argument ensued between
them. Van Gogh unsuccessfully attacked Gauguin, then mutilated himself by
cutting a large piece off of his ear (See his famous painting below in which
he depicts the injury), he wrapped the severed ear in paper, and gave it to
a startled prostitute whom he had befriended. When his brother learned of
this incident, he had Vincent institutionalized for two weeks in Arles, France
in 1888. This was followed by several more breakdowns in 1890. Self Portrait Of Vincent Van Gogh Which He Painted Shortly After He cut
Off His Ear In A State Of Fury!
Psychologists studying Van Gogh's history of mental breakdowns
have theorized that each mental crisis was preceded by a perceived threat
to the deep attachment he felt for a loved one. His first collapse occurred
shortly after his beloved brother Theo Van Gogh, had announced his engagement
to his future wife Johanna. Vincent's second mental breakdown came a few days
after a violent argument and the hasty departure of his close friend, fellow
painter Paul Gauguin. His third mental crisis occurred shortly before the
wedding of his brother Theo. Apparently, Vincent perceived the romantic relationship
between Theo and Johanna, and their subsequent marriage, as a loosening of
the bonds he held with his brother. In May 1890, he stayed for three days
with Theo, his wife and new baby. Theo's lung condition had grown worse, and
Vincent was clearly concerned with his brother's health. Selfishly, he was
also worried about Theo's deteriorating financial prospects, which had already
reduced the living allowance that was sent to Vincent each month.
"Undergrowth With Two Figures"
Reflecting his plunging mood Vincent painted "The Undergrowth
With Two Figures" in June 1890, 1 month before his suicide death. It has a
lonely and depressive style and coloration (See painting above). In one of
his last letters dated July 1890, he sadly wrote to his brother Theo, "I feel...a
failure. That's it as far as I'm concerned...I feel that this is the destiny
that I accept, that will never change." In contrast, one of his last paintings which he completed in
late July 1890 titled "Wheat Field With Crows," reflects an ambivalence of
optimism and hopelessness with the dark clouds of depression slowly lifting
up from the skyline (See painting below). It is common knowledge among clinical
psychologists that a person with bi-polar disorder (known as manic depression
during Van Gogh's time), invariably attempt suicide while rising up from the
depression towards the manic phase. A few days after he finished this painting,
Vincent Van Gogh, on July 27, 1890, killed himself with a gunshot to the chest.
His brother Theo died of lung disease 6 months after the death of Vincent.
"Wheat Field With Crows" (One Of Van Gogh's Last Paintings-July 1890)
Although he only sold one painting during his life-time, he
is considered the most powerful Expressionist, and his paintings each sell
for millions of dollars. Ironically, Vincent Van Gogh is deemed by society
to be one of our greatest and most successful artists. Conclusion I personally believe that the intense interest that today's
society has for Van Gogh lies not in the quality of his paintings, but in
his ability to project his turbulent emotional experience onto the canvas.
Because he was an Expressionist, we know more about his mental state than
we do ANY other great painter in history. For example, his painting "Starry Night Over The Rhone" (see
below), gives us the sense that he was just beginning to plunge into a state
of depression.
This painting was created in Arles, France in September, 1888,
and it remains housed in the Musée d'Orsay in Paris. Van Gogh's state of mind
at the time he painted it can only be speculated about. It is suspected that
he was probably on the verge of going into a deep depressive state. The very
dark colors, with glimpses of light are typical of his style during the early
phase of his depressive episodes. So to, is the appearance of the shadowy
figures of a man and woman in the far right-hand corner of the painting, widely
believed to be suggestive of his dependent, yet ambivalent relationship with
his brother and sister-in-law. In general, Van Gogh's mood had began to sour while he was
in France, surrounded by many great painters of the day. His awkwardness in
social relationships began to take a toll. He was plagued by frequent extreme
shifts in his emotional state. Mania and feelings of grandiosity were always
followed by self-loathing, and the despair of deep depressions. It appears likely that just after he completed the painting
above, he sunk further into the depths of depression. We know that two months
later, on December 24, 1888, his mood began to revert back to the manic state,
when his violent argument with Gauguin occurred. It resulted in self-mutilation,
which is a common behavior in mental patients during manic excitement. Without
access to modern medicine, the frequency of these self-destructive episodes
increased until Van Gogh's suicide in 1990. From a behavioral standpoint, Van Gogh's ability to express
his internal state of mind in his artwork, provides us with a vivid record
of the see-saw activity of his brain's chemistry. When he began to slip into
depression, his paintings would take on a deep, dark feeling of doom, with
only hints of light optimism remaining. However, as the depression deepened,
his canvases become dark vessels of hopelessness. Amazingly, a complete reversal would always occur, catapulting
him into a frenzy of grandiose feelings and creative activity as the mania
took hold. His paintings would become electric with brilliant colors, and
the canvas textures jumped to life with jittery strokes of paint, brilliantly
mirroring his manic state of mind. Because Van Gogh was an Expressionistic painter, we know more
about his internal life than we do about any of civilization's other Master
painters. He alone has allowed us to peer into his mind, while he was in the
act of creating his art. This is truly the unique and lasting contribution
that Vincent Van Gogh has given to us in the study of our great Masterpieces.
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