Minneapolis, Minnesota
Spring,1997
Why has the pleasure of slowness disappeared?
Where have they gone, the amblers of yesteryear? Where have they gone, those
loafing heroes of folksong, those vagabonds who roam from one mill to another
and bed down under the stars? Have they vanished along with nature? There
is a Czech proverb that describes their easy indolence by a
metaphor. "They are gazing at God's windows." A person gazing a God's windows is not bored; he is happy. In our world, indolence
has turned into having nothing
to do, which is a completely different
thing: a person with nothing to do is frustrated, bored, is constantly searching
for the activity he lacks.
I recalled the well-known equation from
one of the first chapters of the textbook of existential mathematics: the
degree of speed is directly proportional to the intensity of forgetting. From that equation we can deduce various corollaries, for instance
this one: our period is given over to the demon of speed, and
that is the reason it so easily forgets its own self. Now I would reverse
that statement and say: our period is obsessed with the desire to forget,
and it is to fulfill that desire that it gives over to the demon of speed;
it picks up the pace to show us that it no longer wishes to be remembered:
that it is tired of itself, sick of itself; that it wants to blow out the
tiny trembling flame of memory.
Excerpted from: Slowness © 1995 Milan
Kundera, HarperCollins Publishers, May 1996