| December 21, 2000 Legally Matt died on 12-23-99, but I feel that he died the moment of the car crash which was 12-21, the first day of winter. It was a full moon. Matt was very in touch with nature and his time to move on was on the winter solstice. I can hardly believe he is gone. People have said to me "Matt would not want you to be sad." And I know that he wouldn't, but I am still sad and I still miss him and not a day goes by that I don't think of him and wish he was here. But it is not up to us to decide who stays and who goes. |