Don’t tell me everything is fine
I
see so clearly it’s just a big lie
doors
are closed and no place to hide
I’m
desperately trapped within my own mind.
Giving
up to the curses that I have met
giving
in to the wrath that’s been set
I sit
still with full of regrets
taste
the salt from the tears I have bled.
I
burst out the scream with no sound
my
voice is lost in silence so loud
loneliness
is all that I’ve found
Devastation
in the search nowhere bound.
Doesn’t
matter who’s wrong or right
thinking
back of all the fruitless fights
all
I could muster is a heavy sigh
in
light of all aspects, nothing is alright.
Bits
by bits, my hope is shattered
all
my efforts really doesn’t matter
‘ve
been let down by the one that’s greater
buried
deep in the dark pit of anger.
Fear
settles in when patience starts to shake
anxiety
stirs up as endurance breaks
I
earnestly pray for sanity’s sake
when
I sleep, Lord, don’t ever let me wake.
Huu
Cao
11/11/02