That's when you have to
tell yourself that things will get better.
There are times when people
disappoint you and let you down,
but those are the times
when you must remind yourself
to trust your own judgments and opinions,
to keep your life focused on believing in yourself
and all that you are capable of.
There will be challenges to face
and changes to make in your life,
and it is up to you to accept them.
Constantly keep yourself headed
in the right direction for you.
It may not be easy at times,
but in those times of struggle
you will find a stronger sense of who you are,
So when the days come that are filled
with frustration and unexpected responsibilities,
remember to believe in yourself
and all you want your life to be,
because the challenges and changes
will only help you to find the goals
that you know are meant to come true for you.
--Author Unknown
The Nursery
The spare room is empty. We want it filled now
We still keep on trying to
But still don't know how.
The doctors, the nurses, the mothers in law
They all say "like this"
But we can't open the door.
At the end of the tunnel, there isn't a light
Just endless frustration and total utter fright.
More disappointments, more broken hearts
We do the right things, don't have the right parts!
The needles, the testing... all seem in vain
But maybe just maybe it will be worth the pain.
When the carpets go down and the footsteps aren't heard
when the walls are coloured with letters and words
The lightshade that shows us the beauty of sleep
A rocking chair to cradle our baby who weeps
The curtains that close when bedtime is due
With pictures of fun, like winnie the pooh
Danny or Tia, don't mind who comes first
Niether will be best, neither the worst.
I'll love you both equal.....unconditionally
Perhaps we'd get lucky, perhaps there'd be three
In the room there'd be laughter, so full of love
Please someone send me a blessing from above.
One day, maybe the room will echo no more
The room will be quiet, shh, mind the door.
"I just got them off now. I'm going for a doze"
I'd be tired and restless, but worth it for those
Beautiful children. Heart filled with joy
Brimming over with Love, for my girl and my boy.
Tiptoes won't echo on the floor anymore.
By Grant T Usher
Thank You Mother Nature
Mother Nature didn't bless me
With the skill to bear a child.
The need is great; painful
Yet I refuse to get wild
With anger and frustration
for she gave me so many gifts
the windows in my face
An ability to feel the wind.
Priceless are those sights I see
My friends share their joy
With lengthy arms they look above
Pull faces at a living toy
Love they give, tears they dry
I do envy them, it's true
Still I ask the reason why
Not for me? Just fate.
Still I refuse to get angry
My heart finds a grateful note
Thank you, mother nature
For what I have not what I don't
By Louise Usher
If I could catch a Rainbow
I would do it just for you
and share with you its beauty
on the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
you could call your very own
a place to find serenity
a place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea
but all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
or catch a rainbow fair
but let me be what I know best....
a friend that's always there.
"author unknown"
IF THOSE WHO MOURN
if those who mourn,
go bravely on,
their lonely misty way,
and patiently,
in spite of tears,
do what they must each day,
if there's no bitterness,
time brings,
the broken spirit healing wings,
"author unknown"
Just Those Few Weeks
For those few weeks-
I had you to myself.
And that seems too short of time
To be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks-
I came to know you...
And to love you.
You came to trust me with your life.
Oh, what a life I had planned for you!
Just those few weeks-
When I lost you,
I lost a lifetime of hopes,
plans, dreams, and aspirations...
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just those few weeks-
It wasn't enough time to convince others
How special and important you were.
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
And no one is mourning the passing.
Just a mere few weeks-
And no "normal" person would cry all night
Over a tiny, unfinished baby,
Or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day.
No one would, so why am I?
You were just those few weeks my little one
You darted in and out of my life too quickly.
But it seems that's all the time you needed
To make my life so much richer-
And give me a small glimpse of eternity.
By Susan Erlin