Taken from Geoshock Date & Time : 16/02/2000, 14:33 Subject : My Final Update? Posted By : Haze Well.. the family situation here seems to have completely broken down.. No way back state, as far as I know my dad has also called for the phoneline to be cut off, yes hes an asshole, trying to hurt people where he knows he can.. Chances are I'll end up living some place with my mum, with what I don't know.. probably nothing.. I'm scared to leave the house here incase everything gets smashed to bits .. This all seems so f*cked up and I don't know which way to turn now.. My sense of judgement has got to be way out at the moment.. I'm too full of hate, confusion, worry and anything else to make much sense.. All I know is this could well be my final posting here, likewise everyone I e-mail.. those contacts are probably gone.. Maybe things will get better, but I don't see a way, the problems have been heading this way for a while... I don't have many mail addresses at the moment since I reinstalled everything, so I hope people see here.. If things get better.. maybe this won't be the end.. maybe maybe maybe.. to many maybes.. I have to post this just in case.. I don't want people wondering where I've gone.. I can't do much but cry right now..again.. i've posted crap here again :( i dunno.. maybe Dave Apparently this breakup is all my fault too... great... I'm to blame for more f*ck ups again.. my life stinks