for someone
to take care of me
while I lead my life
Is their no time left
for me to find you?
Have I used up
all my choices
all my chances
on struggles within
myself?
Am I destined to be alone
in this world?
Have I gone too far
to accept anything
new? so strange
around strangers
too protected by
my sheild
growing stronger
with each slap
upon my soul
Is it too late
to pull it down?
to accept with
open arms
someone like you
before you even
found me?
Would I recgonize
the chance
to know you
anymore?
have I taken too much
pain?
too much caused
by my own hand
Am I losing
all my friends
in a blink of an eye
with no hope
of ever finding
you
Will I ever see
the rose in ashes?
Or is it only me
