Deutera apogeuma (wra amerikhs) kai apofasisa na paw sto CIT na ananaiwsw ligo thn selida mou. H fainh auth idea mou hrthe kathws diabaza GRE (twra pws kateluksa apo ta GRE sthn homepage den kserw.. alla mallon den hmoun polu sugkentromenh sto task mou.).

Exthes eixa aupnies (logw douleias.. tha ekshghsw argotera) kai skeftomoun diafora. Ena apo auta eixe na kanei me tous anthrwpous pou sunantw kathhmerina auto to kalokairi. Telika, kateliksa oti enas kalos tropos na blepeis tous anthrwpous einai me ta matia enws krithkou theatrou. Oloi koubalan ena "rolo". Paizoun auton ton rolo kata th diarkeia pou eisai mazi tous, kai merikes fores einai polu kaloi.

Tha kanw illustrate ti ennow...

Sthn douleia mou sto Sleep Research Lab (Duncan street providence RI ktl ktl ktl) uparxei enas tupos, o Mike (siga mh tou allaksw kai to onoma gia logous confidentialitys), o opoios einai texnikos tou sleep lab kai anwteros mou. Autos einai pou mas leei pote na kanoun ti, kai genikws einai "Da authority!". Auton ton tupo ton kserw apo ton Febrouario. Mou eixe trabhksei thn prosoxh giati htan ligo periergos. Axtenistos, aksuristos (mono Paraskeuh bradu ksurizotan, tha katalabete giati sthn sunexeia), forouse panta ta idia brwmera rouxa, alla eixe styl re paidi mou.

O xarakthras tou pali, allh istoria. Eixe teleiwsei to Brown to 97, polu eksupno palikari, alla prepei na exei problhma me tous anwterous tou. Brizei sunexws thn kathghtria me thn opoia douleuei, katapata ton ethical code tou lab sunexws kata suroh kai kat elsakolouthhsh kai fainetai pantelws anwrganwtos alla teleutaia stigmh briskei tropo kai ta fernei ola upo elenxo.

Stis diaproswpikes sxeseis: smartass. Einai o antraklas tou Providence. Den afeinei thuliko gia thuliko xwris na to sagunepsei kai oi sexoualikh tou zwh einai mallon (paraskeuh+Sabbato)x(4 sabbatokuriaka to mhna)x(12 mhnes to xrono) diaforetikes kopeles kathe xrono. OLA auta kata ta legomena tou. H dikh mou gnwmh: an ton dw plhmeno kai katharo se ena club kai mou milhsei fisiologika isws tou xamogelasw.

Den kserw an me sumpathei h an me antupathei den einai ekei to thema... Alla exei ena "rolo", ton opoio periegrapsa. To mono pou kanw egw apo th meria mou, einai na prospathw na brw to rolo, kai apo th stigmh pou tha ton brw na paizw analoga.

Sthn periptwsh tou Mike, na kratiemai oso pio makria tou gunetai kai na apantaw katallhla sta witty sxolia tou xwris na afeinw na pesei oute frash katw.

Otan pali feigw apo thn Amerikh tha exw na skeftomai oti gnwrisa enan tetoio tupo, pou duskola briskeis sthn Ellada (edw take my word, ekrupsa merika apo ta stoixeia tou Mike giati an pw merika habbits tou tha sokaristoun polla atoma kai den leei..) kai oute me peirakse oute ton peiraksa. Enas rolos mesa sth zwh mou pou mou emathe merika pragmata kai me megalwse kapws, an skeftei kaneis oti atoma sthn hlikia mou sthn ellada den tha sunantisoun isws pote sth zwh tous ton Mike h paromoio rolo sa tou Mike.

Exw thn aisthhsh omws oti an den pw kati auth th stigmh tha parekshghthw:

Ta kontina mou proswpa ta antimetopizw diaforetika. Kserw oti oi anthrwpoi einai monadikoi kai h monadikothta tous den mpainei se frames. To theatro twn anthrwpwn pou me peribaloun perilambanei perissotero tous gnwstous mou para tous filous mou kai ta agaphmena mou proswpa. Oso gnwrizeis ton allo anthrwpo katalabaineis perissotero ti einai kai ti thelei xwris na xreiastei na to kanei act out:). Akomh perissotero, perneis stoixeia tous. O rolos mou me ton rolo tous mpleketai kai telika den einai theatro alla h zwh mou.

Afou loipon anelusa thn thewria mou, lew na thn kanw. telika efaga olo mou to apogeuma mprosta sto computer. So what. Den eixa tipote kalutero na kanw shmera anyways.


(kapoia mera tou kalokairiou 2000)