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VIETNAM, 1969-1970:

A COMPANY COMMANDER’S JOURNAL

by

Michael Lee Lanning

("Battalion and Brigade say we accomplished a great deal. I wonder. I dusted off men with wounds that will disable them the rest of their lives. I dusted off a dead man that was one of the best soldiers I ever have known. I am realizing the full burdens of being a company commander."

When lieutenant Michael Lee Lanning first shipped out of San Francisco for Vietnam, he had been youthfully confident he would survive the war. Now, six months later, promoted to company commander at the almost-unheard-of-age of 23, he was no longer confident.

Once he had seen his part in the war as a noble effort in support of a worthy cause. Now all he worked for was the survival of the hundred men in Bravo Company, for facing them was a patient and maddeningly elusive enemy who knew that time was on their side.

Lying ahead for Lanning and his men would be days and nights of death, blood, exhaustion, and ultimately, overwhelming pride.....)

I read the above book with great interest, hoping to find out if I was the only one that felt that way. Of being there to make a difference in another human being’s life. Wanting to help to improve the lot of the people. to give them it seemed an idea that Americans were there to help them improve their standards of living.

My first impression as I was traveling down Highway 1 to Hue was one of amazement and disbelief that such a beautiful country should be going through this upheaval. I guess I really started wondering then why we were there.

I saw a beautiful Cathedral off in the distance that I stared at for a few minutes. Planning on if I made it back in one piece to eventually come back to visit sometime during my tour. We had come under attack and had to roll out of the trucks to keep from getting hit. Gave me some time to ponder the beginning, I guess of doubt.

This book gave me more insight as to what must of been going Lieutenant Donnelley’s mind. I began to have a lot more respect for him as a Platoon leader and what he had to deal with. I realize now that he had to do what higher ups told him to do.

Sometimes it seemed that the objectives of taking it one day and then giving it back didn’t make any sense. I see that he must have asked the same questions that we all did when we were ordered back from an area. Why we never took the land and kept it, much like our fathers and /or Uncles did in WW2. Or why they didn’t stop at the border after being attacked.

We were in a limited war where such things weren’t suppose to occur. No wonder people like my Father-in-law questioned us when we met them with "Why are you losing the war in Vietnam?" It used to rankle me being asked that question. I told him and others "Untie our soldiers hands and let us do what we were trained to do and then ask me if we were losing the war. It is the damn politicians that is ruining it for the troops to be victorious.

The Illustrated History of

MARINES

The Vietnam War

by

Edwin H. Simmons

(The Marines were the first combat troops into Vietnam and the last to leave. They bore an even greater proportion of the fighting in Vietnam than in any previous war. Trained as an attacking force, the Marines in-country found themselves cast in an unfamiliar defensive role. Rapidly they adapted to this new type of counter-surgency warfare-living up to their legendary fighting tradition in the hard-fought sieges of Khe Sanh and Con Thien and the bitter street battle for Hue.)

This book contained a lot of photographs similar to situations that I was in while as a Corpsman attached to the First Marine Division, First Regiment, First Battalion, Alpha Company, First Platoon. It explained how the 9th Marine Expeditionary Brigade first landed at DA Nang on March 8, 1965 to them leaving the US Embassy by CH-46 at 07.53,30 April, 1975.

It gives an overall view of what was going on in Vietnam with the dealings of the politics involved behind the scenes. Things that the Marines could do and not do without the okay of the Vietnamese Government. A good start in trying to understand what was going on.

The illustrated History of

Helicopters

The Vietnam War

by

John Guilmartin, JR.,

and

Michael O’Leary

(Vietnam was the first helicopter war. Helicopters whisked whole infantry battalions into battle, rescued downed airmen from behind enemy lines, plucked the wounded from the combat zone, strafed enemy positions, and recovered and refueled stranded helicopters. The notion of airmobility revolutionized the way the war was fought. But it was not without its problems...)

This is an excellent book to understand about how troops were able to move around quickly from one area to another. Not all troop movement was by helicopter. A Lot of troop movement still had to depend on convoys of trucks for supplies. Though, it sure was nice hearing that whop, whop, whop of an incoming helicopter where the conveys couldn’t make it. Especially when you were surrounded and having to fight your way out of it. Also a great morale booster for those who got hit knowing that they would be med-evac back to first aid stations for treatment.

Most of the time I saw the helicopters was to either get on to go out in the field, a night time mission to secure a downed helicopter or having them flying support for us when we came under fire. They took a lot of chances to make sure that we weren’t being stranded. I never got to meet any of the pilots in person, but would like to tell them "Thanks for being there for us all. For without you, a lot of us wouldn’t have made it back at all."

AFTER TET

THE BLOODIEST YEAR IN VIETNAM

BY

Ronald H. Spector

(The Tet Offensive of early 1968 was supposed to mark a turning point in the Vietnam War. But ins pit of a halt to the bombing of the North and the onset of the Paris peace talks, the year that followed Tet saw the war’s fiercest fighting, as a large and awesomely equipped American fighting force found itself bloodied by an enemy that seemed to evaporate before the its firepower only to reappear once the smoke cleared. Christian Science Monitor)

I have found this book to be highly informative about the time I was in Vietnam. While it left a lot of questions, it answered and supported what we in the trenches felt was going on. The politicians were running the war and didn’t know what they were doing. For in trying to run the Vietnam War from Washington, it lost the war due to ineffectual leadership. Handwringing of "what if scenarios" only bolsters my contempt of politicians who when elected to the job are ineffectual and look the over way when they know what they should do.

As a result of lessons learned here in Vietnam, our later engagements in South America and Iraq wee successful. Also to the Vietnam Vets still in the military who did not want to see another fiasco develop when the politicians try to blame their ineffectiveness in Congress on the ordinary servicemen.

 

 

Battle for Hue TET 1968

by

Keith William Nolan

"Alongside Belleau Wood, Tarawa, and Chosin, tomorrow’s Marines will add the name of Hue. For 26 days Marine infantrymen proved the adage that in the nuclear age, it is still the rifleman’s courage and tenacity upon which a conflict can turn. An excellent history of what may well have been the most sage, sustained combat the Marine Corps saw in Vietnam. Perhaps no house-to-house combat has been more bitter this side of Stalingrad."-Marine Corps Gazette

I found this book very informative for me. At least I now know what led me to be put out in the field. On page 83 is this situation explained: Sergeant Burghardt was with his platoon in what looked to be a hospital. They were getting geared up to go across the open field in front of them to the next row of buildings. Two point men started across. They ran past a trench in the field-then there was the sudden clacking of AK-47s, and the two Marines fell wounded to the ground.

Burghardt saw it from the window, then shouted over to two corpsmen crouched inside with them. He told one of them to get out there and get them.

The corpsman he told to move was short - due to rotate home in a couple of weeks. He balked.

Burghardt got angry and snapped, "You damn coward!" Burghardt himself took off out the door. He sprinted across the grass, and went tumbling down into the ditch. Fire cracked over his head. He reached out, grabbed one of the wounded, and dragged him down in the ditch with him. By the time Burghardt was going for the second man, the enemy fire had died down. The platoon came across and got them.

This incident had occurred in Feb. 1968 between the 8th and 12th. I was sent out in the field on the 12th. I had been told that there had been a death threat made against the corpsman and that we, the US Navy medical people, couldn’t allow that to happen. This corpsman deserved another chance with another outfit. I never met him. He was transferred to another outfit out of the area.

*I didn’t realize, then but my ongoing nightmare just began. In talking with Greg Holmes, the radioman who befriended me after Sergeant Burghardt got wounded this past Dec, 1998, I finally realized what had been driving me all this years while at work in the VA, I couldn’t stand being around incompetent people. It was stressing me out. It was this life/death situation where I had put myself on a higher level of achievement than the rest of the corpsmen did. I didn’t know who was going to kill me. The enemy, Viet Cong because of me doing my job as expected or by my own troops because of not being able to do my job as expected by the Marines. Once I realized this, it seemed like my stress level started coming down.

On page 178, 2nd paragraph from bottom through 179, 3rd paragraph from top is the story of the day Sergeant Burghardt got wounded. (I figured it was about Feb. 23, since first action was about 3:40 A.M. on Wednesday, January 31, 1968):

Burghardt and Neas were survivors. They’d been through twenty-four days of it, weeks of running those streets, making it while half of Alpha Company got killed or wounded, and they started sending up the rear-echelon Marines as replacements. Now, they were leaving.

The Company started out in the morning, sweeping south, house to house to a bridge on the eastern section of the South Side, along the canal. They were to leave the city over that bridge. The Marines found nobody in their sweep, and finally, Burghardt, Neas, and a couple of other grunts came around a small pagoda and stopped behind a low wall. The two of them stood behind the bricks, shoulder-close, and Burghardt waved two men across the bridge to secure the far side so the platoon could move over.

The first man go on the bridge and enemy firing commence. The AKs roared from nowhere, mortars came in, and the man on the bridge went down, clutching his knee.

Then a burst raked over the wall, Burghardt saw a giant white flash explode in front of his face and he went flying back against the opposite wall, his helmet slamming down hard on his nose, crying out, "God, forgive me!" Neas lay beside him against the wall, holding his arm. The same burst had put a round through it. He put his hand up on Burghardt’s neck to let him know he’d been hit, and then he saw the blood. He couldn’t believe his sergeant was wounded. A Corpsman ran up and stripped off Burghardt’s flak jacket. The bullet had gone through his neck and ploughed out his shoulder, so the doc tied a bandaged around the exit hole and gave him a shot of morphine. Burghardt was scared, not because it hurt, but because it didn’t. He couldn’t’t move.

(I was this corpsman who was merely trying to do his duty. I had worked on 7S, a Neurology/Neurosurgery ward at Great Lakes Naval Hospital which dealt with neck and spinal chord injuries. I did everything I could think of to prevent further damage. I didn’t want him to be paralyzed like some of the ones I had taken care of.)

Neas started crying as he watched the corpsman work on Burghardt, as Burghardt kept calling to him by his nickname Alphie, asking him to find his wallet. Neas hardly hurt from his arm wound, but his heart felt like it had been ripped out as he stared at his good friend and trusted sergeant being loaded on a door for evacuation. Somebody dragged up the Marine who’d been shot on the bridge, and a Marine nicknamed Hoppy pulled up in a jeep. They laid Burghardt across the back on a stretcher, Neas and the other man climbed aboard, and Hoppy hauled off for the Hue stadium. Things started going fuzzy for Burghardt. They got to the stadium LZ and he could feel the cold mist in the air, and then he was being carried on an Army chopper. They landed at Phu Bai. Another short wait and he was in another helicopter. Within two hours of his being wounded, the corpsman aboard the hospital ship Repose in the South China Sea were pushing him into the operating room.

The next day, the doctors told him what had happened. The round had nicked his spinal cord, causing bone chips to sever some of the nerves. He was paralyzed. A quadriplegic. That second day on the ship, he was strapped to his bed with his head fastened in a brace, when an officer pinned the Purple Heart to the sheets.

During the third week aboard the hospital ship, a newspaper article about him appeared in Stars & Stripes, and some of the corpsmen taped it above his bed. The headline read "Marine Kills 7 in Hue Battles." By then, Burghardt could barely move his left arm.

Sergeant Burghardt had been my first battle casualty in Hue and as it was also my first firefight. I was just trying to do my job in taking care of my Marines. Doc Tura came by sometime later on in the day and had told me the bad news of Sergeant Burghardt being a paraplegic. He told me even though I had done everything right it was the bullet wound that did it. I had forgotten this part over the years but in reading about this it came back to me.

After I had treated Sergeant Burghardt, I ended up treating another black Marine who supposively got a piece of schrapnal in his hand. I did what I had been trained to do, only this time after we had gotten settled in for the night, it came over the radio that the captain wanted to see that raw green corpsman who gave him his fourth Purple Heart. This occurred after the Marine had accepted me and started kidding me about my lack of concern for my safety. I chain smoked a while and shook a little too.

There are a still a lot of fuzzy areas in my mind as to where I was at any given time. In reading this book you get a feeling that days run into one another and it became easy for an individual to loose all sense of time. The only way I could keep track of time was to write letters to family and friends. I wish that I had those letters today because at least then maybe it would help me continue to piece this time period together.

 

 

THE GRUNT PADRE

by 

Father Daniel L. Mode 

Many people have written raves about this book how it had inspired them to go on striving to do their best under dismal odds and conditions. I can’t describe how it had affected me that easy. You see, I remember hearing about this Navy Chaplain back in Feb, 1968. Something was said about a Navy Chaplain being killed in the fall of 1967. He was well liked and respected by all the Marines in 1st Marine Division. While I felt some remorse at the time I had thought “That’s Life”.

While I was at the 1st Marine Division Association Reunion in San Diego in August 2000, I met Father Mode after he had given his talk about “How I came about writing about Father Vincent Robert Capodanno, a man who died when I was only 6 months old.” I told him how during his talk a chord was struck in me about this man who I never met. I had to find out more after realizing that the Navy Chaplain and Father Capodanno were the one and the same.

Something compelled me to go and get this book and to start immediately to read. I was drawned by this Man’s willingness to serve under very hard circumstances without concern for his own safety. He ended up dying going to the aid of a downed Corpsman ARMANDO GARZA LEAL, JR.,who had been fallen going out to aid a Marine. I realized as I read on that I needed to continue in my struggles because of Father Capodanno. I and every Vietnam Vet owes it to him to try to continue bring peace to our fellow man, to continue to help and most of all to never forget the sacrifices we made then in trying to help others nor to ever forget Father Capodanno.

As I finished this book, I took another deep long look at myself. I was ready to give up and retire from the medical profession. I felt like everything had been closing in on me, that all was for naught. I remembered another time that I had taken a deep look inside to see if I was doing what God had intended for me to do. I realized at that other time that I was intended to work in Medicine to help people. So after being Medically Retired from the Service due to my wounds and going on to college becoming a Physical Education Teacher, teaching for 2 years and losing a star athlete to a bicycle accident late at night, I got back into the medical profession believing that I could make a difference.

I realize now that I have made a difference in those lives that I touched. So I am now asking you to get and read this book,”THE GRUNT PADRE by Father Mode who has donated all monies from this book to The Reverend Vincent Robert Capodanno Foundation to continue to take care of “His beloved Marines” located at:  The Reverend Vincent Robert Capodanno Foundation

 

 

 

 

 

 

STOLEN VALOR

by

B.G. BURKETT

GLENNA WHITLEY

Mr. B.G. Burkett is a Vietnam Veteran with a different outlook on Vietnam. He volunteered for the Army because "The logical choice was the Air Force, but slightly high blood pressure and an inner-ear problem meant I couldn’t pass the pilot physical." He went through basic training at Fort Jackson, South Carolina in June, 1966 and graduated in September. He went to Advanced Infantry Training at Fort McClellan, outside Anniston, Alabama. He then went to the Ordnance Officer Candidate School at Aberdeen Proving Ground in Maryland in Nov. 1966 as Sgt. B.G. Burkett for 6 more months of training. He graduated in May 1967 as a second Lieutenant.

He did not volunteer right away for Vietnam. ( ) He was assigned to the 1st Armored Division at Fort Hood, near Waco, Texas and assigned to a computer project. He worked there for 9 months before making a formal request to be assigned to duty in Vietnam. Finally after repeated requests his orders came through in April of 1968. He reported to Fort Lewis for overseas processing and shipment. While here he learned of his making first lieutenant. He then was at McChord Air Force Base outside Tacoma Washington. He left June 11, 1968 to Anchorage then Yokota, Japan. He entered Vietnam on approximately June 12, 1968.

He reported to Qui Non where he had been assigned prior to leaving the States. On the second day there, he was assigned to the 199th Light Infantry Brigade located at Camp Frenzell-Jones near Bien Hoa. In reporting there he was assigned to be a "material readiness expediter" (dog robber in Navy). So instead of being assigned out in the field he started his illustrious tour as a rear echelon officer procuring supplies. He was assigned a room (8x9sqft) in an officers barracks, his home for 11 months. This time period is known now as mini-TET. (He served with B Company of the 7th Combat Support Battalion. His duties consisted of fire marshall and leader of a rifle platoon. ( He lived comfortably in the rear while others were out in the bushes.) He shipped out May 5, 1969 from the 90th Replacement Depot three days later.

While I have the highest respect for Mr. Burkett in his efforts in bringing back the Honor to all Vietnam Vets, he has a completely different viewpoint from the rear of what was really going on than the men who were out in the field. His closest call , other than getting mortared once a month () was taking photos , tore a gouge in his knee and the day a VC leaped on his jeep’s hood in Saigon. He also spoke of his reckless behavior after a friend received an unexpected promotion. My impression of his time is that he is looking at the war through rose colored glasses when he denounces PTSD and the effect being out in the field had on a human being. Otherwise, it was well written.