^Talion^ pulls something from his cloak he has waited long for you to have...he removes an onyx circlet and holds it out....his eyes question of you want it...
* ^^silver^^ heart drops as she is taken back from its beauty..something she has always longed for yet her nerves are not helping her to think or to type
* ^^silver^^ looks into your eyes with loving thoughts
* ^Talion^ opens the circlet....waiting for you to submit...or refuse.. * ^^silver^^ trys to swallow
* ^^silver^^ does not mean to hesitate Master......
* <^^silver^^> this is something this one has longed for for such a great time
* * ^^silver^^ is so nervous
* <^^silver^^> are you sure it is what you wish for Master for this one to submit her life wholly and solely to you??
* <^Talion^> if i wasn't sure...i wouldn't offer my ko lar...
* <^Talion^> it was i who taught you the codes pet...not the other way around;)
* * ^^silver^^ takes a deep breath
* ^^silver^^ lowers to her knees lifting her hair before you as she closes her eyes with a bright smile upon her face, holding her hair high to you she says with pride......Master Talion it would give this one great pleasure to wear your kolar with pride and may she be able to please and pleasure you in every way possible, this one submits herself fully to you her mind body and soul is yours for eternity
* * ^Talion^ places his ko lar about your neck...and closes it with sweet finality....locking it with a tiny T shaped key...he utters...
 <^Talion^> you are mine..now and forever...to do with as i please...and to be pleased with what i do with you...
* <^^silver^^> yes Master Talion

silver's release
 24th march 1999

-> *silver{MAT}* come to the tower
* Mark-Anthony smiles
* silver{MAT} lowers softly to her bare knees, lowering her head as her arms extend before her soft tones leave her lips to say..may silver have permission to enter please?
<Mark-Anthony> enter angel
<silver{MAT}> thank you Master and greetings
<Mark-Anthony> greetings little wings
* silver{MAT} rises to her feet and walks quickly to her furs kneeling on them beside MAster as she lowers her head, placing her palms to rest on her taught thighs gently...
<Mark-Anthony> are you all right?
* silver{MAT} shakes her head...
* Mark-Anthony takes you into his arms..
<Mark-Anthony> I understand..
<silver{MAT}> Master did you get silvers email?
<Mark-Anthony> no angel..I didnt
<silver{MAT}> could you go check please?
* Mark-Anthony nods
<Mark-Anthony> you do deserve more ...
<Mark-Anthony> I can't argue with that..
* Mark-Anthony gathers you into his arms
* silver{MAT} holds her arms tightly around you as her head lay on your chest a tear weeps from her eyes and traces her cheek to her lips...
<Mark-Anthony> what is it you wish silver?
* silver{MAT} blinks the tears from her eyes and tries to see the keys...
<silver{MAT}> *sniff*
<Mark-Anthony> so what do we do angel..
* silver{MAT} shrugs
<Mark-Anthony> I'd happily keep you forever...but you deserve so much more than I can give..
* Mark-Anthony sighs sadly
<silver{MAT}> silver loves you so much MAster
<silver{MAT}> she knows in her heart you will be her MAster always...
<Mark-Anthony> I know angel..
* Mark-Anthony sighs again
<Mark-Anthony> I just can't give you the attention and love you deserve anymore..
<Mark-Anthony> it just wouldnt be right..for me to keep you..
<silver{MAT}> but silver gets so lonely to serve you and feels she is just a person hiding in the shadows and cannot live like that she wants you and lia to be so happy together and doesn't want to stand in the way of anything but also knows you find it hard with times..
<silver{MAT}> silver knows you talk to lia everyday and feels she has in a nice sort of way:) been pushed to one side to make room for lia and sometimes feels you forget this one..
* Mark-Anthony nods...
<Mark-Anthony> you're right silver...and you never deserved such...
<Mark-Anthony> but its only natural..I'm a single man..
<Mark-Anthony> I don't have anyone r/l..
<Mark-Anthony> I know its no excuse..but its the only one I can offer you..
<silver{MAT}> silver feels in one way you would be relieved Master as you could spend all your time with the one who is dearest to you she understands that..
<Mark-Anthony> will you be alright without me?
<silver{MAT}> the only thing this girl doesn't want to happen is to lose touch with you or lia....EVER!
<Mark-Anthony> oh angel...
<Mark-Anthony> how could you?????
<Mark-Anthony> never even think such a thing!
* silver{MAT} giggles softly.....
<Mark-Anthony> I will always be here for you...we'll always be the best of friends
* silver{MAT} beams a smile and holds you tightly
* Mark-Anthony kisses you softly and smiles..hugging you tightly
<silver{MAT}> silver was just giggling at <Mark-Anthony> will you be alright without me?
<Mark-Anthony> what?
<Mark-Anthony> it was an honest question you know;)
<silver{MAT}> because lately silver has only seen you 2 times in the month and has been ok but very worried about you and you never sent any emails or memos or msgs..nothing MAster
* Mark-Anthony sighs..
<Mark-Anthony> I know..I'm sorry
<Mark-Anthony> like I said..you deserve better
<Mark-Anthony> are you ok with this pet?
<Mark-Anthony> seriously..no bullshit
<silver{MAT}> silver didn't know how to ask for release in case she was hurting you MAster
<silver{MAT}> it is hurting a little but silver cant feel this way...so alone...
<Mark-Anthony> I know silver..and I can't bear you being that way either..
* silver{MAT} nods..
<silver{MAT}> silver knows it is neither yours or her fault as love moves in mysterious ways:)
* Mark-Anthony takes out a small knife..and jimmies the lock on your ko..popping it free ..a tear strolling down his cheek..yet a smile still caressing his features
<Mark-Anthony> I know ...but still..its hard..we have a lot of history you and I..
* silver{MAT} nods with tears cascading down her cheeks...
* Mark-Anthony slowly removes the ko as he places a kiss on your lips softly...and puts it in a small black box..to be placed on the Mantle of his firepit for eternity...
* silver{MAT} head falls to her hands as she cries like she never has before.....
* Mark-Anthony gathers you into his arms...
<Mark-Anthony> I'm so sorry...
<silver{MAT}> don't be MAster silver only wishes you as much happiness r/l as you have bought her online and in friendship
<Mark-Anthony> we'll always be close..won't we?
<Mark-Anthony> say we will
* silver{MAT} nods lots and lots and lots...
<silver{MAT}> always
* Mark-Anthony sighs in relief..
<Mark-Anthony> I never want you out of my life angel..ever..
<silver{MAT}> best friends forever! right?
<Mark-Anthony> absolutely!
* silver{MAT} beams a smile and hopes so
<silver{MAT}> please never let our friendship fade MAster
<Mark-Anthony> never
<Mark-Anthony> I promise
* silver{MAT} smiles and sighs softly..
<silver{MAT}> this girl has always adored you and always will Master no matter what no one can ever change that...
<Mark-Anthony> I know hon..you will always have a place in my heart..
<Mark-Anthony> till its last beat;)
* silver{MAT} slips behind you to see the sun shining outta your ass and giggles as she kisses your cheek
warmly..
* Mark-Anthony laughs
* silver{MAT} giggles

~~ silver-wings wishes you both a life filled with love, happiness and harmony ~~
~~ this girl will always hold you close to her heart for all eternity ~~
~~ treasured memories will live forever ~~
~~ silver-wings ~~

she kneels before Him
 eyes sparkling bright as they lower to the stone floor
 heart beating eagerly to please to perfection
 she looks up then down quickly
 stealing a glimps of Him from her sapphire eyes
 her heart beating faster
 she feels his eyes trace her slender figure
 she speaks softly
 sweet words that hum a tune to His ears
 "this girl is yours Master to take and use anyway you so desire"
 she smiled brightly
 ~and he did~



Last night silver saw someone,
That silver didn't want to know,
And no matter how silver pleaded,
She just refused to go.
While standing there in silence,
She just looked back at thee.
And when silver laughed, talked or cried,
She copied mockingly.
But when silver had a closer look,
And gazed into her eyes,
silver saw in her a sadness.
Which she could not disguise.
silver then began to understand,
Her wish to be set free.
Because while standing there at the
mirror,
silver knew this girl was she


In her dreams she can recall,
All the things you are to thee.
Take her in, engulf thee,
Absorb her in your dreams.
Float her high on silver clouds,
Let her ride on golden beams.
Listen to her words,
And look into her eyes.
Then put her on a rainbow,
And let her fly through aqua skies.
Sit her on a pedestal,
Way above the trees.
Let her sip the Milky Way,
But only as you please.
Follow her through silk and satin,
Let her hold them near.
Swim with her in glistening water,
Of crystal lakes so clear.
Sit with her so peacefully,
Our dreams to interweave.
So she can remember happily,
That you will never leave.


'Twas just a touch of moonlight,
That shone in your hair,
That made you speak of love,
And the tenderness we'd share.
But now the moon has gone,
The sun has chased it far away,
And things are not the same,
In the colder light of day.
So if he says he loves you,
On a magic moonlit night,
Just smile and softly tell him,
To return by morning light.
And if his love still lingers,
In the colder light of day,
Then it may last forever,
And not easily fade away.


He spoke with only tender looks,
About the way he felt.
She read his eyes like picture books,
She knew the words they spelt.
He looked at thee so searchingly,
As if He seemed, to find,
A word or two that might express,
The thoughts within his mind.
He came to take her hand in his,
But still spoke not a word.
Though in her head, his voice said,
What only her heart heard.
She knows he tried to be as kind,
As any man can be.
But there was something in the way,
Those eyes looked right through thee.
When at last he found the courage,
To tell her what was wrong.
She shook her head and hugged him,
For she knew it all along.
Not a word was spoken between us,
But we knew deep down inside.
It's a pity things weren't different,
But at least sweet love, we tried.


There was a man that she once knew,
So kind and caring and so true.
He never told her any lies,
He seemed to her to be so wise.
She would look at him, and he at she,
They knew each other for all eternaty.
They could laugh and love and sing and dance,
They would know each other at a glance.
They never had to utter a sound,
For they knew the love that they had found.
Then one day she looked at him,
She knew he wouldn't let her in.
Something was different,
Not quite the same.
He looked right through her,
He found it hard to say her name.
She wished that she could find that man,
But she doesn't think that she ever can,
You see, that man that she once knew,
Well, that man, Sweet Master HE was you.


Each day goes by much too fast
Tomorrow soon becomes the past.
Sometimes life becomes and endless race,
And she can't stand the lonely pace.
A girl lost in the struggle of making her way,
And she forget to take the time to say.
Thank-you for the time you have given her,
You've helped her tremendously.
Having someone to call a friend of her own,
silver need never feel alone.
She used to run here and there,
Felt she wasn't wanted anywhere.
But now she knows that is not so,
Because you have given her somewhere to go.
And so sweet friend she hopes you can see,
That you too have a friend in thee.


Have you ever watched the mountains, and felt
your life stand still?
Has the ocean ever moved you, with its
overpowering will?
Have you ever looked at nature, and the beauty
that it holds?
The wondrous formations, holding mysteries
untold.
Have you ever needed someone, to call your very
own?
Are you searching for a reason why you always
feel alone?
Is there something that you're looking for,
But find it's never there?
Have you ever felt at moments, that your life is
incomplete?
You're living in the routine, of a system you can't
beat.
Are you looking for lifes purpose,
Do you know it's hard to find?
Can you feel the world revolving, is it leaving you
behind?
Do you think life is a fantasy, a dream that won't
come true?
Does it seem that all reality has faded out of
view?
And have you ever wondered, just what the truth
might be?

Well if you find the answer, can you please tell
thee?


She wants to give you happiness,
Because she loves to see you smile.
She wants to show you sunsets,
It would only take a while.
If she could gather a million seeds,
And plant them beneath the snow.
Would you sit down beside her,
And watch the flowers grow?
She couldn't climb the highest mountain,
But then again she'd try.
She would climb the highest tree for you,
And make the wild birds fly.
She'd like to write a song for you,
And sing it for you alone,
But all her love nd devotion is gathered up,
And written for you in this poem.
And even when you go away,
Here is where her heart will stay.


Do you ever get the feeling,
That the world is fighting you?
Well never feel alone,
For she often feels it too.
Whenever you have problems,
And let's face it, who does not?
You can always come to her,
With the problems you have got.
For believe her she will never be,
Too busy for a friend.
Least of all when there's a broken heart,
That she can help mend.
You want someone to be there,
In times when you feel low.
There's only one thing better,
Than someone who cares for you.
And that's when you have someone,
That you can care for too.
And she hopes you know that someone,
Who is always here,
Is the one who wrote these words for you,
You have a friend in thee.