Pseudosubculture Peacock: A Look at an All-Campus Intramural Team from the Inside-out Over 7000 students participated in Intramurals at the University of Southern Indiana this year, but in my opinion, none are as dedicated and spirited as the Peacock Icons. When you think of Intramurals, you probably think of simply playing sports just for the recreational value, but for the Peacock Icons, it goes beyond that. We are more than just an Intramural team blindly participating just to play sports—we are pseudosubculture, so to speak. We qualify as a subculture (a self-identified group of people with our own stories, rituals, and behaviors), but I use the word pseudosubculture because no matter how much or how often we are involved, the team is only one facet of our lives, which we are apart from over the summer. We transcend the sports we play; we are more than just a team of intramural athletes. Method Upon beginning my research, I realized that I was an insider, indeed. Knowing this, I realized “outsider” observation would be somewhat of an obstacle, but at the same time, I had twenty-four hour access to the site and a general knowledge base that allowed me to really observe in depth what goes on. Furthermore, I attend every event in which the Peacock Icons participate and see all that goes on. Hence, observation was not a separate task but rather an everyday occurrence achieved by just paying close attention to the happenings both in my apartment and at Intramural functions and events. However, instead of taking extensive notes, I merely jotted down several main topics, some of which eventually became subheadings within this research report. From the main ideas, I amalgamated information in those areas, taking a few notes here and there to remember small details. In addition, as an insider, my observations are capable of spanning wider spectrum, relying on occurrences of both past and present. At that point, I began writing, using the main topics and adding the rest from my everyday experiences. Beyond that, I tried to analyze everything by putting it together in order to form my thesis. My proposal, observation exercise, artifact analysis, and interviews were also at my disposal for this project. 8043A Ray--Peacock Icon Headquarters I walk into this place everyday—Apartment 8043A in the Ray building of the Joseph E. O’Daniel Apartment Complex. It is my home away from home--a college apartment from which four male students conduct their daily academic lives and studies. This apartment, which doubles as the main headquarters, is the standard USI on-campus apartment. It has a living room, which connects to a small dining area, leading to the small but adequate kitchen. However, the dining area is never used for eating but rather for the computer, which serves multiple, important purposes. Attached to the living room on either side is a bedroom housing two of the four residents of the headquarters. On the right live Brian Giesler and I, the captains. On the left, the emergency captain and one of the loyal players reside. Other than the dining area where the computer stands, the living room is probably the second most important area of the headquarters; it provides ample space for small meetings and team gatherings. In addition, the room also serves as the “studio” for the filming of Peacock Icons LIVE, the weekly filmed show which updates recent and upcoming Peacock Icons events throughout the past week. Signs of the Peacock infestation can be seen throughout the room. Adorning the television on the left side of the room are two picture frames with multi-colored foam peacock feathers glued to them. On the right sidewall hang two homemade posters with assorted pictures of team members and colorful construction paper backgrounds. Both were gifts to the captains from a fellow Icon. Furthermore, there is an aspect that borders on the odd—a stuffed animal raccoon with attached suicide note hangs from the smoke detector by its neck noosed by a phone cord. Remember this animal; what it represents will become quite apparent later. Doing it for Kenny Where does a team get a name like the Peacock Icons? I find it somewhat odd even as a captain and co-founder. Our name is derived from a man for which my co-captain and I have great respect: Kenneth C. Peacock. Kenny is a man who lives in my hometown of Holland, Indiana. Originally from Kentucky, Kenny attended the University of Evansville, playing football and majoring in physical education. Here he met the love of his life Dana Partenheimer-Peacock and the rest is history. Kenny and Dana were married in 1988, and the couple moved to Holland, which is also Dana’s hometown. Kenny was unable to attain a job in teaching and is now a foreman at a local factory. How does this man tie into the picture? The answer is one word: softball. With his athletic background, Kenny joined the church softball team of which I was a member, and he quickly became a player favorite; everyone loved having Kenny around because of his team first attitude and humor in the dugout. So, after five years of playing side-by-side with Kenny, I was off to college, and a year and a half later, we formed our Intramural team. In order to get attention, we needed a name that would be noticed, and we chose to incorporate Kenny’s name after merely minutes of discussion. With a small alteration, we were set—the Peacock Icons were born with my roommate Brian and I at the helm. Since then, the battle cry has always been: Do it for Kenny! Our Mission Statement Until just recently, our success—at least as measured by winning events—has been limited, but we have always had the same mission statement from the beginning: allowing anyone to play any event he or she so desires regardless of his or her ability while still fielding a competitive team. How do we do this? We put together multiple teams, grouping the better players on one team and the others on another. The “best” team or team with more ability participates in the All-Campus League, a year-long battle for the overall points title. The other team(s) is/are placed in the open leagues where their results do not count for points—participating and competing are all that matter. Building a Winning Franchise In the Spring of 1998, the Peacock Icons made their first appearance on the Intramural scene as a volleyball team in the open division. How times have changed in less than a year! That was only the beginning. In the Fall semester of 1998, the Peacock Icons entered the All-Campus era in both the men’s and co-ed leagues. My co-captain and I were very excited to get started; we wanted to jump right in and win it all. We had it all wrong! In actuality, we were nowhere nearly prepared to become an All-Campus team. We were lacking in almost every aspect of our new undertaking: too few players, too little experience, and not enough knowledge. We have since discovered that building a winning franchise is all about obtaining the things we lacked. We enjoyed very little success early in the season. In fact, we won nothing, and participation points were hardly enough to rocket the Icons to the top of the standings. Our most impressive accomplishment was a second place finish in golf thanks to our emergency captain, Sam, a top golfer at his old high school. However, we didn’t give up; we started to gain experience as we played more and more events and recruited more players at every opportunity. One can never have enough knowledge, but we gained a lot in the everyday operation of the team and continue to do so even now. We learned so much about the Intramural program itself as well as the department. We know about the other teams, the administrators, the supervisors, and the officials; so much of what we know now helps us to be more successful. Today, we are still not as complete as we would like to be, yet we are not a complete stranger to success. We put things together, battling our way to overall championships in several events and participating in every single event—even the exhibition ones. We were the only team on campus to do so. In addition, we finished fifth overall in the men’s All-Campus League and second overall in the co-ed All-Campus League. Needless to say, we were satisfied and even somewhat impressed with the co-ed finish. Our Cyber Ears and Mouth “Vrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeemmmmmmm!!” echoes the sound wave file that sounds as if Sir Lancelot has just drawn from his side the energy resonating Excaliber. So begins start-up of the computer and hence, another day of cyber-intramurals. The Peacock Icon Computer is an extremely vital part of this now successful intramural team. It is nothing flashy or ornate but simply a whitish-gray assembly of silicon, plastic, and metal, yet it is the hub of communication among all the Peacock Icons. Why then is this computer so vitally important to the Peacock Icons? The computer is a staple of our culture today; it is involved in almost anything we do—banking, driving, shopping, communication, etc., and the Peacock Icons are no exception. In order to successfully operate an intramural team, it is necessary to have quick, to the point, and easy-to-access communication among the team members, and e-mail provides just such a medium. The computer’s e-mail is responsible for getting over thirty players to over a hundred events consistently over the past two years—a feat that is truly remarkable, knowing the difficulty, at times, of getting college students to show up. Simply put, the computer at Peacock Icon Headquarters is our mouth and ears. It allows us to “hear” what other Icons are saying and “speak” to them regarding Intramural events and other affairs. There is no doubt in my mind that running an intramural program as successful and extensive as the Peacock Icons would be virtually impossible without this computer. On the Recruiting Trail Sometimes recruiting for team sports—especially co-ed—can be quite difficult. Who you get could very well mean the difference between being a good team and being a great team. The following phone conversation is an example of a routine call from a team member. In this case, it is Trent, one of the main team workhorses, speaking with me about volleyball recruitment. For team I in co-ed volleyball, we needed one more girl to complete the roster which included Trent, Brian, Angie B., Mandy B., and myself. After several failed attempts at securing some of the top talent on campus, we looked to a tall girl named Lauren. who played on our women’s basketball team. Upon reaching her via telephone, she informed me that she would be available to play. However, she also wanted her roommate Tara to play, and she pretty much implied that they would come as a package deal, giving us four girls on a team that really only needed three. Upon hearing about this from another girl on our team, Trent called me to confirm what he had heard. Kary: Hello… Trent: (somewhat agitated) So you got ‘em both huh? K: (defensively) Yeah, I really didn’t have a choice. We can do that; the girls will just have to sub in and out. T: Yeah, we can do that. K: Is Tara really that bad? T: No… K: I thought you said she was? T: That’s only what I heard. I’m sure she’s at least OK. K: I think she should be…She seems like a good athlete. T: Yeah, I heard she was a really good server and back row player. We can just rotate her and Lauren--Lauren for the front row and Tara for the back. K: Yeah, we’re gonna be fine. At that point, the conversation turned to discuss Tara’s strong points and analysis of the teams in our division. By the way, Tara turned out to be quite a player—better than Lauren. You can never tell what your recruiting will do for the team; it must be tested in a game situation. Leading the Way—An Interview with Co-Captain Brian Giesler As any All-Campus captain would probably tell you, running a team is not easy. You have to attend meetings, call people, e-mail people, make sure everyone shows up, collect student ID’s, fill out paper work, etc. But there are also positive aspects to the position, and seeing the team you built succeed may be the most positive. In this interview, we are able to examine the mind of a captain. K: What are your primary responsibilities as co-captain of the Peacock Icons? B: I find out who’s playing what sport. I’m co-editor of the newsletter. When needed, I attend meetings. K: What are the main reasons behind your motivation to run this team? B: To have fun. K: Do you feel that your fellow teammates share this same motivation? Why? B: Yes, some do. Others seem to take it too seriously. K: What makes your position so fulfilling? B: Knowing that I have the authority to put myself on any team. Also, I know I have first shot at playing any sport. K: What makes your position not so fulfilling? B: Trying to find people to play an hour before the event takes place. K: What makes the All-Campus League better than the Open League? B: There are fewer forfeits. We get to field a team in every sport. K: As a fellow captain, I realize this is a hard job….Why? What makes it so difficult? B: Not knowing who will call and say they won’t be able to play in that day’s event. Trying to find people to play the unpopular events. K: What is the major problem preventing people from participating in events? B: Sometimes the IM department does not say when the event will be; they will only give a deadline date and not the date of the event. Sometimes we struggle to get a full team due to not knowing when the event will take place. K: Why do Intramurals? Why not some other group? B: It’s something fun to do. I was friends with the majority of the Peacock Icons in high school. At this time, I have no reason to leave the Peacock Icons. K: Have you ever felt that helping to run this team isn’t worth it? Why or why not? B: No. K: What are the chances that the Icons will continue after we, the captains, are gone? B: I think there’s a good chance. K: What do you think of the chances at an all-campus title next year? B: Men’s (league) will be hard. We need to play better softball. I like our chances in co-ed. The majority of our team will be back. We messed up in tennis, volleyball, and bowling. We had our chances but we didn’t take advantage of them. Hopefully, we will learn from these mistakes and take it next year. We won softball, and I didn’t think we would play on the second day. We just need to keep the team together, and we will be a force. We came on strong in the end. Hopefully with the new events we’ll be able to bring home the title. Our Latex Arch-Rival When you play Intramurals, you don’t really expect to get an arch rival, but we did—The Latex Ponies. This rivalry developed due mostly in part to a friend from high school named Nathan. Nathan is a good athlete and knowing this, we tried to recruit him as an Icon, but when he elected to play with some of his new buddies (the Ponies), we were disappointed. Eventually, we got to know some of the Ponies and a friendly rivalry developed between our teams. That is where Lucy comes in. The real Lucy is a raccoon stuffed by taxidermist; she is the Ponies’ mascot, and that is precisely why we have the imposter Lucy hanging from our ceiling. Our Lucy is a representation of the Ponies, and her hanging represents our desire to see the Ponies go down at our hands. In fact, we even have a rivalry trophy that is up for grabs anytime there is a head-to-head Pony/Peacock match-up. Unfortunately, we lost the trophy to the Ponies in basketball and were unable to regain it in co-ed volleyball. However, to this day, most Peacock Icons will list beating the Ponies in men’s volleyball as their most memorable moment in Intramurals. It was the first time we ever got the trophy and probably the last. It is doubtful that the Ponies will return next year, but we will always have the memories of our friendly rivalry. On the surface, our conflict may seem silly, but the rivalry was truly real—it mattered more to us than winning events. “I think that they are helping us to achieve our best. We strive to put them in their place,” said Dana Barrett, one of the original six Peacock Icons, when asked about the Ponies. www.Peacock.com: the Icons in the Mainstream Media Any successful venture must have exposure to the outside world, and the Peacock Icons do it in style. Unlike any other Intramural team at USI, we have our own homepage on the Internet, a taped “T.V.” show, and a newsletter. The Icons can be seen world-wide at http://www.geocities.com/colosseum/track/4471, a site that has pictures of the players, schedules and much more. Remarkably, the site has tallied over 1100 hits, and has drawn quite a few compliments from visitors. The Official Peacock Icon Newsletter is written once a week and has a circulation of about thirty people (mostly players but some outside fans). Peacock Icons LIVE is our taped “T.V.” show that can be seen only by those who get the tape—i.e. team members and fans. We tape it as often as possible (usually once a week) and try to make it as comical as possible. Each week, we have a different guest on the show to discuss Icon business—we have even had two Latex Ponies on the show, during which we tried to make them look bad. In addition to our media services, we also have two student nurses who have treated team members in the past for afflictions ranging from treating a cut finger to applying ointment and bandages to an appendectomy scar. Our head nurse Kristy is on call twenty-four hours a day for any Peacock Icon just in case someone needs minor medical attention. Gimme an “I”……… Cheering the Icons while Baking Dana Barrett is one of the original six Peacock Icons and will be leaving us after this year due to graduation. She has served as head cheerleader and head of the bakery division. In other words, she cheers for us at important games and makes pies and cakes when needed for a special occasion. This is the first time we will lose a team member to graduation, and we will most certainly miss Dana. The following questions will show just how dedicated Dana is. Kary: What are some of the advantages/disadvantages of your position? Dana: My pie baking abilities are much better (advantage). I can’t get to every activity (disadvantage). K: What have you done individually to better the Peacock Icons as a whole? D: Pies: I’ve kept them fed. K: You were one of the original six Peacock Icons….How will your legacy affect future Icons? D: They will have to strive to become true Icons. They need to play with the spirit the original six played with. Conclusion Our first year as an All-Campus squad has come to a close, and we have a lot to show for it. We have new players, incoming recruits, invaluable experience and a greater understanding of Intramural world at USI. To celebrate, we attended the Intramural Awards Banquet on Wednesday, April 28, 1999 at 9:00 pm in PAC 200. What we received here gave us all a real sense of accomplishment—especially me. No, we did not get any of the three feet tall trophies presented to the All-Campus champions nor did we get athlete of the year. I was honored as the All-Campus Captain of the year, but more importantly, we received the Team Sportsmanship Award for outstanding sportsmanship throughout the year. To me, that says it all. Despite not having won an All-Campus title, we showed that we have character and promise for next year. Trent, Brian, and I all decided that next year would be our year to take all three All-Campus trophies: Men’s, Women’s, and Co-Ed, but I think our main goal is still to have fun by doing all the other stuff we do other than sports. After all, we are a pseudosubculture, and I get to be a part of it for two more years. The best is most definitely yet to come—on and off the court.©1999 Kary M. Kahle