What "Absentia" Means

Let me explain what this picture means.
You see the girl sitting on the bottom right hand side?
She is you (even if you're a guy) and everything behind her back represents her unconscious.
You see in my opinion your unconscious controls you...okay so it does so I didn't think that out myself but I think that it has people living there (your other personalities) that come out in peeps who have multiple personalities.
This is how it works.
The big eyeball thing on the top right hand corner controls everything else; it sees all it knows all it controls what you know. As you can tell the eyeball is attached to all the things in the piece.
It has its little tentacles attached to the main demon (the big ugly guy in the middle) and the blond chick (see the arrows pointing at her head). Then the blond woman with the arrows symbolizes the woman behind every man weather it be a mother or a lover. She is behind the demon who is rather feminine because we are born bi (says so Freud) and because the woman always leaves some influence in a man. The demon holds onto the severed head, which is your head (metaphorically) because he controls you.
Then there's the wheel of faces or your "moods". They are closer to your "realm". They grab onto the blood or nectar that comes from the head with their tongues. From then on you see the other mediums before we get to you. Those are your subconscious and conscious minds that then become you.
Now you (or the girl) you're just sitting there in a state of thought where a spontaneous decision is made.
This in real life occurs suddenly but in the drawing it is captured.
This girl has a target. See the little dotted lines that come out her eyes go forward then bump off her breasts then her knees and then point in between her legs; well that's the realization of her sexuality.