I Have to get Over Him
(Just Let It Go Anna)
Anna L. Williams
November 12, 1998
When I know that someone does not love me why can't this be enough to leave him alone?
This is killing me inside,
All my true feelings I hide.
To myself I have lied
time and time again,
hoping that we can be more than friends.
I know that you don't love me
the way nor as more as I love you.
Yet, I still try.
I know that you don't love me.
Nevertheless, I sit and wonder why?
Is it me?
Is it the way that I act?
Or how I look?
Is it the way that I dress?
Or what I say?
Because I am who I am
and I'm not going to change.
You still do not love me, and I just can't comprehend why.
What would be wrong with us being us?
I would be yours, and you would be mine.
I just don't understand.
I could if there was someone else in your life.
But I want so bad for you to be my man.
Maybe this is just the wrong time for you.
However, now is the right time for me.
Oh, and God knows that I could love you so well.
I would give my heart and all too you.
And be with you through thick and thin.
You and I complete each other.
All this, and still be friends.
Maybe you are not ready for me now.
But in the future, you'll wish you had me then.
I think if I am away from you that, all will workout right.
But for six months, I have had this crush on you.
For six months, I've only wanted you.
For six months, I've been in love with you.
Hoping one day you would see the light.
I wish I could get over you and move on with my life.
But now I am so engrossed in the idea of you,
my thoughts are causing me strife.
This will only result in my broken heart.
This friendship is tearing me apart.
I've only wanted you from the start.
And I'm just not being very smart about this whole thing.
I want you so bad,
inside of me,
apart of me.
This is making me sad,
the though of you,
not touching you.
I wish that we had,
a relationship with each other,
in and outside of each other.
I will be so glad
At the end
Whatever the end maybe.
I have to leave you alone.
I have to leave you alone.
I have to leave you alone.
I think that…
I should to leave you alone.
For the good of me,
for the good of you
and for the good of me again.
I have to leave you alone.
Just let I t go Anna!
