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The Wall
If you've ever seen the painting "Reflections" of the Vietnam Wall inWashington,
you've seen the man standing there with his hand on the wall,mourning
his dead father or brother who was killed. What he doesn't seeis
the reflection from the other side showing that relative
with HIS hand onthe wall, touching the hand
of his survivor. That painting inspiredthis story.
FROM THE OTHER SIDE
By Patrick Camunes
"There are so many things that are written
about the Wall but never anything of being
on the other side. I was inspired by the picture Reflections
that I use as wallpaper on my PC and a recent story, AutumnWall."
At first there was no place for us to go until someone put up thatBlackGranite
Wall. Now, everyday and night, my Brothers and my Sisters wait
tosee the many people from places afar file in front of
this Wall. Many stopping briefly and
many for hours and some that come on a regular basis.
It was hard at first, not that it's gotten
any easier, but it seems that many ofthe attitudes
towards that war that we were involved in have changed. I canonly
pray that the ones on the other side have learned something andmore
Walls as this one needn't be built.
Several members of my unit and many that I did not recognize have
calledme to the Wall by touching my name that is engraved
upon it. The tearsaren't necessary but are hard even for me to hold
back. Don't feel guiltyfor not being
with me, my Brothers. This was my destiny as it is yours, to
be on that side of the Wall.
Touch the Wall, my Brothers, so that we can share in the memories thatwehad.
I have learned to put the bad memories aside and remember only the
pleasant times that we had together. Tell our other
Brothers out thereto come and visit me, not
to say Good Bye but to say Hello and be togetheragain,even for a short
time and to ease that pain of loss that we all share.
Today, an irresistible and loving call comes from the Wall. As I
approach I can see an elderly
lady and as I get closer I recognize her.......It's Momma!As
much as I have looked forward to this day, I have also regretted itbecause
I didn't know what reaction I would have.
Next to her, I suddenly see my wife and immediately think how hard itmustof
been for her to come to this place and my mind floods with the
pleasant memories of 30 years
past. There's a young man in a military uniformstandingwith his arm
around her......My God!......It's...it has to be my son. Lookat
him trying to be the man without a tear in his eye. I yearn to tell
himhow proud I am, seeing him standing tall, straight
and proud in hisuniform.
Momma comes closer and touches the Wall and I feel the soft andgentletouch
I had not felt in so many years. Dad has crossed to this side of
theWall and through our touch, I try to convey to her
that Dad is doing fine and is
no longer suffering or feeling pain. I see my wife's couragebuilding
as she sees Momma touch the Wall and she approaches
and lays her hand on mywaiting hand. All the emotions, feelings and memories
of three decadespast flash between our touch
and I tell her that it's alright. Carry on with yourlife
and don't worry about me......I can see as I look into her eyesthat she
hears and understands me and a big burden has been lifted
from her. I watch as they lay flowers
and other memories of my past. My luckycharmthat was taken from me
and sent to her by my CO, a tattered and worn teddybear
that I can barely remember having as I grew up as a child and
severalmedals that I had earned and were presented to
my wife. One of them isthe Combat Infantry
Badge that I am very proud of and I notice that my son isalso
wearing this medal. I had earned mine in the jungles of Vietnamand
he had probably earned his in the deserts of
Iraq. I can tell that they are
preparing to leave and I try to take a mentalpicture of them together,
because I don't know when I will see themagain. I wouldn't
blame them if they were not to return and can only thank themthat Iwas
not forgotten. My wife and Momma near the Wall for one final touch
andso many years of indecision, fear and sorrow are let
go. As they turn toleave I feel my tears
that had not flowed for so many years, form as ifdew drops
on the other side of the Wall.
They slowly move away with only a glance over their shoulder. My
sonsuddenly stops and slowly returns. He stands straight and
proud infront of me and snaps a salute.
Something makes him move to the Wall and he puts
his hand upon the Wall and touches my tears
that had formed on the face ofthe Wall and
I can tell that he senses my presence there and the pride andthelove that
I have for him. He falls to his knees and the tears flow from
his eyes and I try my best
to reassure him that it's alright and the tearsdo notmake him any less
of a man. As he moves back wiping
the tears from his eyes, he silently mouths,GodBless you, Dad......
God Bless, YOU, Son...... We WILL meet someday but
in the meanwhile, go on your way......
There is no hurry.......There is no hurry at
all. As I see them walk off
in the distance, I yell out to THEM andEVERYONEthere today, as loud as
I can,.........THANKS FOR REMEMBERING and as otherson
this side of the Wall join in, I notice that the US Flag that so
proudlyflys in front of us everyday, is flapping and standing
proudly straightout in the wind today...........................THANK
YOU ALL FOR REMEMBERING..
Note: I received this from several people and
I wish to thank you all for seeing it and sending it to me..............Windy.
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