The Yin to my Yang

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I had a webpage dedicated to the depressing side of my art, however I decided to be fair and just, I should dedicate an equal portion to the part of my heart that still beats, to the part of my body that still yearns to hold a woman in my protective arms. Some here is supposed to go to music, or rap, and others simply to be read. I'll let you decide =p

So here you have the only collection of my work. Dedicated to the women I have loved over my life, weather they knew it, respected it, or god forbid, returned it (;

Need you

I've gone crazy
staring at you eyes baby
your makin' life hazy
I've gotta raise the standard of my desire
to burn like a fire
for its you I admire
oh baby I need you now,
oh wow
look at how
can you oww
be so hot
but I'm not
in the pot
for the spot
in your heart
back at start
need the part
your love's art
and sweet tart
need your love
your my dove
up above
need your love
I need your love.

-Phillip Hein

Broken Promise

One day in the lonely hour
I saw you standing there
You captured me so quickly
With a flicking of your hair
I fell down beside you
Gave you my lonely heart
And then you turned the lights off
And tore my love apart

Ooo-oh How'd you know it baby?
Its crazy but its true.
That even though I've promised
I cant stop loving you.
The scope of my transgressions
so wide and far a-way
were leading you to tell me
to die another day
So die another day--yea-hah

I watched you so carefully
My soul was swept away
It suddenly came to me
To let you know some day
I wrote you secret letters
But hid just who I was
You read each one with caring
And kept them just because

So finally I asked you
If you would take my hand
And you could be my lady
oh I could be your man
But baby then you told me
And I somehow knew the truth
The final words you showed me
I only needed proof
And now the world is changing
I swore I'd let you go
But before you turned against me
I though I'd let you know
Though I swore I'd never love you
I'd let you live in love
We still had some connection
Some deeming from above

Oh yeah, but not love.

So let me in the secret
Turn off your alarms
Both of you can find me
And hold me in your arms
I may not be a woman
And might not be a man
But I'll forever help you
Protect you when I can.
You eyes make me decietful
Your legs could bring me harm
What my mind is thinking
Will never reach my arm
I promised I wouldn't love you
But girl you know its true
The focuss of my passion
Keeps coming back to you
And now its Two---
Both of you---
Who knew?

-Phillip Hein

Obsession

So many times I've caught myself
Staring at your body
and now I've got to train myself
To turn away

The feeling that you spurn in me
Cannot be platonic
The way I'm watching you tonight
It's fucking Ironic

You threw me out
You pushed me down
You said "Little boy..
Get out of town."
But now I've got you
in my trap
Look in my eyes
I've got you, I've got you!

Stare at me
Just at me
Cant you see?
I'm shaking up your re-al-a-ty
You need me now
And oh just how
I need you too
So I'm gonna make love to you.

Break me out
Out of this dream
What do these tender images mean?
I swore to you
I'd let you go
but now I know
You need me I need you

So glance at me
Because I'm staring back at you
Listen to me
Because I'm listening to you
I need you now
And I wont take this anymore
You cant say no
Because..
I JUST WONT LET YOU ANYMORE

Stare at me
Just at me
Cant you see?
I'm shaking up your re-al-a-ty
You need me now
And oh just how
I need you too
So I'm gonna make love to you.

Let me make love to you

Dont run away anymore

Dont close the door

The door...

-Phillip Hein

Sweet Dreams

Beneth the covers of my bed,
my mind drifts in an ocean of thought.
I've found you at last...
The Girl in my dreams.
The only place I'll ever truely see you.
In the heart of my wildest Imaginations.

-Phillip Hein

White Knight

A soldier, Sword raised, riding on his brilliant steed,
He rides ever onward, toward those who are in need,
A Gentleman, A Warrior, Who's always doing right,
Clad in brilliant shining armor, This is the white knight.

-Phillip Hein

I wanted you to know

You softly touched me,
I wanted you to know,
If I had my way,
I'd never let you go.
Three years ago,
I gave you my heart,
In hopes we'd,
never be apart.
And now your gone,
I miss you every day,
So many things,
I never got to say,
I love you,
I need you,
I'll never let you go,
These things I wanted you to know.

-Phillip Hein

What you do to me

Its so clear
What you do to me
I surrender
To your gentle hostility
Hold me
I will go willingly
You've got me
Just where I want to be

So take me, Feel me, Need me, Believe me.
Hold me, Kiss me, Love me, Thrill me.
It's so lovely
The way you make me feel
Your so beautiful
Never thought this could be real
These feelings
I never knew that you could show
Take me
And never let me go

I need you, see you, feel you, believe you
So need me, see me, feel me, believe me

It's enchanting
The Romancing
The Dancing
The Prancing
The way we sleep at night

I love you
And thats true
I need you
Follow through
Bring me into the light

Its so nice
The way that you know me
I never
Thought that this could be
And now
Its my reality
Oh girl
This is what you do to me.

-Phillip Hein

Cecilia

In all the world around me,
One thing do I seek.
The Woman whom I'm longing for,
The kiss upon my cheek.
I've fought for you in daylight,
And also as I sleep.
I held you in my arms tonight,
And felt your love so deep.
Though I cannot be with you now,
I still pretend I am.
Though some may say I dream for naught,
I do not give a damn.
I declare my love for you,
For all of the world to see.
It remains ever true,
That you alone complete me.
In everything that I do,
I hold you in my mind.
When I think of what I need,
Your the only thing I find.
You do not haunt my dreams love,
you take away my sleep.
Some men give their hearts to share,
I gave you mine to keep.
I'll search for you forever,
Through all the darkest hells.
The powers that compell me,
By your voice only quells.
And when I finally have you,
I'll keep you all my life.
We'll always be together,
My girlfriend,
Lover,
Wife.

-Phillip Hein

Water

Freya's tears wash over my body,
The weariness and the dust wash away
To the floor go my troubles
To the ground, my pain.
I am cleansed by her most precious gift
Water.

-Phillip Hein

True Love

Each time that I look at you,
By a picture or eye to eye,
My heart pounds deep in my body,
And I pray that you feel the same.

Every inch of you is precious,
Like a smooth and sparkling diamond,
I will worship you forever,
If you will let me do that little.

And my love flows over me,
Like a river to the ocean,
You are that endless sea,
I could drown in you my love.

If only you would hold me again,
Just another couple minnitues,
Such a lot to ask, I know,
But I'm sure that you can love me.

I would kill for you.
I would die for you.
You are worth nothing less,
Than my eternal soul.

Take me as I am,
Oh beautiful dreamer,
I've lost myself in your eyes,
One last time.

-Phillip Hein