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DREAMING

MAN IN SHINNING ARMOUR

THE MAN IN SHINNING ARMOUR IS THE ONE I LOVE THE MAN IN SHINNING ARMOUR IS THE ONE THAT RIDES INTO THE LIGHT THE THE MOON HE IS THE ONE THAT TOUCHED MY HEART AND SOUL... THIS MAN THAT I SEEN IN MY DEEPEST DREAMS... HOLDS OUT HIS HAND... PLEASE TOUCH MY HAND... WITH THE TOUCH OF THE HAND...... HE SAYS ONTO ME..... I SHALL BE THE ONE THAT TOUCHES YOUR SOUL.... I SHALL BE THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU FOREVER..... WHEN HE TOUCHS MY HAND..... MY SOUL BREAKS INTO TWO.... ONE PART OF MY SOUL SHALL SORE THE LIGHT OF ALL LOVE... THE OTHER SHALL BE TAKEN WITH HIM FOR ETURNITY THAT WILL HOLD THE POWER OF TRUE LOVE.. THIS MAN HE RIDES THE NIGHT.... RIDING ON THE POWER OF ALL LOVE.. THE AIR THAT SURROUNDS HIM IS SO TRUE AND BITTER SWEET.. HE COMES TO ME.... PLEASE TOUCH MY HAND AND JOIN ME IN MY JOURNEY OF PEACE AND PURITY.. I SHALL GO AND RIDE THE MOONLIGHT WITH HIM... MY SOUL LIKE A DOVE THAT FLIES IN THE WIND... I FEEL THE TOUCH OF A FRIEND BUT ALSO A LOVER... THIS IS MY MAN IN SHINNING ARMOUR... THE ONE THAT RIDES THE NIGHT... FOR HE IS THE LOVE OF ALL MY SOUL... THAT I WILL HOLD FOR ETURNITY IN THE LIGHT OF THE POWER CALLED... LOVE AND PURITY.

BY ELLI TORISTO

WISH

A WISH IS A WISH A DREAM IS A DREAM BUT FOR ME IT IS LIKE A QUIET STREAM I HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH AND PRAY TO THE ONE UP ABOVE FOR MY LOVE THAT I HOLD CLOSE TO MY HEART IS A LOVE THAT IS A WISH BUT ALSO A DREAM BUT MY MY LOVE IS TRUE AND ONLY THAT I CAN SEE FOR IT PUTS MY SOUL IN A KNOT THAT CAN ONLY BE UNTIED IN A WISH THAT CAN TRY TO BE I OPEN MY EYES AND LOOK UNTO THE HEAVENS ABOVE WHY DOES THIS HAVE TOO BE FOR MY SOUL IS LIKE A HEART THAT BLEEDS THAT CRIES... AND IS SO BLUE... FOR I WANT MY SOUL TO BE FREE FREE TO LOVE FREE TO BE FOR I WANT MY SOUL TO BE TOUCHED... ONCE AGAIN... THE WAY IT ONCE WAS TOUCHED... IN A PRAYER AND A DREAM... I HAVE FOUND THIS ONE THAT MAKES MY SOUL... FREE AND FULL.. JUST NOW THE ONE TOUCH OF THIS LOVE WILL MAKE EVERYTHING... NOT BE A WISH NOT BE A DREAM BUT MAKE IT A REALITY THAT I HAVE SEARCHED FOR ALL OF ETURNITY.

LOVE FOR ETURNITY ELLI

(BY ELLI TORISTO)

SOUL-MATE

With centuries behind us And more stretching out ahead Why do I feel that each moment I am not with you Is one for which I must grieve My lips and fingers long for you To caress your face Is to feel the light of God To kiss your hair Is to know Nirvanic bliss After a lifetime of learning to hide I try to stand in the open Naked and vulnerable My love for you Bright in the sunlight To look in your eyes Is to feel the spirit of the dolphin Wise and free in the ocean My senses are overwhelmed By your sweet Angelic soul Come freely to me In love and trust Walk with me towards our future It is truth and it is right And it is God's will Like a doe in a meadow I feel your attentiveness To potential for hurt and pain As if even the words I love you Could cause you to flee After so many lives And so much pain We can make this one Anything we want it to be Together, and free Let it be thy will, Oh Lord, Let it be. You , And God, And Me

(by Neil MacAskill)

THE SOUL-MATE

As you travel through life You meet and love people in different ways Til that day the person you were destined to Meet enters your life The one person in all of time who is your soulmate The person who makes you feel so right The one who fills your heart with joy Your body reacts to their touch as if by magic Your soulmate is the person who touches your heart And soul and stays there for all eternity and beyond Even if this love were to leave They would always be the only one you love And need to make you whole and complete The only one forever!

FACES

We sit and we typed,and we stare at the screen We all have to wonder what this possibly means With our mouse we roam.through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone,as we sit in a daze ***************************** We chat with each other,we type all our woes Small groups we do form,and gang up on our foes We wait for somebody,to type out our name We want recognition,but it is always the same. ***************************** We give kisses and hugs,and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt We do form friendships -but-why we dont know But some of these friendships,will flourish and grow **************************** Why is it on screen we can be so bold Telling our secrets,that have never been told Why is it we share the thoughts in our mind With those we cant see, as though we were blind The answer is simple,it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems and need someone to tell We cant tell real people,but tell someone we must So we turn to the puter,and to those we can trust Even though it is crazy,the truth still remains They are FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES, and odd little names (just remember that friends are fine......but relationship.... are not to be touched.... love is a feeling that should not be taken advantage of.. and that is what happens here)

Through the window of space and time I see our lives both yours and mine I know that this for eternal shall be For the whole of mine heart was born in thee This life my love will surely pass So on your dear soul this spell is cast That through the darkness of death With the vigor of life You'll once again find me Just as before And we'll love with the fierceness Of unforgetable lore.

Sarah A. Knowles

LOVE

WHAT REALLY IS LOVE? LOVE IS PURE.. LOVE IS GREAT.. LOVE IS SOMETHING NEVER TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF.. FOR TRUE LOVE CAN'T FOOL YOU.. FOR ME TRUE LOVE.. IS SOMETHING THAT ONLY HAPPENS ONCE IN A LIFE TIME.. FOR ME.. YOU CAN SAY I LOVE YOU.. A MILLIOM TIMES OVER.. BUT TO SAY IT... AND TO MEAN IT IS TWO DIFFERENT THINGS.. FOR ME LOVE IS A FEELING.. A FEELING THAT IS FELT IN THE SOUL.. FOR LOVE CAN BREAK YOUR HEART.. BUT TRUE LOVE CAN DESTROY YOUR INNER SOUL.. TO LOVE IS TO UNDERSTAND.. LOOK UNTO THE EYES OF THE ONE YOU LOVE.. AND SAY TO YOURSELF... HOW DOES MY HEART FEEL? HOW DOES MY SOUL FEEL? FOR THE TRUTH LIES IN THE EYES OF THE DEHOLDER.. FOR ME I LOOK IN THE EYES OF MY TRUE LOVE.. AND I SEE A GLOW.. AN INSPIRATION.. A FEELING THAT LIES IN THE INNER DEPTHS OF MY SOUL.. TO FEEL THE TOUCH... IS A TOUCH THAT DOESN'T NEED TO BE FELT.. I KNOW IN MY SOUL.. THAT THE LOVE I SEE IN THE EYES OF MY BEHOLDER.. IS A TRUE LOVE.. THAT FILLS MY SOUL.. WITH THE POWER THAT MAKES THE UNIVERSE WHOLE.

BY ELLI TORISTO

EXISTENCE

EXICTENCE IS WHO I AM... EXISTENCE IS WHO I SHALL BE.. WHAT IS EXISTENCE YOU SAY... EXISTENCE IS YOU AN ME.. SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT EXISTANCE IS.. WHO SHALL IT BE? NOT ME I SAY.. MY EXISTENCE IS WHAT IT SHALL MAKE ME.. SOMETIMES I WONDER TO MYSELF AND LOOK... WHO IS THIS PERSON I STARE AT EVERYDAY? WHO IS THIS PERSON THAT MAKES ME WHAT I SHALL BE? FOR I HAVE HAD CONFLICTS ON THIS QUESTION ALL OF MY LIFE.. FOR I WANT TO KNOW WHAT MY EXISTENCE SHALL BE.. I HOLD MY HEART CLOSE TO MY INNER SOUL AND CRY.. WHAT IS IT TRYING TO TELL ME? FOR EXISTENCE IS THE POWER OF THE UNIVERSE.. FOR THIS EXISTENCE IS PURE IN EVERYWAY.. YOUR EXISTENCE SHALL HAVE TO BE RECONIZED BY THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU.. FOR THIS PERSON HOLDS THE KEY TO YOUR INNER SOUL.. FOR THIS KEY THAT THIS PERSON SHALL HOLD.. SHALL UNLOCK THE POWER THAT IS WITHIN YOURSELF.. FOR IT TAKES THIS ONE PERSON TO UNLOCK THIS POWER.. THAT SHALL MAKE YOU PURE AND FOREVER TRUE.. AND SHALL GIVE YOU YOUR EXISTENCE FOREVER.. AND THEN YOU SHALL BE FOREVER TRUE.

BY ELLI TORISTO

DREAMS

Here I sit and think About those wonderful dreams These dreams will come true someday As far away as it must seem The time in life has come To put our sorrows away This is a dream I'm saving Yet, to come another day For the Lord, I will recieve The dream that has come true It will last forever This dream I'm saving of you.

FOR EVERY HEART

For every heart, that finds a love, There is a heart that cries. For every dream that is reborn, There is a dream that dies. For every day that's filled with sun, There is a day of rain. For every hour that's filled with joy, There is an hour of pain. For every smile upon a face, There is a tear to cry. For every fond hello you say, There is a sad good-bye. For every new life in this world, There is a grave to see. For every heart that opens wide, There's one without a key.

LOVE

Love is like a flower That grows with each hour The feeling comes from the heart That never departs Love is a special feeling That is very appealing Your mate should be understanding Talk instead of fighting If he/she loves you very much Your feelings should touch the heart

LATE?

Today is the day, for the hurt to go away. We see it and grasp it like a mother to a child. But the milk will sour and our souls will weep until nothing is left for us to keep. Can I be too late. A love that died, because we said goodbye and cried, but it was a lie we held inside. Has it soured our souls till all that is left is hate. Can it ever be too late. I talked to you but only words came out, I am blocked to find a better route. May the words turn and drive away any hurt on this day. I am not too late. A hope that grows just a spark I know. But given time it may grow. Turning left then right. I can not be late. At the gate stands a man, he was first and he can't understand, what is said makes no since, he didn't mean to build a fence. Just because he was late. We know you, you will hide and run away. But please, please remember this day, for the hurt must leave for ever more, never to be hate, Will we two stand at a garden gate. Please don't be late.

BY DEN BEAR

LIFE ON THE NET

What is life on the net? Life to me on the net is... Who really cares.... Who really loves... Who really is your friend... For me life on the net will destroy who you really are.. It is always please love me.. Please hold my hand and say that you care... But my friends life on the net is evil.. It will tear you apart.. Makes you think things that aren't even true... Someone says I love you.. But in my soul... You can't love a number or a word... You can't love a picture that is not even true... For love and friendship has to be gained... And to love is..... You would have to look onto the eyes of the beholder.. For I have cared... And for I have loved on here..... But for the feelings I had in the life on the net ..... Was like a dream..... People will try to make you believe... And people will rip you apart from who you truely love.. I will miss all the people I have truely cared about.. But for me my life is here in reality... My life is not on the net.. The net will make you a person you never were..... For me the net is for people that are lonely.... People that are trying to look for a love.... A love that never existed at all.... Good-bye my friends.... We have gone through a lot.... And one day I hope it will be in reality.... for me I will live my life in my world.... Not in everyone elses world..... For I truley love one..... And one only..... Take care.... I love you's as my true friends.... Just remember next time you look at my page....